Struggling

@needtoescapetheV0ID Yes please!!

@needtoescapetheV0ID Hey friend. Are you still here?

@Anony1314 - I'm sorry, that sounds really horrible to go through. OCD attacks what you value most, so this makes sense because you love and care about your children so much, and that must make the thoughts all the more terrifying. Groinal responses can be caused by various things, including anxiety, which can create a sort of awful cycle. Know that POCD arousal is not the same as sexual arousal—this is referred to as arousal non-concordance, and it’s a well-documented psychological phenomenon that is entirely distinct from sexual arousal. I know that that's probably not going to help much, though. OCD is irrational. I'm sorry I can't be of more help! :(

@needtoescapetheV0ID So you're unsure if I'm a monster or not friend? Do I need to turn myself in? I'm so sorry for asking this. I just feel like a terrible mother now

@needtoescapetheV0ID Sorry friend

@needtoescapetheV0ID Hey friend

@Anony1314 - You're not a monster, but OCD is!

@needtoescapetheV0ID So this is all OCD? Sorry I was confused when you said you were sorry you couldn't help more

@Anony1314 - I just meant because I can't do anything beyond trying to calm you down 🥲

@Anony1314 - Yes, OCD is just being mean to you pretty much

@needtoescapetheV0ID Thanks friend. Even though this all happened as I wrote it and felt very wanted? It's still my OCD

@needtoescapetheV0ID And sorry for asking something else

@needtoescapetheV0ID Just really struggling my friend

@Anony1314 - Wishing you well! :)

@needtoescapetheV0ID I'm okay although it all happened as I wrote it and it felt very real and wanted in the moment? Still OCD?

@needtoescapetheV0ID Hey friend!

@needtoescapetheV0ID Hey friend can you answer my question, or do you not want to friend?