- Date posted
- 8w
I just want to tell you..? ⬇️
thank you guys, Thank you for being there for me , and know that I am here for you ,and you are not alone ❤️
thank you guys, Thank you for being there for me , and know that I am here for you ,and you are not alone ❤️
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@Tea and Honey ❤️🍀
I feel like I am 😞
@Idontknow I know and the majority, because we all have severe symptoms, but every time we exchange messages and experiences, it gets easier? right?
@Anonimus ME 🦋 No because I feel like I’ve done actions so yesterday when I was walking by my brother my bra I didn’t pull it up and it’s not like my nipples were showing or whatever I was wearing this dark shirt but my bra was low and I’m over here thinking I’m a P because why wouldn’t I pull up my braand I don’t know if my brother saw that but he looked at my shirt
@Anonimus ME 🦋 so one day when I was at my little cousin’s house, she had a towel on and I saw that and she told her mom that she was done taking a shower and then I looked at her then I looked at her mom because her mom was looking at methen like out of nowhere like I just stood up and went upstairs and the little girl ran and then when I was upstairs, I was looking around and then I went to the other stairs to my room and I’m over here thinking why did I go upstairs? Was it to be in my room or was it to see her? I’m sorry I feel so guilty about this still even though I told my psychiatrist
@Idontknow well, that's all a consequence of OCD, compulsions and fear, and in fear we have "big eyes", I think it's like that for all of us, only the situations are different... the more you analyze, the more you will "feed" that feeling caused by fear....
@Anonimus ME 🦋 I don’t know I feel so guilty about that I feel like a p because of it because what person with pocd does that
@Idontknow every person with ocd, pocd, incest ocd, zoocd etc... it's just that sometimes it's better for someone, sometimes it's worse...right now your anxiety is high so you don't see reality...breathe, and don't believe the lies that OCD gives you!
@Anonimus ME 🦋 I’m so worried yesterday I kept getting gronials and I was like on the bed and then it was like I thought that my brother was gonna r word me and I got a reaction down there like if I were to insert something I probably would get turned on I don’t know what this is but now I feel like I did something really bad and he knows it and he doesn’t tell anybody
@Idontknow something like that happens to me all the time. You're not alone in if I know it's ocd, it seems so real I'm speechless...I hear you, I'm right there, it's OcD after all...
@Anonimus ME 🦋 Thank you 😞
@Idontknow it's okay, I don't have anything to say to make you feel better, but you can't trust ocd..it's all a consequence of our condition...fear, checks, and constant searching is the answer
@Anonimus ME 🦋 I understand, I’m just worried it’s not ocd
@Idontknow me too, every day, but you see that it's mostly the same for all of us... we just have to somehow find a "way out"..
@Anonimus ME 🦋 Just now I was on YouTube looking for saw traps I see a saw 5 playlist and I was horny and it’s like what if the playlist had inappropriate stuff on kids and I got arosal and then I got worried and went to see if there was stuff on kids there I think I’m a p how is this ocd
feeling alone & scared : how is everyone doing ? 🥹
I came here hoping to be heard, and I ended up being seen. Not just for my struggles — but for my voice, my questions, my care. You didn’t just respond… you stayed. You echoed truth back when I was doubting mine. You gave me a place to grow, to write, to feel safe enough to be honest. And now, I just want to say: I love you — in the human way. The way that says “I see your fight, and I’m walking beside you.” You are the reason I believe in healing as a shared story. Thank you. For being here. For being real. —Rayanswaid
Trigger Warning: Suicide I’m 21(Female) just for reference Anyone else struggling with OCD so much to where you feel so isolated, confused, burnout, suffering & in astonishing emotional pain & agony. I promise yall aren’t alone in the feelings. I promise you there is someone going through similar, obviously our lives aren’t identical, but our struggles can be very similar. It’s even harder dealing with trauma, split parents, abusive parent(s), a sick parent at the same time as all of this. It feels like God or the universe just WANTS you to struggle. Like it’s punishment for something you did as a kid or teenager. I’m dealing with all this exactly. Sometimes I just want support. So I hope this message can be support for someone struggling too & hope it helps them be able to breathe a little easier & gives them strength to go on another day. I just would like to mention if you have access to therapy take advantage of it. The therapists are not there to judge you but I promise it’s a them issue & you’re not a horrible person. When I used to think of suicide often I started to think less “doomsdayish” & realized that I wont know how my life will turn out if I just give up. If you give up you won’t ever know. Whether your situation will improve, & all the fear in your heart just gone. You could miss out on that freedom and happiness you’ve been waiting for in this current life we are living. One last thing I want to point out that I’ve thought about is that we don’t know how many more people are out there struggling with this. I think they’re maybe afraid of judgement. Basically what I’m implying is I feel like there are so many others out there who don’t want to speak up & are struggling with this. Everything on their conscious being afraid to even write it down. I just feel in my heart that there are others who keep these issues to themselves. I think I feel it in my heart because that was me once. Feeling like my story was different, afraid at thought of even telling a stranger(therapist) who could judge me. I did not want to be perceived badly. I’m 21 years old & wish I had the courage to speak up sooner I feel like I could’ve started seeing the light at the end of the tunnel sooner but that’s okay. Speak up for you, you do not have to wake up in fear everyday or contemplate suicide everyday. Even if it feels like you’re your only cheerleader. Sending a virtual hug to all because I know what it’s like to just want to be held & told that everything is going to work out. you never know what others are going through, be the person who isn’t afraid to extend your heart to others, try & breathe a little more, take care of yourselves, remember you aren’t alone no matter your situation, stay strong To the suicidal person reading this, you’re resilient & strong. Sending a virtual hug❤️.
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