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G CG C
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I also feel like I can’t even do daily things because of the end times and the posts I see everyday that people have got visions and the sense of urgency and yeah I know it’s true but it sends me off the earth I get so much anxiety then I always question my salvation and I don’t know what to do
G CG C
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@Anonymous Do you ever feel like your repentance isn’t enough
julianofnorwichjulianofnorwich
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I understand your thoughts been there. Called a bunch of people to confess and apologize a lot. Worried about end times. What I learned is God is committed to your wholeness. Meaning you being well, happy, at peace. Some people don't believe that but I have come to believe that. So all these worries about being out of God's will are not from Him, because His will is always that you get better from OCD. He is For us getting well!
julianofnorwichjulianofnorwich
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@Anonymous It's so much to say lol! Basically tried to keep a clean slate my confessing any perceived insult, bad thought, or slight to a bunch of people at my college and church group. Wrote many lists of my sins to confess. Confessed some weird stuff and made a lot of people uncomfortable. Worried that I wasn't doing God's will in everything: eating the wrong food, going to the wrong dining hall, not praying long enough or reading enough Bible. The grace of God intervened many times to help me know that WASNT the voice of God telling me to do those things. But I still didn't get diagnosed until my late twenties. And now treatment until recently.
G CG C
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I always get scared I’m not doing Gods will and spiral over end time themes quite often and feelings of doom it’s so scary
G CG C
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@Anonymous Yeah it’s hard. I feel like I can never just be still in his presence
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