- Date posted
- 16h
Seeking reassurance about my decision
I have been seeking reassurance from other coworkers (the ones I trust) about me quitting my job. The job is quitting is so toxic it’s like you can’t run away from it. I have made comments about how I want to seek other careers and my manager makes nothing but negative comments. I put in my application to work as a cna in the nursing home months ago and I was talking to a lady who works at the nursing home and she was talking to me about cna classes and then my manager asks what we were talking about and I said “I was telling her about me putting my application in” and then here comes negativity out of the managers mouth. Out of no where I get a text on a Wednesday morning asking if I was still interested in cna class and I replied with yes ma’am. The women doesn’t text me back so I gave it a day or 2 and then I texted her back asking when the classes start and that same day she asked if I can come for an interview and I told her I couldn’t cause I’m at work so she asked if I can Monday morning (today I went and the interview was amazing). I had to let my manager know like hey I have an interview for another job,she asks “where” I said at the nursing home. She rolls her eyes and says “I don’t think your going to like it” and then two more people butt in the conversation with they’re opinions. Im anxious and feel horrible because this is alll of a sudden and I couldn’t put in two weeks notice. I’ve been wanting to quit for so long and figure out what career I want. My cousin who is a manager also said “I don’t think your going to like it”. Why is it so hard for people to just be kind. I have a few people who were kind and happy for me. I know I’m grown and not once do I expect the next job to not have any negativity. But I keep overthinking what if I made a really bad choice?? I’m so excited for what’s next for me I’m life. I’m only 22 trying to figure life out you know. The job I’m quitting from they are so negative about everyone and talk so bad about people I just don’t get it! There’s so much more I can say but it’s too much to put on here so I will let it all rest in Gods hand.