Talk?

My body is being stupid. Stuck in a wheelchair cuz I can't walk TwT

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 - https://app.treatmyocd.com/community/posts/2169500

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 sorry that you're struggling :( it must be really frustrating!!

@moon027097 - It is, and my OCD is like "Quit lying about this, you're fine, there's nothing wrong with you so stop faking!" (All the tests have been coming back normal)

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 i also commented on your other post that you linked. just remember that absence of evidence does not mean evidence of absence— just because they have not yet discovered a reason or explanation does not mean that there isn't one or that what you're experiencing isn't real.

@moon027097 - Thank you <3

Doesn't matter

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 That’s the hardest, when something is off but there’s no answers and others don’t believe you. You know your body, it tells you when something is wrong, trust that.

@Someonemaybe - I wish I did trust it, I'm trying to. It's just so difficult cuz I have false memory too, so if I fall I can't tell if I actually did or not, even if there's proof of bruises and whatnot.

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 That really does make it difficult. One way to tell is to go get checked out. That will validate your concerns if they do exist and maybe help you better understand what to trust and what to ignore. When your body tells stories, it really does make it hard to want to believe it. But first instinct, trust it until it proves you wrong.

@Someonemaybe - Oki! Thank uuuuuu, mom's taking me to the hospital (maybe) later.

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 I hope so, i hope it will ease your mind a bit. You’re very welcome

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 How are you? Did you get to the doctor? Hopefully all went well.

@Someonemaybe - I went to Lurie's, and they found out that it's FND, where the connection between my brain and body was severed do to chronic pain.

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 That’s a whole lot of words and acronyms i don’t know yet but it sounds like going was exactly what you needed and so I’m glad that happened. It’s there anything they gave or did that helped? I’m going to look up what all that means. Thank you for replying, i was really hoping you made it to the doctors🙂. I never knew a connection could be severed from chronic pain but it makes sense since pain is a stress and stress is hell on the body.

@Someonemaybe - Yeah, it sucks. And of course it's another rare disorder. TwT

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 I know a little about rare disorders. They suck, nobody really knows what to do because they are rare and so you’re kind of stuck until somebody figures it out. Fortunately there’s some seriously smart people out there so hope is not lost🥹.

@Someonemaybe - Thank you! May I ask your experience?

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 One of my daughters has a rare kind of blood disorder and it was nearly devastating. Fortunately some seriously smart people were involved and she’s doing much better. I don’t want to give too much detail given it’s my daughter. I hope you understand. I nearly lost her and initially nobody even knew why. That’s my only experience with it, and i hope i can say that for the rest of my life.

@Someonemaybe - I'm so sorry to hear that. <3 I'm so glad she is still alive today.

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 Thank you. Me too, beyond grateful for that 🥹

@Someonemaybe - Of course!!

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 And despite everything, you’re still here as well, doing your thing, that’s just awesome! Keep doing exactly that for a very very long time.

@Someonemaybe - Thank you and I shall. <3

Thank you <3 I wanna go to the mall to kinda get my mind off it. We have a wheelchair that we sort of used for my grandma before she passed, but I don't know. I can't use it in the house (the dogs will jump on me ><) and my mom will probably take me to the hospital later to try and figure this out faster.

Or see my Honey Bunny.

@🖤SavageGirl🖤 I hope you did get to go to the mall or do something else you like :) hope you’re feeling better today!