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I dealt with this for years. It tortured me. What stopped it was changing my attitude about God. For me, God is loving, kind and healing. He knows I am flawed and human and that my brain is sick. He does not want to punish or hurt me. Anytime I started to feel this way about religious OCD I reminded myself of this. Sometimes I would just lay down in a quiet place and tell God all of this and I just kind of started to accept that he was good and wouldn’t hurt me and it stopped.