ocdsuxxx
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- 21w
Scared panicking
I never wanted to hurt my family Before and now it’s feels like I wanna I’m stressed I even say out loud I wanna ugh I’m so scared I’m gunna hurt them I’m freaking out
laladraculaladracu
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- 21w
Girl im in this same position rn. Exactly the same. Like I know I love them. I started medication that took the anxiety away and now I dont have the anxiety when I get the thoughts/urges so now I’m like do I just wanna hurt them??? Same boat as you. I know its bullshit so we need to just stick it out.
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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- 21w
@laladracu I hate that we have to deal with this it’s telling me I want this
Ocd is horrible Ocd is horri...
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- 21w
@laladracu Hey I need some support on something, do you know about Pocd much, and are you 18+?
Alily37Alily37
- Date posted
- 21w
OCD loves to attack the things we love most and create doubt. You love your family and wouldn’t ever hurt them
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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- 21w
@Alily37 Why does it feel like I’m gunna then :(
geodrimilisgeodrimilis
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- 21w
OCD will feel as real as it can get. I’ve been through harm ocd and it was about killing my dog and there were times when it felt so real it felt like I actually wanted to kill it. So same way there were times I was convinced that I wanted to kill my dog and same way there are times when I’m convinced I’m gay because of the hocd I currently have you are going to be completely convinced that you want to hurt your loves ones. Keep that in mind
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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- 21w
@geodrimilis I just hate how it feels like ima do it
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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- 21w
@geodrimilis It tells me I wanna do it
Ocd is horrible Ocd is horri...
- Date posted
- 21w
@geodrimilis Hey I need some support on something, do you know about Pocd much, and are you 18+?
geodrimilisgeodrimilis
- Date posted
- 21w
@ocdsuxxx Yes same way it tells me that I want to be with a guy instead of a girl. Do I actually tho? No I feel fear everytime I think about it. So just keep that in mind. OCD is a very fucked up condition and will make everything feel real. So don’t worry. If you actually wanted to do it you wouldn’t even notice the thoughts instead you keep replaying them in your head.
geodrimilisgeodrimilis
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- 21w
@Ocd is horrible I have hocd which is really similar and I’m 17 but I’ve been through anything sexual because of my condition so feel free to ask
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- 21w
@geodrimilis Are you almost 18?
geodrimilisgeodrimilis
- Date posted
- 21w
@Ocd is horrible Yes
geodrimilisgeodrimilis
- Date posted
- 21w
@geodrimilis Just ask me
JunglerJungler
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- 21w
harm ocd was my first theme and i feel you 100%. your feelings are valid
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
- Date posted
- 21w
@My OCD Academia How did u conquer it ? My brain is telling me I’m gunna go stab my dad cus I was just around a knife and it felt like I was gunna actually grab it and do it but I held back :(
JunglerJungler
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- 21w
@ocdsuxxx Well I kept doing exposures. Started small, then watched movies with violence in it and then documentaries
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ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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- 21w
@High priestess They already know this has been going on for four years i stopped my meds in 2024 I’m making an appointment with my Psych next week
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