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I'm really really sorry you're feeling this way. I've been there before, for sure. It's crushing. It might sound really corny but have you ever tried making a list of things you're grateful for? That tends to help me if I keep at it for a bit. Like today I'm grateful for ibuprofen tablets. Kinda a miracle if you think about it. I really hope you can find a little light right now. Don't give up.

You’re definitely not alone. I feel the same way. I’m tired of everything too and barely have strength to get through the day. I can’t tell you anything to bring comfort but js know you’re not alone and a lot of people feel the same way

I definitely feel like my life is coming to an end and there's nothing I can do about it. There's a sense that I'm already dying and everything is dark and life lacks meaning. I feel like this when I go deep into the mental loop of trying to analyze myself and my thoughts to get out of feeling despair. I am healthy, I am not physically dying, but my mind gets stuck anticipating death, my own and others, and my mind hangs on to this fear so that my life feels meaningless and pointless. Now I'm here trying to learn how to face my fear of dying and not get sucked into that loop, feeling trapped and like I'll never escape. Being here seeking help and seeing others struggling like me and others that have gotten better gives me hope. You are not alone and you are worth being loved.

Hi I saw your other post I don’t know what it feels like to go through that I only went through minor sa like that I’m a black woman as well I feel you on believing no one cares about us because sometimes it’s true no one does care about us is this world shitty yes it’s so shitty sometimes I just have to scream but there’s also a lot of good that comes out of this world honestly if you’re not in therapy I wouldn’t recommend being on this app because you will see a lot of negative things and other people traumas and it’s not good if you can’t cope with it but I just want to let you know we can change our lives we can choose to do something with our lives every individual makes what they want with their lives I know that sicko just sent you some money to try to get that to do something whatever they did to you but you did not deserve that you deserve support and kindness you deserve to be here you are everything don’t let people make you feel like you’re nothing.