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Religious ocd
What if I don’t have true repentance? What if I keep saying sorry but I’m not actually sorry because I keep doing it? I just don’t know what to do. I’m struggling bad
What if I don’t have true repentance? What if I keep saying sorry but I’m not actually sorry because I keep doing it? I just don’t know what to do. I’m struggling bad
Hey, I go through this too. It's hard to believe we could possibly be forgiven, again, and again, and again... But, we have God's promises to rely on. :-)
@Someone99 Thank you :)
@G C You're welcome. I mentioned Mark DeJesus in another conversation, I'd highly recommend him to you.
@G C Do you know Jesus as your Savior?
I think you will really like this video by Mark DeJesus. https://markdejesus.com/tag/belief/ Also, I really love John 3:19 which says: And this is the condemnation, that the light has come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. I know it sounds strange to say I love that verse, but what I love is how it shows us what rejecting Christ looks like. It is not some accidental misstep where we think we believe but somehow didn't, or thought we repented but didn't. Condemnation comes when we continually, and never acknowledge that we are sinners in need of a Savior, and continue living just as we always have (in sinful dark deeds). What is VERY DIFFERENT, and really quite the opposite - is when we accept Christ we have the Holy Spirit, who helps us fight against our flesh. The fact that you acknowledge that things you do are not right shows that there is a battle going on inside of you. The non-Christian does not have this battle b/c they don't have the Holy Spirit waging war against their flesh. (See second half or Romans 7) I have found that by looking at things this way, we as Christian OCDers actually have so much evidence we can point to showing that our faith is indeed genuine. Also, I feel like keeping it simple is best when it comes to faith. John 3:16, Romans 10:9 are so straight forward - Believe in Christ (God's Son), that He was given by the Father - and we shall not perish but have eternal life. In the end - understanding God's grace and the fact that He is the reason we are saved (and not b/c of ourselves) is what brings freedom. I speak alot about grace in my book "Waging War Against OCD - A Christian Approach to Victory." (It's on Amazon) I hope this helps!
The fact that you are worried about truly repenting shows that you are really sorry. I am a catholic who struggles with this same thing. God gave us free will, we make mistakes and He is ready to forgive because He is all loving. However we can’t just expect His forgiveness we have to truly be sorry. I think that since you are worried about this you really are sorry. OCD attacks the things we are most certain about and tries to distort it. God will love you no matter what and He knows we will continue to make the same mistakes that doesn’t mean you aren’t sorry it is simply the weak nature of being a human and temptations caused by satan. Like I said ocd will attack those things you are most certain of and just by telling myself that it has really helped me!
There's some good Mark DeJesus videos about this on YouTube. When we have OCD, we tend to get stuck on these things and circle around and around and around about them. But God didn't design us to live that way. If you think about it, if God really made it that hard to be in a relationship with him, and everybody was agonizing over whether or not they had repented, then everyone in the world would be miserable. But God didn't design life to be that hard. In fact, he designed the Christian life to be simple. And full of freedom and love. But once you recognize that this is OCD, it can help you to try to stop circling around this theme. Tell yourself that God is going to take care of you :):):)
Hey all. I need help. I am sitting on my bathroom floor freaking out and convinced that all my work towards getting better has gone out the window. I am so scared of the “bad guy” getting me all the time. I constantly feel like I have to prove to God that I don’t mean these awful feelings and thoughts that I have about the bad guy. I’ve had trouble sleeping tonight, going in and out of consciousness, all while dealing with bad thoughts going in and out of my head. Finally I woke up and am flooded with “you have so many thoughts and feeling that you let slide while you were trying to sleep. You had thoughts that you accepted the bad guy and you didn’t dispute them before you tried to move on. You have so much to answer for.” So now I’m sitting here in my bathroom floor hysterically crying and begging God to believe me when I say I don’t any of these thoughts or feelings… please someone help
I used to have religious OCD. Still kinda do. Accidentally thought something bad about God once, panicked thought something bad about the Holy Spirit. Fell into doom. This was recently after recomitting myself to Christ. Since then I pretty much gave up. Unfortunately, it also led to me compromising my morals many times because I figured I was going to hell anyway. I wish I knew what OCD was then. I think it would have saved me a lot of pain. I no longer have a relationship with God, and fear I never will again.
Does anyone feel like god didn't forgive them even after confessing? Doing alot of sins and confessed but still have this fear of thoughts telling you you had so bad Thoughts about him and that you don't deserve to be forgiven? Or it's too late? And anything religious triggers you?
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