Will i ever be normal again? Do i have OCD or maybe im crazy. Everything started 2 month ago i have happy,one night i couldn't get erection with my gf,we are together 8 yr. Two days after that i achieved an erection for short time,it did't bother me to much. But after that my sister has come to visit us with her newborns i have happy to see them. And bang i got a thought about pedophilia with my sisters daughter. I run away from home and i get a panick attack. And aftet that nothing i avoid them,god i love them so much im uncle for the firs time but i can't be near them im scared. Now every time when i want sex with my gf im scared what if a image come to my brain about my sisters daughter. Or when my friends talk about cute girls or sex my brain automatic create a image of my sister daughter. I know i love her like uncle but why this. And now after 2 month i have still thoughts but now i don't get anxiety any more. What is wrong with me maybe im crazy now,why i don't feel anxiety anymore i don't whant this thoughts anymore. Pls guys if someone know what is wrong with me i want a answer pls

Sounds like ocd! This is so hard but this is just ocd lying to you, all of this feeling are false You are definitely not alone

Have you seen anyone ?

You definitely have OCD. It’s not your fault. If possible, seek out an OCD therapist. It’s very hard to recover on your own.

Sounds like pretty typical POCD (OCD with a pedophile theme) to me! And while it might seem “crazy” that you’re brain is doing this to you, it’s actually “normal” if you have OCD. I’m so sorry your OCD has to strike right now! It typically attaches to the things we value most and it sounds like you value being an uncle and a boyfriend very much. It’s also okay if the thoughts stop producing anxiety. That’s simply habituation. Over time, we get used to the thoughts and they can’t produce the same anxious response anymore. It’s actually an important step in recovery, but only when coupled with ERP and other CBT techniques to help you manage your response. Please seek out an OCD specialist if you can! Most regular therapists aren’t equipped to treat Pure O themes. But specialists will have seen many patients just like you.

I only asked if you have seen anyone ie " diagnosis" but like the others have said it sounds like OCD, you are normal and you will feel better again bud. Like the others have said its it's only because you care so much that your brain has attached to this. You are by no means alone with things as we are all in this together.

I visited a neuropsychiatrist 1 time,and he asked me how old i am, im 25 btw. And he give me Asenta 1/2 +0+0 and Risperidon 0+0+1/2 and he say everything gona be fine and he told me to walk everyday in wood,park,nature for 30 min. But i dont take asenta and risperidon any more because it was worst