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You’re right. The OCD will always be there; I shouldn’t wait for it to disappear. But you’re also right about college—studying costs a lot, and I can’t take out a loan. I think I will work instead. By the way, we don’t have firefighting jobs for men here. Honestly, I don’t have much freedom to go out whenever I want; it’s like everything is controlled here as if it’s dictated by someone else. . “Thank you so much for your advice, I really appreciate it🥹.”

@R🌷. Can you go to a library? Can you get involved at a coffee shop?

Actually, this type of work doesn’t exist where I live.

@R🌷. Ohh why not

@Allison💗🦊 Where do you live?

@R🌷. Florida, but I thought they had subsitute teachers everywhere

@Allison💗🦊 Ah, I see. There’s a difference—actually, we don’t have this type of job where I live.

@R🌷. Ohhh so then what type of jobs do u guys have

@Allison💗🦊 Most jobs are available here, but some of them require a degree. I could work at a café or, for example, a clothing store. However, my brother is very strict, and I’m not sure… Since I’m a girl, I don’t know how I could work. Honestly, I feel restricted because of his way of thinking, and I don’t even have freedom over my own feelings.

@R🌷. Where do u live?

@Allison💗🦊 You can guess🤔.

@R🌷. I have no idea lollll

@R🌷. Is it in the us or outside?

@R🌷. What continent maybe I can guess from that

@Allison💗🦊 Oh, a little cheat, that's fine 😅 Umm… Africa.

@Allison💗🦊 In reality, I really like America and I plan to visit in the future, especially Los Angeles and New York. I admire your culture a lot, and honestly, I like many things about you. You are a kind and helpful people, contrary to what is sometimes said, but it doesn’t matter—truly, you are wonderful🥹.

@R🌷. Hmmm I guess Sudan or something like that

@Allison💗🦊 Noo, 🤣🤣🤣🤣😭😭😭😭

@R🌷. Hmmmmmmm is it in the north east south or west

@Allison💗🦊 Oh, I’ll give you another chance. 🤔

@Allison💗🦊 It’s somewhat close to Egypt.

@R🌷. Eritrea

@Allison💗🦊 oh No

@R🌷. Hmmmm Chad

@Allison💗🦊 🤣😭😭No

@Allison💗🦊 Umm, okay, I’m from Libya 🇱🇾.

@R🌷. Noooo I could’ve got that

@R🌷. I was close

@Allison💗🦊 It seems like you don’t handle losing very well🫣

@Allison💗🦊 I’m really sorry😥

@R🌷. 🤣🤣🤣

@R🌷. It’s all good lolol

@Allison💗🦊 ok💞💞💞

@R🌷. 🥰🥰🥰

@Allison💗🦊 So, what stage of your studies are you in🤔?

@R🌷. I’m in 11th grade in high school. What about you?

@Allison💗🦊 Do you mean you were born in 2009?

@R🌷. Yeah

@Allison💗🦊 I’m about to start university, honestly, you don’t need to read the post, it’s not important. You know, I studied a lot this year, especially the year before university—it was really exhausting because you have to study everything. The study system here isn’t easy; it’s strict and sometimes limited, depending on which grade you’re in.

@R🌷. What do u want to study in university?

@Allison💗🦊 I’m 2007. Yes, I remember that I developed a disorder when I was 16. I’m 17 now because I was born at the end of the year, so there isn’t much difference between us.

@Allison💗🦊 In fact, I want to think carefully about it, so I don’t think I’ve made a definite decision yet.

@R🌷. Ohhh ya😊

@R🌷. Do u have anything ur considering

@Allison💗🦊 What about you? What do you want to study?

@Allison💗🦊 Actually, aviation, but not sure about the future yet.

@R🌷. Idk yet

@R🌷. Oooh that sounds cool

@R🌷. Noo I don’t ☹️

@Allison💗🦊 yeah 🌷

@Allison💗🦊 Really? Do you practice self-discipline like me, or not?

@R🌷. Idk if I understand

@Allison💗🦊 Oh, I understand because…

Oh, a bakery—I don’t think you’ll understand exactly what I mean, but that’s okay. I can go to the library, but not directly, since I’m not allowed to go out freely. I live with people who are still very old-fashioned, and I don’t want to be a traditional woman. I’ve also thought about leaving my family, but I’m not independent enough yet.