OCDgotmelike
- Date posted
- 5y ago
pgam14pgam14
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Yeah but with being drunk
pureolifepureolife
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Some people might have that experience, but for anyone with OCD, “finding your true self” is practically impossible because intrusive thoughts warp our perception of self whenever we try. That experience was OCD, plain and simple. But next time that happens, don’t waste your energy doing mental compulsions to try to “figure out” what those thoughts mean or why you’re having them. Simply say to yourself, “maybe that means I want to be with a guy, but maybe it’s just OCD, or maybe it’s something else entirely.” And let that uncertainty be your answer. Go no further to figure it out.
pgam14pgam14
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Like I used to drink alcohol on parties (not much but still) and now I cant even try a drop of alcohol cause I think that will expose “my true self”
poprocks1poprocks1
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Yeah I can understand why that would be upsetting. I was worried because I had my first intrusive thought about HOCD when I was high but then I realized weed had been making me depressed and anxious for awhile about other themes as well. In my case, drugs just make my OCD and anxiety worse, I’ve even felt suicidal, which I know these are not my true thoughts
mangobangomangobango
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I had a similar experience on lsd... which is horrible because sometimes people say u find yourself ect on that. But i had a thought that i was gay and it fucking scared me so bad that i changed the subject and tried not to think about it.... and when i was holding it in not trying to think about it... here i am a year later with the same feelings.... of just thinking about it all the time.... was i just high or was that the truth or was it just a simple thought that im afraid of
OCDgotmelikeOCDgotmelike
- Date posted
- 5y ago
It happened while high twice already. It sucks. I dont know what it means but it scares the shit out of me.
JordeanJordean
- Date posted
- 5y ago
This is the exact reason I was always terrified to get my wisdom teeth out and why I never drink alcohol
OCDgotmelikeOCDgotmelike
- Date posted
- 5y ago
It’s crazy because I’ve been afraid to take out my wisdom teeth since I first got the intrusive thought as well.
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- Date posted
- 11w ago
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Kay89
- Date posted
- 7w ago
Therapist triggered me
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Faker6532
- Date posted
- 5w ago
This felt way too real!!
Why the h•••ll did this happen to me? Seriously, I felt like a normal person yesterday, and now this morning, I feel like I am now a p•••do. When I first woke up, I kept thinking about about the usual things about a kid, only this time it felt real. It was like I was into them sexually and because of that, my private parts growed. Even though I kept saying "no, no ,no" a lot, I felt was only talking to open air and it didn't feel like I meant it God, for the last couple of days, I truly felt normal for once, and against these thoughts. But now I know that I am a p•••do and a piece of s••••it for seeing kids that way. If I could go back before all of this happened, I f••••cking would. Because I KNOW I was never like this before.
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