I feel bad in my chest I cant cry

Andreww very wise direction

Oh thank you so much!

That’s so good to know!

Great to know! Andreww that's great.

No no no you aren’t a devil !! The reason you’re having those thoughts is because you don’t want to. If I told you not to think of a purple elephant you probably would because your brain wants certainty. This does NOT make you a bad person trust me !!! And that’s not true , humans think scary thoughts occasionally , we all have weird thoughts from time to time. You’re in a rough place right now and it can make you feel numb , it’s not your fault bud

Thank you guys for being here keep helping others❤️

Peter, I’ve been trying to reach out to you for the last hour but my app wasn’t working. Please talk to me.

Thank you soo much guys for this love it means the world to me❤️

That’s what we’re here for❤️. It’s okay. I’m sorry if you were worried. I wasn’t able to open the app either.

Can you take some time to focus on your breathe? In and out in and out etc.

Talk to me bud what’s on your mind ?

Im so lost.im thinking of my dead bestfriends sexually while watching tv and anything dirty come by even if a dirty joke anything i think of him..all people around me posting emotional things about him and loved him and respected him and i thknk this of him .hw was an angel How could i think this to him how could i think this of people have cancer.i don’t understand anything i feel like im a devil

Im a devil! Humans cant do that human cant did what i have done Human feel and love

Peter. Please remember. OCD goes after the most twisted sick disgusting thoughts because they're socially taboo and they upset you to your core. Because nice thoughts don't have the same affect.

But I’m alone i feel helpless and i really want to die now

How can I help you?

You don’t know how crazy i am you dont know what i have done or what these thoughts are I feel them I don’t have anything real since inwas born ,no real love.no real friend.no reall felings Everything is fake so am i Trust me I’m not like you inwish i was

Nobody can help me noone know I really appreciate it

You aren't alone!! This is the face of ocd

I have a dear friend on this app

She talks to me every single day she tried her best. But i cant get help

This is what I’m living and why its so horrible to die

I’m really not a good person not only for what I’m thinking but i know i who i am

But I’m sad that i never wished to be this person

Are you seeing a therapist?

But I’m who I’m and I can’t accept it

Inwent to a one he doesn’t help he gave me medication that doesn’t help me

Belive me I have a different bad nature that you all don’t have

You are not your thoughts. Your fighting them that's why they re digging in.

Did you get a diagnosis?

I know you’re sad Peter, but please hang in there.

Flowerlady this mess is not for omly thoughts

I have dine things that no one did i have done things really bad

Really horrible things

I was young but i know what I’m doing

Peter, those things that you did are not who you are anymore.

We’re here to help you too.

It seems that there’s no help

It’s normal to feel that way when you’re struggling, but there is help.

I’m sorry taht i made you worried the app was enable to open