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Hey… I feel you. Like for real, I feel you. It’s a scary, confusing, lonely place to be — sitting in your thoughts, feeling like you’ve messed up too much, like God might be done with you, or turned His back. And that fear of “what if He’s coming back soon and I’m not good enough” — oh yeah, I’ve sat with that too. But here’s what I know deep in my soul, and I need you to hear this loud and clear: God is not done with you. He hasn’t turned His back on you. He never did. You’re not too far gone. You’re not unforgivable. You’re not disqualified because of your past — in fact, the fact that your heart hurts over it, the fact that you want to be right with Him, says everything. That’s not someone who’s lost. That’s someone who’s seeking. That’s someone who’s already closer to Him than they think. The enemy wants you to sit in shame. To spiral. To feel stuck in the “I should’ve…” and “I didn’t do enough…” But God? He wants your heart — even your messy, scared, ashamed, overthinking, hurting heart. He wants you. You’ve turned from your mistakes. You’ve prayed for those you hurt. That means something. That shows growth. That shows love. Could you have done more? Maybe. We all could’ve. But God’s not asking you to be perfect — He’s asking you to come to Him as you are. And you are. He’s not sitting there angry, waiting to punish you. He’s the Father standing with open arms, ready for His child to just walk into His love again. And you’re allowed to still be healing. You’re allowed to still be figuring it out. You don’t have to “feel” perfectly forgiven for it to be real. So here’s the truth, friend: He hears you. He sees your guilt. And He knows your heart wants to make it right. And guess what? His grace covers even that. The stuff you didn’t get to fix. The people you didn’t know how to help. The tears you didn’t cry until later. Just keep showing up to Him. Talk to Him even when it feels awkward or heavy. Cry to Him even if you don’t know what to say. That’s what He wants. Not perfection. Not performance. Just presence. And I’m praying with you — not just that God brings healing to those you’ve hurt, but that He brings peace back to you. Because you’re His too. And He hasn’t forgotten you.

god always has ur back

God always has our back. It’s the OCD lying to you Jesus died for our sins so we can repent and be free and saved that’s that. You are truly forgiving of you’re sins as long as you repent dont dwell on it or try not to I struggle with religious OCD it tells me the same thing but Ik it’s a lie. Have a blessed day

I'm in agreement with the other comments but just remember, you cannot do anything to earn salvation. Jesus did it all! Just focus on Him and turn away from thinking of what you can do and think of what He already did!🫶

God would never have his back turned towards you love, he is always waiting with open arms, no need to pray, just close your eyes and express your feelings towards him. Hes always listening.