ocdsuxxx
- Date posted
- 18w
Scared panicking
I never wanted to hurt my family Before and now it’s feels like I wanna I’m stressed I even say out loud I wanna ugh I’m so scared I’m gunna hurt them I’m freaking out
laladraculaladracu
- Date posted
- 18w
Girl im in this same position rn. Exactly the same. Like I know I love them. I started medication that took the anxiety away and now I dont have the anxiety when I get the thoughts/urges so now I’m like do I just wanna hurt them??? Same boat as you. I know its bullshit so we need to just stick it out.
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
- Date posted
- 18w
@laladracu I hate that we have to deal with this it’s telling me I want this
Ocd is horrible Ocd is horri...
- Date posted
- 18w
@laladracu Hey I need some support on something, do you know about Pocd much, and are you 18+?
Alily37Alily37
- Date posted
- 18w
OCD loves to attack the things we love most and create doubt. You love your family and wouldn’t ever hurt them
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
- Date posted
- 18w
@Alily37 Why does it feel like I’m gunna then :(
geodrimilisgeodrimilis
- Date posted
- 18w
OCD will feel as real as it can get. I’ve been through harm ocd and it was about killing my dog and there were times when it felt so real it felt like I actually wanted to kill it. So same way there were times I was convinced that I wanted to kill my dog and same way there are times when I’m convinced I’m gay because of the hocd I currently have you are going to be completely convinced that you want to hurt your loves ones. Keep that in mind
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
- Date posted
- 18w
@geodrimilis I just hate how it feels like ima do it
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
- Date posted
- 18w
@geodrimilis It tells me I wanna do it
Ocd is horrible Ocd is horri...
- Date posted
- 18w
@geodrimilis Hey I need some support on something, do you know about Pocd much, and are you 18+?
geodrimilisgeodrimilis
- Date posted
- 18w
@ocdsuxxx Yes same way it tells me that I want to be with a guy instead of a girl. Do I actually tho? No I feel fear everytime I think about it. So just keep that in mind. OCD is a very fucked up condition and will make everything feel real. So don’t worry. If you actually wanted to do it you wouldn’t even notice the thoughts instead you keep replaying them in your head.
geodrimilisgeodrimilis
- Date posted
- 18w
@Ocd is horrible I have hocd which is really similar and I’m 17 but I’ve been through anything sexual because of my condition so feel free to ask
Ocd is horrible Ocd is horri...
- Date posted
- 18w
@geodrimilis Are you almost 18?
geodrimilisgeodrimilis
- Date posted
- 18w
@Ocd is horrible Yes
geodrimilisgeodrimilis
- Date posted
- 18w
@geodrimilis Just ask me
Pain PackerPain Packer
- Date posted
- 18w
harm ocd was my first theme and i feel you 100%. your feelings are valid
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
- Date posted
- 18w
@My OCD Academia How did u conquer it ? My brain is telling me I’m gunna go stab my dad cus I was just around a knife and it felt like I was gunna actually grab it and do it but I held back :(
Pain PackerPain Packer
- Date posted
- 18w
@ocdsuxxx Well I kept doing exposures. Started small, then watched movies with violence in it and then documentaries
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ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
- Date posted
- 18w
@High priestess They already know this has been going on for four years i stopped my meds in 2024 I’m making an appointment with my Psych next week
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- 24w
Help
I'm currently crying rn as I write this post. I feel horrible and scared. I recently had an argument with my dad. I hate being angry because my intrusive thoughts get so much worse. We were arguing in a heated way and he came up to my face and I noticed my own reaction which was that my fists clenched up (I become very hyper aware of myself) Anyway I realized they were clenched and that they twitched in anger. I remember telling myself "please no please this doesn't mean I'll act out. Please no don't think. I really do not want to hurt anyone. Please I'm not losing control. Please dont act out." And I started to cry I stopped arguing but began to cry in anger and fear. I'm scared this means I was going to act out. I didn't want to talk to him anymore I just shut down and he asked me what's wrong with me and I just responded with "you're making me very angry. I need some space now okay?" And he said he wasn't very angry with me and I shouldn't be angry with him and he left me alone but I feel so guilty. Did I want to hurt him? This is causing me way too much distress.
Tireddd
- Date posted
- 22w
I harmed myself
I had the biggest emotional breakdown of my life. I don't even understand why, but because of something that bothered me the slightest bit, i started yelling SOO loudly and bad at my parents: "YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME!" I threw some things, i even ran, tried to leave the house, and i ran to my room, i hit my head and i got a bump and some really bad scratches. Afterwards i felt super guilty, i feel horrible for having made my parents feel this way, and how was it possible that I hurt myself like this? I don't understand why i reacted that way, it's so, soo bad. They hugged me and we cried for a while, but i don't understand, am i crazy?
ocdsuxxx
- Date posted
- 20w
What’s wrong with me
I’m scared I keep thinking this over and over that I’m gunna hire a hitman on my brother what if I do like I’m a bad person how can I be normal with him this is probably my worst harm thought and it feels like I truly will do it I’m just “ holding back” :(
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