sold your soul

it does help, so is this just a hollywood myth? like robert johnson and others who claim and have "proof" they have done it?

with your previous comment about robert johnson (its gone now) do you actually think he sold his soul and that it is real?

@anonymous_username_ Robert, very possibly wouldn t be suprised at all, when people sold their soul they get something in return so what did you get? Except ruminating about it I am not trying to be provocative, just to prove you that this Doesn t work that way

@Mrcino 1408 - it was about eating and because of that i haven't eaten solids in two weeks. or about something else but i dont know what, at this point its even if i have something that we already have (like food) it'll still happen. it looked super real and didn't have intrusive thoughts like usual during it, almost like a real conversation, all thoughts and focus on that

I have a really big fear of selling my soul to the devil and usually its imaginations especially when I don't film and false memory but this felt different and seemed like it was actually there and no intrusive feelings and didn't feel like I had lack of control over thoughts like usual. i woke up and my phone was dead and computer wasn't filming and then started to turn on phone and unlock computer and don't know if it was actually there but felt like it was and had a conversation. Its always like a lack of control of thoughts and strong feeling of stuff happening but this was more like real that just the one like a conversation and not really intrusive feelings from what I remember

@anonymous_username_ Hey, sometimes OCD makes stuff seem real. Plus, could it be possible you were hallucinating? Or do you believe in paranormal stuff, like presence of unseen?

@aspureasgreen - I don't think I was hallucinating but I feel like it wasn't just an imagination and it was there and now I am so worried I sold my soul to the devil and I don't know what to do/how to get it back

@anonymous_username_ When you didn’t talk to the devil about your soul, how can you sell it? Ocd is causing you doubt. Did you tell your therapist about this?

@anonymous_username_ - its also not like oh I can change it or the imagination like usual, it just feels different this time and now I can't do anything cause it happened. cause i said like no to the eating then it gave a real like counter-offer and now i don't know what i reacted to that and its kinda blurry. just so worried it was actually real and there

@anonymous_username_ That’s seems scary. Being a victim of ghost possession , I feel scared even more. I hope you are fine. In my opinion, you must tell your therapist about this issue. Please talk to him/her once.

@aspureasgreen - i don't have a therapist. what do you mean being a victim of ghost possession?

@anonymous_username_ Being ab^sed s3xually , mentally by jinn. I have been facing this for years. No spiritual healer could help me until now.

@aspureasgreen - i am glad you are able to get the help you need now. can I ask how that happened/works? I haven't ever heard of that before

@anonymous_username_ Hey, i don’t know if you really believe in ghost stuff or not. But jinns are invisible creatures with bunch of superpowers and capabilities to possess human mind and body. You can read more about them on Wikipedia. Jinn has been abus*ing me s3xually and mentally for years. They m0lest me as well as sometimes r@pe me. Until now I don’t have any spiritual help. But i am hopeful that I may find help someday.

@aspureasgreen - is that what your ocd is about? Is it intrusive thoughts that that happened to you?

@anonymous_username_ No. This issue is a separate one. And ocd is a separate issue too. I shared this story of mine with you because you seem to believe in paranormal stuff. My ocd themes involve pure ocd, pocd, harm ocd, doubts, false memory ocd, real events ocd, etc.

@aspureasgreen - how do you know this isn't a form of OCD and it is a real thing? I am not judging at all and want to make sure it doesn't come across that way! Mine has always been a form of OCD and I am just worried it really happened this time because it felt so different

@anonymous_username_ - im just trying to understand how you know this is real and not your ocd so i can try to decipher with mine

@anonymous_username_ Other people in my family had also experienced paranormal/ghost like stuff. So, that’s why I know I am not hallucinating.

@aspureasgreen - do they also potentially have ocd or similar conditions?

@anonymous_username_ No, none of them has ocd. They all are fine and healthy. It’s only me that has ocd.

@aspureasgreen - do they have any other things like this not related to religion?

@anonymous_username_ I don’t understand. Can you elaborate?

@aspureasgreen - do they. feel this is happening with spirits they can't see unrelated to religion?

@anonymous_username_ No, I don’t think so.

@aspureasgreen - how do they know this really happening and not just in their heads?

@anonymous_username_ Incidents like —door shutting off on its own, door knob moving on its own, things disappearing and reappearing on their own…etc..That’s how they know it’s not in their heads.

@aspureasgreen - but how do you know its actually. happening and not in your head if that isn't what youre experiencing?

@anonymous_username_ This I can’t tell. I wish there was some way to know.

@aspureasgreen - so this might just be intrusive thoughts or delusions that you are experiencing?

@anonymous_username_ Maybe or maybe not. Do you believe in ghost related stuff?

@aspureasgreen - I believe in ghosts/spirits in a sense

@anonymous_username_ Do you have any experience related to ghost? Something that isn’t related to ocd?

@aspureasgreen - no. I just believe that when you die your spirit lives on outside of the body

@anonymous_username_ Oh okay.

@aspureasgreen - no thats where i don't know if i did or if it was just an imagination

that's where i struggle believing that if there isn't any definitive proof

so people who claim it is real or that they have done it are just telling stories?

thank you very much, this has helped a lot!! i am sorry for all the questions

yeah i am going to read the bible, thank you for suggesting it