peterateff
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- 5y
flowerladyflowerlady
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- 5y
Andreww very wise direction
CatladyCatlady
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- 5y
Oh thank you so much!
CatladyCatlady
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- 5y
That’s so good to know!
andrewt_andrewt_
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 5y
???
flowerladyflowerlady
- Date posted
- 5y
Great to know! Andreww that's great.
andrewt_andrewt_
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 5y
No no no you aren’t a devil !! The reason you’re having those thoughts is because you don’t want to. If I told you not to think of a purple elephant you probably would because your brain wants certainty. This does NOT make you a bad person trust me !!! And that’s not true , humans think scary thoughts occasionally , we all have weird thoughts from time to time. You’re in a rough place right now and it can make you feel numb , it’s not your fault bud
peterateffpeterateff
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- 5y
Thank you guys for being here keep helping others❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
Peter, I’ve been trying to reach out to you for the last hour but my app wasn’t working. Please talk to me.
andrewt_andrewt_
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 5y
I spoke to him on Instagram , he’s okay !
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
Thank you soo much guys for this love it means the world to me❤️
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
That’s what we’re here for❤️. It’s okay. I’m sorry if you were worried. I wasn’t able to open the app either.
peterateffpeterateff
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- 5y
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
flowerladyflowerlady
- Date posted
- 5y
Can you take some time to focus on your breathe? In and out in and out etc.
andrewt_andrewt_
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 5y
Talk to me bud what’s on your mind ?
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
Im so lost.im thinking of my dead bestfriends sexually while watching tv and anything dirty come by even if a dirty joke anything i think of him..all people around me posting emotional things about him and loved him and respected him and i thknk this of him .hw was an angel How could i think this to him how could i think this of people have cancer.i don’t understand anything i feel like im a devil
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
Im a devil! Humans cant do that human cant did what i have done Human feel and love
flowerladyflowerlady
- Date posted
- 5y
Peter. Please remember. OCD goes after the most twisted sick disgusting thoughts because they're socially taboo and they upset you to your core. Because nice thoughts don't have the same affect.
peterateffpeterateff
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- 5y
But I’m alone i feel helpless and i really want to die now
andrewt_andrewt_
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 5y
You aren’t alone , I’m here for you ! The thoughts clearly upset you. Nobody who likes thoughts like that would worry about them. They’re egodystonic which means they don’t reflect you
flowerladyflowerlady
- Date posted
- 5y
How can I help you?
andrewt_andrewt_
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 5y
People who are mentally unstable usually don’t realize they’re mentally unstable so I don’t agree with that bud. Whatever you did is behind you , it doesn’t have to stay with you. You shouldn’t be held back by your mistakes since you’ve changed. Regardless , it could be your anxiety making you THINK what you did was really bad when it’s totally NORMAL :)
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
Nobody can help me noone know I really appreciate it
andrewt_andrewt_
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 5y
Yes they can bud
flowerladyflowerlady
- Date posted
- 5y
You aren't alone!! This is the face of ocd
peterateffpeterateff
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- 5y
I have a dear friend on this app
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
She talks to me every single day she tried her best. But i cant get help
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
This is what I’m living and why its so horrible to die
andrewt_andrewt_
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 5y
But you can get better though. You can actually reshape your brain to help you , it takes practice but scientists have proven that it’s possible ! So hope is real my friend trust me ??
peterateffpeterateff
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- 5y
I’m really not a good person not only for what I’m thinking but i know i who i am
peterateffpeterateff
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- 5y
But I’m sad that i never wished to be this person
flowerladyflowerlady
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- 5y
Are you seeing a therapist?
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
But I’m who I’m and I can’t accept it
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
Inwent to a one he doesn’t help he gave me medication that doesn’t help me
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
Belive me I have a different bad nature that you all don’t have
flowerladyflowerlady
- Date posted
- 5y
You are not your thoughts. Your fighting them that's why they re digging in.
flowerladyflowerlady
- Date posted
- 5y
Did you get a diagnosis?
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
Noo
CatladyCatlady
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- 5y
I know you’re sad Peter, but please hang in there.
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
Here she is my dear friend❤️
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
Flowerlady this mess is not for omly thoughts
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
I have dine things that no one did i have done things really bad
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
Really horrible things
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
I was young but i know what I’m doing
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
Peter, those things that you did are not who you are anymore.
peterateffpeterateff
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- 5y
I know bu i really cant ser myself as good anymore ..and these thoughts make me feel like my thoughts my behaviors and everything i do or think is from a devil
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
@peterateff But it they are not from a devil or you and what you did has nothing to do with your thoughts now.
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
We’re here to help you too.
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
It seems that there’s no help
CatladyCatlady
- Date posted
- 5y
It’s normal to feel that way when you’re struggling, but there is help.
peterateffpeterateff
- Date posted
- 5y
I’m sorry taht i made you worried the app was enable to open
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