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- 6y
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Hey I know what you’re going through. Just ignore the thoughts and understand that you are not alone. You have to accept the uncertainty because you can never be certain about anything in this world. After a while of just letting the thoughts come and go, they will be less intense. Also, remember that the theme does not matter. You are not fighting whether or not you’re a pedophile, you’re fighting the OCD. Don’t give in to compulsions and ignore the thoughts, you’ll be okay.
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Totally understand what you going through? sometimes I'm like what if I really am one
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I don’t want to give reassurance because that will not help you in your journey! This is your OCD making you think that you NEED to know if you’re a pedophile or not and if your thoughts are normal. I will say that everyone gets intrusive thoughts (even those without ocd) but we latch onto them because they scare us. Tell the thoughts, questions, and worries ‘Who knows? Who cares? I will accept the uncertainty!”
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- 6y
Thank you
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Going through that right now! Stay strong
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Thank you
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I’m getting pretty good at ignoring the smaller ones, but things that are disgusting to an extreme are really hard
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I usually just say in my head I’m not attracted to them, I just think they’re cute, but I was hanging out with my friends and there was a boy who was maybe in the eighth grade (we’re in 10) and they started saying he looked like a French boy and I spat out “yeah he’s cute (not in the crush sort of was)” to reassure myself and then my friends laughed and said “ha you’re a pedo” and I got really guilty
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- 6y
There’s nothing abnormal about thinking a kid is cute, just like we think dogs are cute. Them making that joke is extremely disrespectful. Even if you didn’t have this theme, they shouldn’t say things like that. Please don’t let them get to you, keep fighting and do ERP.
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- 6y
Is it normal to think someone two years younger than you is cute?
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- 18w
i've been very sad these days, i saw a child on TikTok and i had thoughts calling her hot, it seemed like i liked it and i was very anxious and very scared. i cried a lot, i kept replaying the video several times because it seemed like i was attracted to her and only when i was sure that I wasn't attracted to her i skip the video. but then i went to watch the videos of this kid again to see if i was really attracted or not again and i got nervous about being attracted to her "chest" and i kept looking to see if I was really attracted or not 😭 i wasn't, but one thought scared me a lot, which was "you were only attracted because it looked like an adult's chest." i was very nervous, i cried a lot because of this. I'm not attracted to children, I never have been, why does it seem like i am? i don't want to look at children anymore, im too nervous. i'm not attracted to her, all of this makes me sick and sad, it's all very uncomfortable and scary. but I've been questioning myself a lot about the last thought, i can't stop questioning myself. every time i see a child my brain asks if i'm attracted to them or if i think they're pretty. i can't stop crying (sorry for any mistakes I'm using a translator)
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- 16w
TW So I haven’t been diagnosed with pocd, but many ppl said that I have it. I was in bed when I remembered this time when I first started experiencing what I hope is false attraction not actual pedophilia, I’m looking back on it rn n I’m worried it wasn’t false attraction, I remember feeling a sense of attraction when I saw that kid, I was about14 at the time and the kid was 11 or 12. I remember constantly searching to see if it was normal for a 14 year old to like a 12 or 11 year old, I was worried when I was doing that i think, I also kept walking pass her to look at her i think to check if i was attracted or not, but it makes me worried that I was attracted to her because im worried that i did it bc i was actually attracted. now looking back on it rn, I don’t feel panic, worry, shame, or guilt, I originally only felt panic and worry, never shame or guilt. Now I don’t feel any of it, not feeling panic and worry now makes me think that I am a p, I don’t want to be a p. I hope im not a p, Ive talked to a therapist and they’ve said that it’s pocd, but it wasn’t a official diagnosis, I’m worried it was a false diagnosis because I lied on one or two of the questions. I also constantly get senses of what I hope is false attraction when I see some kids, I keep trying to figure out if it is real or false attraction. Can someone give me some advice please
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- 16w
I'm posting something after a long. I have multiple Ocd themes and my main themes of sexual ocd is incest Ocd and Hocd and POCD has never been so active but today something happened that has been bothering me for a while. I was traveling in a bus and there I saw a kid/young teen. When I saw him, I instantly found him so attractive and then BOOM.. I started feeling like I'm attracted to him. I felt confused. I literally found him attractive and also thought that he would look really fine after growing up his face was so attractive but I don't want to be into him at all. I feel like I'm so much into him. I'm feeling very bothered by this feeling. I feel like I'm in denial and I should accept my attraction towards him. I don't want to feel this way at all. I don't understand what to do, how to figure out this feeling. I'm 99% sure that there was an underlying attraction I felt when I looked at him and realized that he is good looking. I feel like dying from inside and extremely confused. He's not in my bus now and I feel urges to just see him once to finally figure out that I'm into him or not but he is not here. I think I'm a pedophile which I don't want to be and everything is finished now, nothing would be same in my mind because I'm so paranoid and feeling like I'm into him. Please somebody help me and let me know if anyone of you has ever felt this way having POCD.
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