peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thinking sexually of alll and anything in this world

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much my dearest friend don’t worry about me ..i will get help now.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will not break anyones heart by giving up

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. Thank you so much. You will not break anyone’s heart by staying.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

The song I was trying to post is How Can It Be by Lauren Daigle. Actually a lot of songs on that album are really good.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I took a pill to make me better.. it makes me want to sleep i will slee now I’m okay don’t worry about me and be happy..you’re amazingly beautiful..goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sleep well my dear friend. I love you goodnight❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m better❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh good Peter! I’m happy to hear that. I love you ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I did see it. I can really understand this. You don’t want people to feel suicidal or die by suicide but you don’t want to be alone. I wish more people understood what OCD is really like. To give them my brain while it was at its worst just for an hour or not even that. But it’s not the same as wishing someone would suffer.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I understand❤️ Thank you my beautiful friend I don’t know what i would done without you or you acceptance and love❤️ You saved me alot Thank you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome. It makes me happy to know that I’ve made a difference❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too. It’s not weird or annoying. I know I’m not always good at explaining what OCD is like or why I think you have it. But the more you explain your thoughts to me the more I believe you have it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I really love you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thankyou soo much❤️ I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But there is good news..my dad told me that i can go to Australia!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He will helo with money

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m excited about this

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome Peter! I’m excited too!???

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Stay strong Peter. You’re finally going to get help.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter. Please don’t feel like you have to stop telling me these things. It’s really not a burden. I’m your friend and I want to be here to help you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are here my dear friend and you are helping me by just loving me.❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad that alone helps but still please don’t hesitate. It’s good to know what I’ve been through can help others. You’ll have to tell me all about Australia. Do you know where you’ll be staying while you’re there?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will pray for her mom. How are Tony and your aunt doing?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

They are better

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you mybdear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I’m sure I still love you and that you should accept their love and that you can love and be loved by Sara.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re more than welcome Peter. I hope the embassy will accept you. Will you try before or after the new year?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sending you many hugs.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Don’t worry i will not make any bad thing to myself I love you I will sleep now i hope i will be better when i woke up

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much. You’re going to get through this.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Okay my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You never hurted me!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here my dear friend. I’m happy to hear that I’ve never hurt you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Talk to me ..tel me how are doing with your life

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What goals you wanna achieve in the new year❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. The list of things I want to acheive is pretty long actually. They’re not all resolutions but this year is running out. I want to improve my relationship with God. I may go to college for some medical training. I also want to get better at cooking.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope so too Peter ❤️ I read someone else’s post and the person that replied said he has thoughts about judging people. I didn’t know if you were interested in looking at it or talking with him because I know you struggle with it. The person who posted originally was named Fate and it was around an hour ago.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i saw a great drummer and i said if only i be like him..it will not matter and my bestfriend came to my head and all the bad thoughts!!.. as if I’m saying i can give up them and accept them if i be like him

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Goodnight my friend.❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Just because you were willing to have those thoughts doesn’t mean that you like them. I love you. Sleep well. Goodnight my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay. Do you want to talk?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo l much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I do love you just like anyone else. God sympathizes with your pain but I believe He is allowing it to happen because it is through hard times that we grow in Him. You have a mental illness which is responsible for a lot of these thoughts especially the thoughts that get stuck and reoccur. We have other bad thoughts because we are fallen. I do not believe there is a single sound minded person who doesn’t have them. You are not alone in this. You tell me I’m beautiful all the time but I have them too. God loves us so much in spite of them that He sent Jesus to die for us. I have to take my bad thoughts to God too and ask Him to help me with them. I do not believe you are a bad person.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You have so much strength Peter. I know this because you’ve already come so far.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not mad at you and I’m not going to leave you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Okay i will pray and try to sleep

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will pray for you my dear friend. I love you so much. Goodnight ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m giving you a big hug too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Happy new year i wish you all the happiness and success that you deserve.words can’t describe how beautiful you are and how muchi want to thank you.❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much Peter! You’re so kind. Happy New Year to you too! I hope you will find peace, happiness, and recovery in this year❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Big new year hug for the beautiful chelsea❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re so kind Peter. Big new year hug for you too ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I didn’t respond right off. I have been praying for him and I will continue to.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad he’s okay. I’m sorry you’re not doing well. I’m here for you ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And I’m here just for you too❤️ Please tell Me how are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And I love you so much too Peter ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are sooo beautiful my friend you are sooo soo beautiful I’m soo lucky to have a friend like you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for being here for me. I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

They’re not. It will take some time. But thank you for asking about them ❤️ ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That makes more sense. I was wondering why you would think I was close to reaching my goals so early in the new year? ?‍♀️. Yes we’ll be friends then. God be with you too Peter.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will go to rhebm hospitak

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

U livebyou soo much l

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too. I’m glad it went okay. Don’t worry I’m not going to give up on you and I have no reason to be disappointed in you. How are you feeling?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m very happy to hear that you’re feeling better. I’m doing okay. I understand your fear of feeling that way again. But the very fact that you’re feeling better now means that even the most terrible feelings don’t last forever and that you can move through them. I hope you can find hope in this.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Can I give you some examples of your thoughts or will that trigger you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too. Remember that these feelings won’t last forever because you’ve gotten through them before.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

God be with you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But ny dad is with me don’t worry i kove you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too my friend. Stay with your dad.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I’ve taken so long to respond to you. I’m doing alright.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I read your other post. I’m sorry you’re struggling with this. I’ve been through it too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too ❤️ Everyone has a purpose even if they feel too small or too wicked. Our purpose isn’t based on how we see ourselves or how much we’ve sinned, but on how God uses us. Saul persecuted Christians, but God used him to do so many good things to after he became a Christian. I don’t know God’s plans for you in particular, but I have seen God use the most terrible times of my life for amazing things.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you abd i will be with you ib everything anytime

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you think you could tell him you have a hard time explaning what you feel and how they come?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Good luck my friend. You’ll have to tell me how it goes.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I went pretty good!! I’m soo happy! Cant wait to see him again

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome Peter! I’m so happy for you!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know what this thought is from but I’m not ready to rule out that it’s OCD. And even if it isn’t OCD, I still believe that you have OCD and that it is responsible for A LOT of your thoughts.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Of course you can have a hug my friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My heart goes out to you my dear friend. I want you to be happy. Remember that God is there for you and that He loves you. He has your best interest at heart no matter how bad things are.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Of course I still love you just as much.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really do love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay. I love you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I lmbove you too

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Not sure where I found this, but it was probably Pinterest: “God made you. You’re beautiful. God died for you. You’re loved. God takes care of you. You’re safe. God is with you. You’re not alone.”

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I lovee youuu soooooo muchhhh

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please know that i doo love youu soo much and you’re sooo important to me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay my friend. I understand. I love you and I missed you too. I’m just really happy to hear from you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You take the biggest hug ever because you are byond beautiful

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My aunt is better now my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Tell me how are youu!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad your aunt is doing better. I’m sorry she had to go to the hospital in the first place. I was doing okay but I’m doing really good now that I’m talking to you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You don’t know how much this is good to hear❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I missed you soo much and i wish that you are soo happy..i will be forever here because you are a dear beautiful friend to mee...

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You don’t know how much you helped me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Good night my dear beautiful kind friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I understand. I really appreciate you wanting to be here for me. I love you too and I’m so happy I’ve helped you. Sleep well my friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You have some time to talk?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But first tell me how are you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend did you noticed that the app felt our misery and updated to show the last comment automatically??

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry I took so long to respond. I have a lot to say and I had to figure out how to say it. My opinion of whether OCD is responsible for some of your thoughts remains the same. It isn’t an excuse I’m making for you. It’s truly what I believe. But even if I’m wrong, my friendship with you is not based on that. You have my friendship. You want to be a good person and you hate anything that makes you feel like you’re not one even if you and I disagree on what you’re responsible for. I’m happy you’ve chosen to accept what you did in the past. It wasn’t right but you’re forgiven. God doesn’t want you to hold onto what has been forgiven. You should still try to fix whatever is wrong in you. (I’m not talking about anything in particular. I’m just saying you’re human and we all do things wrong.). But as you do, I want you to remember that God’s grace is bigger than any of your sins. So please live life fully and be happy. God wants you to live life continuing to improve yourself, but not to let your sins ruin your life. That’s what being a Christian is really about. It’s not about being a better person, but about trying to become a better one. So please, live life fully. Study phycology and become a drummer. I hope you will find it in you to love. I know you and I know you won’t be faking who you are.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

*It’s not about being a good person, but about trying to become a better one.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend and you’re always welcome. I’m still here for you too. I’m so proud of you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry never heard it ? ? That’s okay. I’m not making a ton of money either.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it’s soo awesome to be working

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you are you okay?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay. I’m sorry I didn’t respond the other day. I hope I didn’t worry you. I looked up that song. It was on a movie I saw as a kid so it turns out I’ve heard it after all. I just didn’t remember it. I agree with you about work. I often think about how I can keep my jobs if I go to college because I have multiple reasons why I don’t want to give them up.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What kind of job you’re working in

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m a housecleaner.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You can divide your time and study and work in the same time i know you can❤️ I love you so much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re going to get through this. I love you so much my dear friend. I’m still here for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you more thank you for everything

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe you’ve been going through rough times to bring you closer to God. Like you said one time, you didn’t believe you would have ever read the Bible if it wasn’t for your struggles. I know you don’t believe you have OCD. I still believe you do, which would explain why you have so many bad thoughts and why you feel like you can’t control it. My OCD makes me feel so out of control and like I’m always going to do something bad or that I’m going to regret. But even if all the thoughts are from you, you’re human and we all make mistakes and think bad things. I don’t think God sees us as either good or bad. I think He sees us as people who have sinned and need forgiveness. And He is full of forgiveness! That’s why life is about becoming a better person no matter how much we have wrong with us. And when we make mistakes we have a loving Father in heaven who will gladly forgive us.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are right my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no! I’m so sorry to hear that! What will you do? I’m doing okay. How are you doing?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too. I hope you know that I’ll never be disappointed in you if you’re not feeling well.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re not a burden and I’m always here for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dearest friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry my dear friend. I’ll keep praying for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope you know you still have me.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I know I’m soo glad and thankful for that❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m thankful for you too Peter. If you ever want to talk even if it’s just about little stuff I’d be happy to.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ll tell you if I’m not comfortable talking about something.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much Peter. I love you too and I’d be very upset if I didn’t have you either. You really are a great friend. Romans 8:31 says “...If God be for us, who can be against us?” That popped into my head when you told me about your friends.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friends it’s always godd when I’m talking to you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome my dear friend ❤️ https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=szEAqH769OQ

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope this video makes you laugh as much as I did.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah they’re pretty cute when they eat and chipmunks are too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There’s A LOT of cows in my country.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Honestly I’m not too comfortable giving that out, but I will say I’ve lived in more than one place and they were VERY different.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes. I want to visit Venice and maybe other parts of Italy and maybe the UK. But I don’t think I want to live anywhere else.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for talking too. I enjoyed it. I love you. Goodnight ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing really well actually.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you. I love you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I understood what you were saying ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. I love you too. If you’re referring to how you commented on the post I deleted you didn’t do anything wrong. I deleted it because I thought it was insensitive or something.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

God forgives you Peter and He loves you so much.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so happy I know you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m aoo happy to know you more

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter I can’t forgive you for things that you did that never hurt me because it’s not in my power to forgive those things. But I don’t hold them against you. And if you ever have wronged me you have my forgiveness.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter I’d much rather you talk to me about how you’re feeling than hold it in no matter how I’m feeling. No matter what you’ve done you are enough for me. You love me and you want to be good and you hate your mistakes. My friends don’t need to be people who don’t make mistakes. Everyone makes mistakes. What matters is that you care.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo soo much and you don’t know how you being happy means to me❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will my dear friend. Please don’t ever hesitate to reach out to me even if you just want some company. You’re my friend and you’re very close to my heart. I love you so so much ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope you know that helping you makes me happy.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s make me feel safe and home Thank you soo much for that i will be forever glad and thankful I love you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Peter. Thank you for your kind words. I love you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will sleep now feeling better because of you Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re feeling better. Sleep well my friend. Goodnight ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too. How are you my friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m good my frind

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh that’s good Peter!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Have you and your friend made any decisions about what you’ll do next with your job?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s not entirely true. A lot of people here live with their parents during and even after college (although a lot of them live on campus during the school year). Also some parents pay for their kids’ college. A lot of kids get a job for over the summer when they’re sixteen and carry on like that through college. I think some students work nights when they’re in college. Everyone is a little different.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I’ve heard of him and I may have seen a few minutes of one of his performances on TV.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He’s awesome please anytime you have some free time tell me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will send you some tracks of him you will loveee it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I have some free time now.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s soo good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

This is the most beautiful concert he have ever made

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/ALEG6g5ARg8

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

So listen to this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/3JG3VZ8dJ8s

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But anytime you have a long free time listen to it you will love it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I did love it Peter. It was so beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing. I will definitely listen to the longer one sometime.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo happy you liked itt..oohhh I’m sooo excited to share with you more . I love sharing music with the once i love

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Between you and me? I’m romantic sara just lost her chance by friend zoneing me?( just kindingg?)

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You know Peter, you always say you’re not funny. Well you’re wrong because you really are funny ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

But I’m sorry if she is friendzoning you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

@Catlady That’s made me smile❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

@Catlady No it’s okay I’m thankful that at least she is in my life?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soooo excitedddddd and happy that you loved itttttttttt you willl love the rest of the concert and i have sooo many things that i want to make you listen to it will be soo much fun just anytime you have time and want to listen to some music tell meeee?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will remember that and I’d love to hear more.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

She is sooo beautiful like you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I bet she is beautiful.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I can tell you about her if you like?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

She is not tall and not too short she have a long long dark black hair, she have the biggest bun i have ever seen?...she have a small nose like a kitten or something..( weird fact about me i ser noses is the cutest thing in all creatures?) she have a brown eyes ..she is soo in love with her life she loves everything soo deeply she loves her family and their relationship is soo beautiful..she is hard to explain her love for animals and music and babies and her smile while talking to people her emotions and strongness

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noo i’m soo comfortable talking to you and sharing with you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Her kidness and understanding

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

She love to god and how she have a relationship with him her love to food and how she forgets the world while eating a hamburger

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I swear if she is in a restaurant or something and she was eating and someone stoles her purse she will not relize and if she did she will not care

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

She sounds so nice Peter! And that thing about the hamburger or being in a restaurant is really funny.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You’re soo nice too i could talk about you and say soo manu things too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I understood what you meant and I wasn’t uncomfortable.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

We definitely should differentiate.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love Americans snacks?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love resees

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I LOVE CHOCOLATE!!!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Meeee tooo

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love Reeses too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No you’re not talking too much.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t love sodas i love chocolate soo much and cheesecakes

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad it wasn’t any worse.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for make me sharing these things it was sooo much fun

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope you had fun too

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome and yes I’ve had so much fun.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Soo good to hear that?? Goodnight my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Good night my friend. Sleep well ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss it’s sooo great to be home.❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry I was trying to move that post. I’m glad you’re safe now ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay❤️ I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you don’t like the people there and that you haven’t made any friends. I hope the results will be good.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I should sleep now I love you soo much Thank you for everything Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome. I love you too. Sleep well. Goodnight ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter. Everything is going to be okay. You’re going to get through this my dear friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Because I know you and I love you and because nothing you struggle with can ever make you less of a person.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will not leave you and you’re not stupid.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you i love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Peter. I love you so much too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love it when you call me by my name

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Goodnight my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

God bless you too Peter. I love you too and I’m always happy to talk to you. Sleep well my friend. Goodnight.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you Peter. I’m praying for you. I’m not giving up on you or leaving you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for going to the hospital.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m better now❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

She is so much better

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really don’t know ..but i have friends there and they are soo happy

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will sleep and take some rest tomorrow will be better day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope you are happy my dear friend i love you sooo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too and you’re always welcome. Sleep well. Everything is going to be okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I am happy my dear friend and I’m happier with you as my friend. Goodnight ❤️ ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can i ask you something?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sending you lots of hugs and love. I hope today is better than yesterday my friend. But no matter what, I’m here for you ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We talked in the same moment my dear friend❤️?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you sooo much toooo and I’m also here for you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s really funny! ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No. A lot of high-paying jobs, like working as a nurse, require a degree, but other high-paying jobs don’t. It all depends on what you want to work as.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you feel that way. Yes, you can work without a degree and still make enough money.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

The other thing you could do is work full-time and attend college part-time if there was still something you wanted to study. I don’t know if you have them in Egypt, but here we have community colleges that I believe are designed to accommodate working adults.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry that your friends have been treating you differently. I don’t believe you are toxic to your family and I’m sorry you feel that you are. Traveling may be good for you, but it’s not a decision to be made lightly.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You have a really cool country?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No you’re not talking too much! I love talking to you. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to eat another Reeses without thinking about you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you have Cheetos? The puffs, not the crunchy ones.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you my friend you are soo nice and funny❤️?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s a good thing, don’t worry ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I like the Nacho Cheese and Cool Ranch. I love you too. Thank you so much.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will pray my friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you feel alone. I hope you know how much your family loves you Peter.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope that whatever you decide or wherever you end up going if you can travel that it will be beneficial to you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You matter to me. I love you so much.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not going to give up on you. I will fight this with you. Please don’t give up on yourself.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No matter what you think of yourself, I’m here for you and I won’t leave you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No my friend don’t worry❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m very happy to hear that ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you were happy and I’m sorry this thought interrupted that. I believe that you are beautiful now and that even if you’re not successful now that you will be someday.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m proud of you for caring about what kind of person you are and for staying so strong.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay and you’re always welcome. We can talk.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Everything is going well.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It doesn’t make me bored.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s really cool. I love it too. I love just staring up at the sky and seeing all the stars and the Milky Way.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s amazing when you realize that the One who made the stars is the same One who made you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There was a time when I was really little that I wanted to be a volcanologist.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here now.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome! I love biking so much!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know it’s hard, but you still may be able to travel. If you’re meant to travel, you will. I like biking in areas where there isn’t a lot of traffic and you can just take in the landscape.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I’m here.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter, I don’t know what these thoughts are from. I’m not ready to rule out OCD and I hope you aren’t either. But whatever these thoughts are from, I am still your friend and you have not let me down. I beg you to not give up. Even if these thoughts aren’t from OCD, there is still hope of them getting better. No matter how big this feels, God is so much bigger. I love you and I’m here for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will be here for you the whole time ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Who knows, maybe you’ll enjoy it more than you thought you would. You never know.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you myndear friend i love you soo much❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you myndear friend i love you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome and I love you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s great Peter! You’ve been forgiven for what you did in the past, so you shouldn’t feel weighed down by it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ll try. Go ahead and copy it down.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

So, your English is pretty good, but I do see some errors. I don’t think I’ve ever written a like this, but I do know some stuff about how to do it. I’d be happy to help you if I can.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Would you like me to retype it the way I would write it, based on your letter?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Of course. You’re more than welcome.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve thought about it. I’m also thinking about learning American Sign Language.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I learned some of it when I was a little girl.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Ahh that’s soo sweet

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I do.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome my friend ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s okay! I just wasn’t sure what you meant ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not sure if I’ve ever heard of those, but I bet you’re good at playing them.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter. Good luck my dear friend. Sleep well. Goodnight ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here now. I’m sorry I took so long responding. How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noo need to apologize my dear friend!! I love you soo much and i know how beautiful and helping you are and i know how much you want to helo Me and get me better❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter. Thank you for your kind words. They mean a lot to me ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Thank you for every little thing that i will never forget how much yiu helped me❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so so sorry Peter! I saw the notification pop up but I could not open the app at all. I love you so much and I’m so happy to be talking to you right now ❤️ I’m sorry you’re ill. Has the coronavirus reached Egypt yet?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I heard that a lot of the people dying from coronavirus have compromised immune systems. Please try to boost your immune system to fight this, whatever it is.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Coronavirus or not, I’m praying for you Peter ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend I’m feeling better❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here now. Of course you can send it to me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve heard Clocks, Paradise, A Sky Full of Stars, and Something Just Like This

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay. I’m glad I’m talking to you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know i adore sharing music yo people i love

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Well I love music, so I’m all ears.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are a champion my friend?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you, I will listen to it. You’re a champion too my friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I finished your email, but if there’s anything about it you don’t like please feel free to change it or let me know and I can change it for you. I will not be offended.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Dear Siyi Li, My name is Peter Atef and I’m from Cairo, Egypt. I contacted you a while ago about applying to your college and to inquire about the detailed information to attend. A close relative of mine passed away and I canceled my plans to study abroad. If it’s possible, I would now like to reconnect with you to apply to Olympic College. I hope we can begin soon. Thank you, Peter Atef

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s perfect❤️ Thank you soo much i will send iy to her now❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s okay. I understand. I hope you like it!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Awesome! I’m so happy to hear that! You’re more than welcome. I’m glad I could help.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I did❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’d love to hear it! I will pray for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I appreciate that you feel comfortable telling me if you ever want to sleep or don’t want to talk.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There was something I forgot to say about your email. When you’re writing a formal email, it’s a good idea to address the person by Mr. or Mrs. or Ms. or Miss and then their last name. I didn’t include that when I gave you my version of the email because I wasn’t sure which option was right. I’m sorry I forgot to tell you that before ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t believe I’m different from a lot of people I know, but I do believe I’m different from other people my age. I believe it’s because of God and not myself. If I didn’t have Him I would be a different person. It is because of God that I want to become a caregiver.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You don’t have to apologize to me Peter.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There is good in Egypt and there is good in the US. What one has the other may lack.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noo but you’re beautiful i know that for sure

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are welacome my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope someday you can.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Winter can be pretty, but I love warmer weather so much more.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will pray too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe you ?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will go sleep my friend❤️ Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will too my friend ❤️ Goodnight ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand. I think what really matters is you remember that even though you’re not perfect God loves you very much. The Creator of the universe, the Creator of the beautiful stars and planets, still looks at you with love.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m honestly not sure. I think we can be happy when we think about the good things we’ve done. I believe we should always remember we are important, special, loved, and priceless. We are beautiful even if for no other reason than that God made us.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry, I mean we have to remember that we’re still sinners and that we’re not perfect. But no, you shouldn’t stay focused on the things you’re forgiven for.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

We have to always remember we need Jesus. I’m sorry if I’m being confusing.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think it is if you stay humble and remember you need Jesus.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And I love you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thankyou soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter, I don’t know why you have these thoughts. I still haven’t ruled out OCD. You have bad in you because you’re human. But I have it too. In fact, I struggle with some of what you struggle with. But the good news is that God wants to help both of us overcome it. Even if you believe you’ve wronged him so much He doesn’t love you, He really does. No matter what you feel you deserve, I want you to still be my friend. I believe Sara wants you to still be her friend too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s means a lot to me Thank you so much I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Peter. I love you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here for you and I’m not giving up on you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you my friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m good my cousin is here soo i’m with him all day and i’m happy with him I didn’t saw him for like 8 years soo we have soo many things to talk about

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome! I’m happy for you!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend❤️ How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome. I’m doing good ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s goodnto hear❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And the minute i started thinking about them i stopped

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for listening

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you Peter. You’re always welcome. I am not bothered by what you said. I’ll take some time to think more about what you’ve said and get back to you. Goodnight my dear friend ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

First of all, I’d like to say that I’m proud of you for recognizing your faults and wanting to be a good person. Being evil isn’t always a conscious choice. A lot of evil people simply don’t care that they’re sinning and they don’t care that they don’t care. You are not one of those people. You become so sad when you don’t care about something you’ve done wrong and that makes a huge difference. I’m proud of you for stopping what you did in the past when you started thinking about it. A lot of people make excuses for their wrongdoings and keep doing them. I’m also happy you realize that you were so young and that you weren’t mature when you did this.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

These words made me sooo happy and bette

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I loce you tooo and I’m sooo proud that i know someone like you Keep being you you’re extremely beautiful person❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Peter. I’m happy I’ve helped you. Thank you for your kind words. I’m so proud to have a friend like you❤️❤️ Are you still sick?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re feeling better. I’m doing okay. How was the rest of your visit with your cousin?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you had fun with your cousin. No Peter, I don’t see you as a monster❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand and I won’t pressure you to talk about it. You’re human and everyone does this, but it’s going to be okay. Ask God to forgive you and try better next time. He loves you very much and He’s very patient with you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome. It’s okay, you don’t have to apologize to me. God is proud of you and I am too❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope it ends soon. I love you so much too. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Okay. I’m sorry you’re having these thoughts. I think you’re handling them the right way. I know you feel overwhelmed, but nothing is too big for God. Please remember to pray about this. These thoughts can be overcome and you are not alone in this. He is there to help you and so am I. I’m so proud of you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much i love you soo soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome and I love you so so much too❤️ How are you doing?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve been okay, but I’m even better now that I’m talking to you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You don’t know what these words mean to me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You made me tear up?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo sooo soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you were touched by them my friend and I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Probably love. Jesus told us to love God and to love our neighbor. His entire plan for humanity is based on love. Other qualities like honesty and loyalty are rooted in love.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think being a loving person comes easier to some people than others. But unloving people can still have a change of heart and become loving people.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess my friend❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m proud of you and I’m still praying for you. I know you love me. But even if you didn’t, I still love you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry if you felt this way

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think doing loving things for people helps us love and so does praying that God helps us love.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t remember you ever making me feel that way. I was just trying to reassure you that I love you because I know you sometimes feel like you don’t love❤️ I’m not really sure how to answer your question, but I’ll look into it. What I do know is that God is there for you for whatever you struggle with. Nothing is too big for Him❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank youu my dearestfriend❤️ How are you❤️?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome❤️ I’m okay. I missed you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I missed youuu sooo muchh toooo❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are my dearest friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have never been comfortable talking to anybody like you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so happy you’re comfortable talking to me. I’m sorry you feel your other friends treat yoy badly and that you got mad at one of them.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thankyou for being here❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i wish i can comfort you as well and be source of happiness and comfort to you as well

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re more than welcome and I’m happy I’ve been able to help you. You are already a source of happiness and comfort for me❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you want to listen to some musiicccc?❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo happy to hear that❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’d love to! ❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope you enjoy it❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I loved it! Thank you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy that you like it you have a great music taste❤️?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

One moreeee pleaseee??

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you? Alright fine, one more ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m just kidding?. I’d love to hear another❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I knoowwww❤️?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/ZHY5Y6kQ5_k

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I was just joking. I’d love to hear another one.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I know my dear friend i smiled?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I loved it. Thank you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo happy that you loved it..you are always welcome and thank you for make me share the music i love with you it makes me happy❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome. I’m glad it made you happy. Maybe sometime I’ll have some music for you❤️❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will be happy to hearr!!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s normal for your temperature to go up when you exert yourself. I think it’s okay if you don’t already have a fever before you exert yourself. Is there any type of music you don’t like?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t usually like rap

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m better now

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re better now. I don’t usually like rap either.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you mt dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, I’m proud of you for wanting to be good and admitting that you have sins instead of just ignoring them❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You have things wrong with you because you’re human. The Bible says all fall short of the glory of God(which is why we need Jesus to be saved). God doesn’t see you as good or bad. He sees people as being either saved or unsaved. I think something that might help you is if you focused more on becoming a better person rather than if you’re good or bad. Whatever sins you have now aren’t fixed on you forever. You can overcome them. God is here to help you and so am I. He loves you so, so much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will my dear friend❤️. I love you so, so much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so, so happy God put you in my life❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Would you like to hear some music?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I would love to❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/n8RmvAuAcqI

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

This is an extended version. It’s the one I listen to the most.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Awesome! I’m glad you liked it!❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you okay? I’m sorry, I’m just feeling that you’re not. I’m not trying to pry. I’m really just trying to help you. I don’t want you to ever feel like you can’t tell me how you’re feeling❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You said one time that you wished you could stay with a therapist for two hours. I know I’m not a therapist, but I do love you and I can do that if you would like❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo kuch

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish everything okay with you and you are safe and feeling safe❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And don’t let anybody bother you you don’t know how beautiful you really are you are precious

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy you’re doing better and that you were touched by my words. You’re always welcome and I love you so so much too❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter, that’s really kind!❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There’s definitely less on the shelves, but we’ve still been able to buy what we need.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope so too Peter. I’m sorry things are so bad there❤️. Are there toilet paper shortages?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That sounds so good! But please try to eat more my friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you love talking to me❤️ I don’t mean any offense, but I’d rather not say and I’m actually not sure. It’s been a while since I weighed myself and we don’t use kilos?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

The fruit is good, but I’d definitely recommend eating more substatial meals. I known it’s hard, but definitely get some protein if you can.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will try my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really want to make me more healthy

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re comfortable with that.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You made today sooo much better

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy to hear that. I love you so much too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will sleep now my dear friend❤️ Goodnight❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ll sleep soon too my dear friend❤️ Sleep well. Goodnight❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m still here for you my dear friend❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend❤️ You are soo beautiful and unique❤️ Thank you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter and you’re always welcome❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you, but it’s okay❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay now. Someday you will be okay too❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will be okay my friend❤️ I lovee youu and I listened to the track you sent to me like billion times today❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh that’s great! I’m glad you love it so much!❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And I love you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you really okay?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. I love you too❤️❤️❤️ I love talking with you❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love talking too you too❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You didn’t hurt me with them Peter and I love you even with them. I know you don’t want them.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really lost and don’t know what is my feelings about them i feel that I don’t care

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No I’m not overwhelmed. I was only asking you to clarify what you meant. I didn’t want you to think you were a burden by telling me about them.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you more❤️ No don’t worry I’m not going to hurt myslef❤️ If only you know how beautiful you are you will never be sad

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter, you’re very kind. I’m happy to hear you won’t hurt yourself. I know you can’t talk now, but we can later if you want❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

A little better❤️ How are you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry he died! I do know what you did. Please remember that those things have been forgiven and you’re not like that anymore. You’ve learned from them and you can heal from the damage they did to you. I know you’re struggling with these thoughts now, but the same thing can happen with them too❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much I love you so much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome and I love you so much too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’d like to send you some music if you have time to listen to it. I just don’t know what to send you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry, I’m just seeing this. No my dear friend I don’t see you any differently❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m feeling better. I was tired because it was toward the end of the day, not because of you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How was your day today

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No matter what I am going to pray. Rememeber that no what happens, I love you so much and you mean so much to me❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Please keep me updated.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I assure you you have not let me down. I’m sorry you felt that you had. I’m your friend and I’m here for you no matter what these thoughts are❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much❤️ Nothing happened till now

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad no one is going to get in trouble. Thank you for keeping me updated❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Tomorrow I’ll send you some music❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m ready to listen to some music my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Here you go my dear friend. I hope you like it!❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s sooo good❤️ I believe i heared it before

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’d love to hear them.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy it was a good day today❤️ I love you soo soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope you’re still awake and talk to you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I’m still awake! I love you too. I’m happy you’re happy and that you had a good day❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How was your day my dear friend i missed youu

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Pretty good. I missed you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think the strength you’re feeling is from God❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s such a great example Peter. God does get upset when we wrong Him but He does forgive us.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re not making me uncomfortable.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I appreciate that, but I’m okay❤️. I want to always be here for you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope your dad will feel better. Thank you for your kind words, but losing you is what would hurt me❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry my friend. I’ll pray for him.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m good.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you❤️. Are you really okay?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand. I didn’t think that at all. There’s no need to apologize. I’m glad you’re comfortable talking to me❤️ I love you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can i send you a song and you send me one too?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes of course!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Midnight City by M83

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I loved itt!! Thank you❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I loved itt!! Thank you❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome! I’m glad you loved it❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No you’re not talking too much. I understand what you mean. I really hope you can travel. I think it would be great if you could come here. There’s a lot of different climates in the US and some places have a lot of green.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe He will.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes NYC has a lot of cases. I understand what you mean. When you’ve asked me things before that I haven’t felt comfortable answering I’ve told you. And I understand there’s a big culture difference.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand that you’re being a considerate friend and not a bossy person.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah you can tell me that.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. And don’t worry, I don’t want to live in a place like NYC. I’m a country girl at heart.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And thank you for asking me if you could say certain things. If I’m uncomfortable with it, I’ll let you know. When your dad went to NYC did he go to the Empire State Building?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love country people they are soo pure...i know that you’re soo pure even before i know that you a country girl❤️ Yesss he went there he didn’t like how the city is really fast and everyone is busy but he really admirs soo many things there

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter, that’s really nice❤️. I’m not the cowgirl type of country girl. I’d rather wear jewelry than mud boots?. But I’d MUCH rather live in a rural area than a city. It’s so much prettier and quieter and biking is much more fun. NYC is called “The City That Never Sleeps” for a reason?. I’ve been on the observation deck on the 86th floor of the Empire State Building.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes a lot of places are wild?. There’s bears and mountain lions too and the wilderness is so so vast in the west. But there’s safer places too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If you don’t we can begin together!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t, but it’s my plan to start too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you want to take better care of yourself. If we did it together it’d given me more motivation to actually do it.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s soo good!!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Well first, how often would you like to work out? Because we’re both out of shape, I’d recommend starting out small so we don’t overdo it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think fifteen or twenty minutes three times a week would be a good start.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think I could ride an exercise bike for fifteen minutes. It’s not too heavy cardio especially because you can adjust the intensity to lower levels.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Awesome!????❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo healthy and i need to be healthy and move my body and breath well! Soo yeaaa we will begin❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank youuu❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome. This is going to be really good for both of us!?❤️ Do you normally have trouble breathing?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no it’s okay! Don’t apologize. I actually had to look it up?. It’s like I knew what it meant, but I wanted a more exact definition. It’s being worried or nervous.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know❤️. It’s going to be okay. I know you may feel like you’ve let me down because you’ve said that before, but you haven’t❤️. I’m your friend and I’m here for you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

By the way, I was thinking about how neither of us have worked out in a while and how you have trouble breathing. I was thinking maybe we should just go for a walk for the first couple weeks to ease into working out. Then we could switch over to biking. But I want to hear your opinion.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Really❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you i dont know what to say❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m good. I went for my walk today. Are you really okay?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I love you too my dear friend. You are beautiful and you’ve been so loving and so kind to me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think it’s possible you’re not seeing yourself for who you really are because you’re struggling so much. A lot of times people act differently when they’re really struggling with something.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. Does it feel good or bad? I love you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry. It’s going to be okay❤️ Talk to me my friend. Talk to me about anything you want. You know I’ll tell you if there’s something I’m really not comfortable with.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not going to leave you my dear friend. I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry my dear friend. I love you so much and I’m giving you big hugs right now❤️❤️. Would you like me to stay with you for a while? We could talk about what is bothering you or we can talk about something else if you want❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay to cry my dear friend. You may feel better if you do. I’m here if you don’t want to do it alone❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I believe it is. I hope you laugh a lot. I’ll check on you later and see how you’re doing. I love you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter❤️. You’re too kind❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Really❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too. I want to talk to you about some stuff I thought of that might help you with this, but I really need to go to sleep?. Of course, please don’t hesitate to reach out to me. Please don’t think there’s any thought that you can have that can make me leave you because I don’t think there is one. I love you so much my dear friend. Goodnight ? ❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You don’t know how much these words means to mee❤️ I’m ready to hear the hear them and try them all I love you soo soo much no word can describe how i beautiful i see you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for your kind words Peter. I love you too and I’m so happy you’re in my life❤️❤️ How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad that you’re doing good. My day hasn’t been very good. I got a headache so I couldn’t go for my walk. Don’t worry, next time I open this post I’ll scroll all the way down?. But my day is better now that you’re here❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I got here really fast and I think we’ve broken a record!? I’d love to hear it!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I liked it. Thank you❤️ I’m glad you’ve been able to walk even if it’s on a treadmill. How has it been affecting you? Have your legs hurt? Have you had trouble breathing?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you sooo sooo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry Peter. I love you so so much too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

God loves you Peter. I know you’ve struggled with believing this, but He does. He sent Jesus to die for your sins. He longs for you to spend eternity with him. He calls you His son❤️❤️ I believe God has a plan for you and that He’s not done with you. I believe He’s working on your heart to draw you nearer to Him because He loves you❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Okay. I’m glad you’re not going to hurt yourself.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I couldn’t bear to lose you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know you wish you could fix this. I love and accept you just as you are❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know you aren’t a monster. You’re one of the best friends I’ve had in my whole life❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That means the world to me and i cant say anything to teell you what is inside me for you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m the luckiest to have you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much Peter! That means the world to me too❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will sleep much better because of you i will talk to you tomorrow I love you so much Thank for everything i dont know how you are such beautiful person❤️ Goodnight❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Peter. Sleep well my dear friend but don’t hesitate to reach out if you need me. I love you so much too and I’m looking forward to talking to you tomorrow. Goodnight❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand❤️. I’ve been worried about losing internet too. If I do and can’t get back to you, please know I’m not ignoring you. I love you so so much too my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you there my dear friend?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand. I missed you too Peter! I love you so much!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you had a horrible two days and that you’re sad now. I’m so happy you’re here. I hope I can cheer you up.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much Telll mee how was your dayss❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too. They were good❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo good to hear my dear friend❤️ I love you so much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too. Do you want to talk about why you’re sad?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You have good in you. You love God and you love your family and you love me. You care so much about what type of person you are that it tears you apart when you see something wrong. You make me smile and you make me so happy you’re in my life.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s not a specific fault and it may not even be caused by anything they did. When Adam and Eve sinned it separated humanity from God and caused everyone after to be born with a sinful nature (except Jesus because He is God). This means that everyone will be drawn to doing evil in at least some ways. Of course, not everyone is affected by it the same way. Some people are genuinely kind and others aren’t. Some people struggle with stealing and others don’t. We don’t fault people for being born with a sinful nature, because it’s not their fault. We fault them for choosing to do those bad things and for not trying to change their sinful nature.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re absolutely right. He did nothing wrong. He didn’t choose to be a pedophile and anyone who leaves him simply because he is a pedophile is wrong. What the pedophile needs to do is become a Christian and ask God to forgive him and help him with these sinful thoughts and temptations.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Then the pedophile would probably need to figure out ways to help himself with these desires.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sure I’m not sorry❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand. But my dear friend, you should never do that❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love hous soo sooo soo much and o hug yoi the biggest hug

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. I’m also sending a hug. I love you too❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I took so long responding. I understand. Anyone with morals would find it hard to let a thought like that pass easily. It pains me to say I don’t know why you have these thoughts, but I want to help you figure it out. What I do know is that you’re not crazy❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not disappointed in you my dear friend. I only wish I knew what was causing the thoughts so I could help you with them. I’m sorry if I wasn’t clear. I love you too and I’m doing good❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo happy o hear that you are good❤️ And you’re helping me very very much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you. I’m happy to hear that I’m helping you❤️❤️. How are you today?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too my dear friend❤️❤️ I love you so much and I’m sending you lots of big hugs❤️❤️. I understand that you feel lower than everyone else and that must feel horrible. But I can assure you that you’re not. You love God and you care about your sins and those are things God wants very much❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You said one time you like dogs. Do you have a favorite kind?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesssss

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I adore golden retrievers And corgis

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Those are nice. As you know, I like cats better, but I like German Shepherds and Labradors.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no Peter, of course not! I just hadn’t replied yet. You’re right, cats can be rude?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no, you hadn’t made me mad. I like them too, but I may not like camels if one had bit me when I was little either?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I like meerkats and I think foxes are cute too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

One time when I was at a farm or a zoo (I can’t remember what it was) I was feeding animals and I left my wallet on the top of a food dispenser. The goat in the enclosure behind it came up and started going after it????. I don’t know if it was actually going to eat it because we didn’t let it get it, but it sure is funny to remember????

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omg I didn’t saw that you right this i came to check out if you wrote something and i saw this this is soooo funnnnyy????

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

@peterateff I was laughing just writing it????

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

@Catlady Yesss I laughed soo hard?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s good❤️ I was just asking if you’d do something. I hadn’t told you what I was asking you to do yet.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes my dear friend❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome❤️ When you say that do you mean you’re happy or sad?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

When you say you don’t know what to say is it because you’re upset or because you like what I said?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Because you are soo beautiful

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend❤️❤️. How are you today?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you’re not doing well. I’m so happy to be something good in your life. I do believe you can find more good things too❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And you’re a good thing in my life too❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m giving you really big hugs❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay Peter. I understand❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Would you like some cheering up?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here my dear friend❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. I can tell you’re not doing well and I’m so sorry about that.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay Peter, I understand❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, God knows you don’t want those thoughts. I think He’d rather you pray with sexual thoughts about Him instead of not praying at all.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Ok I think I understand better now. I believe that God wants us to study the Bible instead of just believing anything we hear.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How are you? Have you been able to eat anything?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not trying to be annoying when I ask about your eating. I really just want what’s best for you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so happy you ate something! ???❤️. And I’m happy you like it when I ask❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No my dear friend, you really don’t disappoint me❤️❤️. I love you❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you more

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so so sorry Peter. You were really upset and I’ve taken forever to get back to you. I’m sorry.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dearest friend❤️ I never got upset at you and i never will❤️ I love you soo soo much you didn’t make anything to ask for forgiveness youu don’t know what do you mean to me❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. Your words are too kind❤️. I love you too❤️. How are you feeling? Have you eaten anything today?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I’m really okay❤️. I don’t know why your eyes are swollen. I was thinking about how you don’t have V8 drinks in Egypt and I thought you could make a homeade version of one if you blend vegetables into a drink.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

*homemade

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s really good to hear that you are okay❤️ Tell me chief all the ingredients??‍?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Haha?? Not very well?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It doesn’t matter i love you anyway ❤️ Because you loved me when I’m not unlovable ny dearest friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will make it now

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter❤️. I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve never made or had this recipe, so I hope you like it. I really want you to eat❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not going to leave you my dear friend and I’m not disappointed in you❤️ I’m happy you ate something!???❤️. Did you try the drink?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss it’s so good! And healthy❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad that you are my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry. Do you want to talk about your dream or how you’re feeling?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so happy you liked that drink! I’ve never had it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re my friend too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I did want to tell you something. You said that sometimes you doubt your beliefs. If you have questions about something, you can ask me. I’ve studied the Bible a lot. Of course you should still check the Bible to make sure I’m right instead of just believing what I say. I’m still learning too, so I don’t have all the answers.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you feel like that, but there is hope my dear friend❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love yoy

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, you are not crazy❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you and I love talking to you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m giving you a big hug❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Have you seen a lot of American TV shows and movies?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you more

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve seen Cars and Monsters, Inc. I’m not sure if I’ve seen Happy Feet. I loved Beauty and the Beast when I was little.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve never seen Castaway. They’re making a lot of animated Disney movies into live action movies. I’ve seen the live action Cinderella and Beauty and the Beast. Have you seen Shrek?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome!? Of all the kid movies I watched as a kid that one is probably my favorite. I have so much of that movie memorized ????. Fiona was my favorite.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no, sorry. I mean Princess Fiona on Shrek was my favorite character in the movie? I haven’t seen a lot of Spongebob.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Can I send you the trailer? You can say no if you’re not interested. I used to read a lot when I was younger. I’d like to get back into it. Do you read?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/AST2-4db4ic

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I liked it soo much!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome! I can’t wait to see it! I heard that it probably won’t be on Netflix. Maybe it will be on Amazon Prime.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You should check out Amazon Prime. It’s awesome!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

They have a lot of free TV and movies, but if it’s not free sometimes you can still rent it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you. I’d love to see them!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh that’s okay?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you today

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m good. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you made it. I don’t know why you’re tired. You said you have a fever so you could be getting sick. You may also be stressed. You’ve been struggling with a lot of things lately and the coronavirus has probably added to it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry my dear friend. Would you like to talk about anything? Would that make you feel better?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy you slept a little! Maybe try to eat a little bit. Don’t go too fast and don’t eat too much. Then give yourself some time to see if you’ll vomit again.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad I’m helping you❤️. If you feel like you need to give yourself some time before you eat something small that might be okay too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s so good Peter!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I am❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can you tell me about your dreams

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Like what’s your dreams or the life that you dream to live

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I can tell you first if you want!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. I’ll let you go first❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Like i wish I’m in a peaceful place In urope for example or not crowded place in America...with a pretty girl who really loves me ( i wish she play ukulele?) and i wish i take drums as my work and carer just to some simple places I don’t want to preform in front of thousands in a stadium just few people who gathered around and having some drink listening to music and dance I wish i have a clear mind and a pure heart i wish i can make people happy..and go to the sea every week I don’t wish for welath like all my friends wants to be “dan bilzerian??” but i feel like I’m disgusted by this lifestyle? And also i want to have two dogs who are really cute like (tuckerbudzyn-cheak him out in instagram he is adorable) and just play music and make some good real friends and stay with me lovely imaginary lover? By the way thankgod you are not a boy instead he will saying that i act like girls???

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That sounds so so nice Peter❤️❤️ I want to live in the country where it’s so beautiful and you can bike forever without a lot of traffic. I want to be an in-home caregiver. I’d probably do things like cook, clean their houses, do laundry and dishes, and help with bathing if they need it. I want to travel throughout America and to Europe and to always have at least one cat. I want to be a better Christian and I want to be a good writer even if I never publish a thing. I don’t know, but I may want to get married too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter❤️. That’s so nice❤️. And yes, I want us to still be friends too. I want us to be friends forever❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Did the Little Women trailer make you want to ask me about this?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I ateeee alot❤️?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I felt like i can eat now and that’s the biggest meal i since many days❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yeaa kinda of but I’m interested to hear it from before❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so happy you ate that much!!!!! And that you feel like you can eat now❤️???

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve wondered about your dreams too❤️. I’m not sure if it was because of the trailer or not.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I thought maybe you’d forgotten?. Don’t worry, I’ve missed some times too. You don’t have to scroll down the post?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy you were able to eat something. I’m doing good.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you really good?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for asking me, but I really am good❤️. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you’re sad my dear friend. Please know you can talk to me whenever you like❤️ I don’t really make wishes?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re right, I understand❤️. I love you too❤️. Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Hey!❤️?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome! I’m happy you’re happy and I’m doing good❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m working on writing. My writing is a more personal hobby and I struggle with it, but I enjoy it. What have you been doing? I can’t wait for the quarantine to be over because I really need a haircut!?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes, definitely a good time to work on writing!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my friend❤️. God be with you too❤️.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Have you been able to eat today?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope this all works out for you. If you get tired of the recipe I sent you I could look for another one. Do you want to run or bike?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Awesome! I like biking much better?. Go ahead and get some sleep my dear friend❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Good morning!❤️❤️❤️ I love you too❤️. I’m so happy you were able to wake up in the morning!❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good my friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think it might be a cood idea. If you do, please be very careful so you don’t get the coronavirus. I know you already have trouble breathing. That could make things worse if you do get it. I have a question for you. If you go to the doctors and they tell you you’re oversleeping because you’ve been so upset, do you think they may try to commit you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

*good idea

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not a doctor, but from what I’ve heard, being committed can be helpful, but it can also be misused in countries where mental health issues aren’t well understood or treated kindly. But even if you were in a country where being committed was safe, I still don’t believe you would need to be committed.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

A while ago I said I had some ideas about how to help you with your thoughts. I may have already told you some of them, but I know I haven’t told you everything. Would you like to hear it?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I may have already said this, but when you have a bad thought pop up try to immediately change your thinking. Another idea I had is related to something you told me about a while ago. You said sometimes you watch porn and that it makes your thoughts go crazy. Porn isn’t good for you anyways, but definitely because you have these sexual thoughts I would recommend not watching it anymore. I can’t promise that these ideas will help, but I hope they will❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter I love you so much and I’m so proud of you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m proud of you even with that❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. You’re words are too kind❤️. I love you so much and I’m not bored of you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand❤️. I love you my dear friend. Goodnight❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I am?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, to me you are not just a weird person from the streets. You really, truly are my friend❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Even if it seems impossible right now, you can have that beautiful life and do so many wonderful things. I love your dreams, they are so beautiful.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much and you’re always welcome❤️❤️ You don’t have to apologize to me. I’m giving you a big long hug. I’m not disappointed in you and I really do see you as my friend and not just some person. I’ll be here for you when you wake up❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Hi my dear friend!!!!❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Hiiiii❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much❤️❤️. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you’re upset now, but I’m glad you had a couple good days. I’m doing good. I was worried about you❤️. I kept rereading the last post you wrote me because your words were so kind❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay Peter❤️. I’m just happy you’re here now❤️ and I am safe and happy❤️. I love you so so much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m giving you a really big hug❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dearest friend I don’t know what to tell you but believe me you are such I wonderful human Please dont ever doubt that

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes Peter, I am with you❤️❤️ I’m happy to hear you say that you won’t let what you’ve done keep you from getting to know God. He doesn’t want you to let it stop you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Would you like too tell mee what has been going on these last days, like are you get bored in this quarantine! Or you focused on your writing! And how the cycling goes!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It will be okay❤️ and I’m so happy to have you as a close friend too❤️ I FINALLY had some more ideas about what to write!?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo good to have more ideas i bet you will do a great job

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No Peter, I am okay❤️. And cycling and biking is the same thing. I was just thinking maybe you meant something else because of the context. But now that I think about it, it was stupid of me to think that?‍♀️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No you are not stupid you are adorable?❤️ Are you really okay?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know if I’ve been called that since I was little? I’m really okay❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know if it used for only kids but you are really beautiful?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s soo great my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are always welcome❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend 29 of this month say happy birthday to me?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you❤️. What is their name and how much have you been able to eat?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

24????❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That literally draw a bug smile on my face❤️?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Mine too! I’ve been smiling like an idiot?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I didn’t know what sign I was. I don’t pay attention to it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s so awesome our birthdays are so close!!!!????

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m definitely going to wish you a happy birthday❤️❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend i will slee now❤️ I’m soo happy that i talked to you today❤️ You are such an wonderful person. Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter❤️. It was really nice talking with you❤️. I’ll think about what to do with this long post of ours❤️. Goodnight my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no Peter. I’m so sorry. I fell asleep. I’m not upset with you at all❤️❤️❤️. I love you so much Peter❤️❤️❤️. If you have a thought like that, I will not be mad at you at all and I will still love you and want to keep helping you❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No my dear friend, I’m not mad at you❤️❤️❤️. I’m sorry if I did anything to make you think that I was.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, I didn’t get mad at you at all. It was perfectly okay that you asked me that. It didn’t make me uncomfortable or upset. I know you didn’t have a bad thought about me, but even if you have a million bad thoughts about me, I wouldn’t be upset with you. I love you very much Peter. I’m not saying this just to make you happy. I really mean it❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo mich you don’t know how much this means to me❤️ I kove you my bestfriend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Happy birthday to the most beautiful,kind ,forgiving human i ever know❤️ You don’t know how much you helped and saved me you worth the world by saving i life and you did❤️ I love you soo much and if i talked from now to the next year about how beautiful your heart is I will not explain it as it worth❤️ I wish you stay as beautiful as you are i wish alll things that bother you go away and I’m sure that oneday you willl defeat them and will help people to grow and defeat their problems either❤️ You will inspire by your story because you are soo successful in it❤️ I’m the happiest to know you❤️ Keep being you because it’s precious❤️ I love you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much Peter!❤️❤️❤️ You made me want to cry. That means so much to me❤️ I’m so happy I was able to save your life❤️ I’m also glad you believe my story can inspire others. I’ve wanted that so much. I love you too my dear friend and I’m so happy I know you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Giving you a biggg hug anddd havee a wonderful birthday❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear dear friend, I understand that you think I will leave because he knows what I know and still left you when he found out. But I will not do that. I love you so much. What you did won’t hurt me, but leaving me will.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I won’t pressure you to tell me. I just want you to stay with me❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Many times since I’ve known you, you’ve told me a lot of things and worried that I’d be angry or disappointed in you. But I haven’t been. You say you did something horrible and I truly imagine the worst things possible. Even if you did something that terrible, I know I would still want to be your friend. But I won’t urge you to tell me what you did because I know you may not want to. You have to be the one to decide if you tell me or not. But whatever you decide, I beg you to please stay with me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter. I love you so much. I’m still here for you❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I really feel that way❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much Peter. That’s so good. I love you so much. I don’t want to lose you either❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not mad at you my dear friend. I love you so much too. You really don’t need to tell me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Just hug me anyway?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter❤️ I hope you sleep well❤️. I’m praying for you❤️. Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand. I’m praying for you. I hope you will get better soon❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How do you feel?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. My phone hasn’t been showing notifications either. I’m glad you’re feeling better. Have you been able to eat much? Are you getting good sleep?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. I’m glad you’re feeling much better. I hope you’ll be able to eat more soon❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes❤️. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry my friend. Can I try to cheer you up?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I miss talking to you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Happy Birthday Peter!!!!????❤️. You don’t know how happy I am to have you in my life❤️. I can’t tell you how much you’ve made me smile or laugh, but most importantly how special you’ve made me feel❤️ I really don’t deserve to have a friend as kind as you, but I’m so happy I do❤️ I hope this year brings you good health, happiness, and peace❤️. I hope that one day all your dreams will come true❤️ I love you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re too kind and you’re welcome❤️❤️❤️. I hope we will be friends until then too❤️❤️❤️. I love you too❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Maybe this is weird to say now instead of when we were talking about it yesterday, but thank you for saying you like my name❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too❤️. I will be here to support you❤️. There’s something so grown-up about turning twenty.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Don’t worry Peter. It’s okay if you don’t have your life all together right now❤️ How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How much have you been able to eat lately?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I completely understand what it’s like to feel like you have no future or normal life and I’m so so sorry. I love you so much.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Of course I still love you❤️.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sending you lots and lots of hugs.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But I wish i didn’t break anybody’s heart when I’m stay nither

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Did you see what i’had posted?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I want to know your opinion in this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

They are real..all the thoughts that i have been telling you this last whole year are real.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Why do you think that?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Because they are ..I’m not obsessed with them I’m nit afraid or focousing on them so they are stuck ..it’s just came everytime naturallly from me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand what you’re saying but that’s exactly why it’s a disorder. It’s not considered obsessive because you yourself are obsessed with them. It’s because they are stuck in your brain.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much..

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry if I’m weird or annoying to say this a lot but when i’m sad i feel like i want to say this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you really love me..with what i did in the past.. When I remember it or the details it’s the most disgusting..

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sad but it’s okay forget about it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you know my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I can travel to the us but I’m soo afraid

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What are you afraid of?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have no relatives their !

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But today i have bad thoughts..sara’s mom os feeling a pain in her breast and they are all afraid that she had breast cancer and tomorrow she will go to the doctor to know...i had weird thoughts about that.. and sara come to Me crying and I confroted her and in my brain w whole another world as if I’m lying or something I dont know if she knew the truth or what is inside my head what she will do

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know how she would react either but I still believe these thoughts and the thought that you are lying is from OCD.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can yiu forgive me?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I mean you really don’t disappointed in me when i told you these things?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not disappointed.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish that stops oneday

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes my friend..I’m sorry that everyday I’m the reason that you hear such horrible thoughts I’m really sorry

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I’d rather be here for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

When are you going to Australia?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Look my friend after now .. i can came when i want to talk and tell yiu that I’m sad i will not tell you any thoughts anymore..if you will tell me thatbyiu love i think this is enough.. I love you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will go to the embassy after the Christmas.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noo,we don’t planned anything yet? we only know that i can go and we have enough money to do that.. Please my friend pray for sara’s mom that tomorrow the doctor says that she is okay and there’s no cancer.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not good..but i get used to it..

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Merry Christmas my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much..I don’t know how donyou accepted me despite of. All of thiese things all of these horrible mistakes ..me hurting someone’s life all of this things..you remember it? And stilll love me ! Are you sure?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you sure that i should accept their love even if think bad about their families even all this things you know before

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I should don’t feel that they don’t know who am i and they wre loving another person

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If till can love sara and be loved by her

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Inlove you tooo thankyou for being woth me this year you made it easier❤️❤️❤️ Merry Christmas❤️.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you and you’re always welcome. I’m glad I’ve made it easier for you ❤️❤️❤️❤️. I can’t believe we’ve been chatting about six months? Are you definitely going to Australia?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

In my country ..we will go to the embassy and it is very small chance for you to get accepted..not anyone could travel ..all people want to travel soo it’s not a high chamce but i will try...yes it’s been six months thank you for every day❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

After the new year.. papers takes some time

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Pray for me my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

In don’t want to leave . But you really don’t know how crazy i am

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will pray for you. I understand what it’s like to want to be home when you’re struggling with this but going to Australia could really help you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I read your other posts. Please tell me what’s on your mind.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend..thankyou for being with me..but I’m the wrong person..give help to the one who deserves it..I’m not what you think ..i pure evil and i know this Please please you are way more beautiful than all of this I don’t know what to tell im really sorry that I’m who iam

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You are not the wrong person to help or love. I know that you don’t feel this way but I know there’s more good in you than you know. You’ve been nicer to me than most of my other friends.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

They left me for no good reason but you stayed even when it hurt you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’ve come so far Peter. Please keep fighting.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Fight for what

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have nothing to fight for .. you and my family.. you and my family will be better without me.. belive me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

For yourself and your family and for me and your other friends. Fight for everyone out there that is suffering like you so that maybe one day you will be able to help them too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I would not be better off without you. You make me so happy.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If they know they will kik me out of their lives they will never let me fight for them or accept me to fight for them

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much.but you don’t know what is inside me soo love isn’t enough

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I can’t explain

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please forget this you have a life ..go and live it and love people help them love yourself it more than beautiful

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter. I am so scared and worried about you. I accepted you and you didn’t think I would. I remember you told me recently that your mother said she would love you no matter what. I’m begging you to stay because you mean so much to me. I’m so scared and worried about you. Leaving me will tear me apart more than you know.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I want you to know something else. One of the biggest lies Satan whispers in the ears of God’s children is that they are too far gone. But God wants you to stay no matter what you have done and He will help you with everything.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Satan is actually known as the great accuser.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not saying you’re possessed. Please do not mistake me. If you were than Satan couldn’t whisper this lie to you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

If God, the Creator of the universe can hold your heart and forgive you, then He wants you to forgiven yourself. And believe me that He has forgiven you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter please talk to me. Tell me you’re still there. Please.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m here

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I’m just soo lost and don’t know what should i do

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I dont feel

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Everyday is hard everyday the weirdest things happen

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sick of trying to figure out what is thi

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sick of feeling that i’m insulting all people my dead bestfriend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo weird

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo lost

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo soo much im byond sorry

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Come i want a hug

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope you will be better. But either way I’ll be here for you ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

There’s a gathering in my friends’s home..sara is there and all mu friends ..shall i go..i feel like a dont deserve to be around them

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t want you to go and feel horrible the whole time but I also don’t want you to isolate yourself because that’s not good for you either.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m afraid to go and feel okay So i be disappointed in myself

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Okay I understand. If you decide to go please remember that it’s okay to feel good. But if you choose to not go please try to do something fun.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

May god help you in all of that you deserve more❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you ❤️❤️❤️ What are your goals?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Nothing?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I only wish this ends ..

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo tired my friend my stomach hurtes me and I vomited alot

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry my friend. Did you eat something that upset your stomach?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes but I’m alright now

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

@peterateff I’m glad you’re feeling better.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m thinking and I’m not sad that I’m thinking or bothered or anything it just come and go and I continue what I’m doing and i’m laughing and everything is alright !! Even if its new though

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you disappointed from what I’ve said?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay. I hadn’t responded to any of your other posts because I wasn’t sure what to say yet.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It sounds like you may just want your dreams to come true in spite of these thoughts. That’s not a bad thing.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s goodto hear that you’re okay!..it’s okay there’s nothing to say i know

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It came like okay just make me koke this and it doesn’t matter i will accept to think this way..

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Forget about it ...it’s doesn’t matter anymore

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will goo sleep I’m had a big day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you too don’t leave me even if I’m a devil..

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Don’t worry. I won’t leave you ❤️ How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Not good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s good to hear that you’re okay❤️ Just weird thoughts in my head and i feel that I’m sure tgat this isn’t ocd ..because how random they are and not repetitive or i’m not obsessed or terrified by them They are soo random and very crazy and insane.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too. I’m not saying all these thoughts are from OCD but I do believe a lot of the ones you’ve described are. I even found other people who commented on this app about the thoughts that are exactly what you describe. Are you okay?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If they are not ocd catldy sooo whttt is this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Why am i insane or bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t want to be bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I just don’t knoww

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My father is a beautiful person he loves me soo much i cant hyg him without crying

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Catlady would you pleaseee tellll meeeee am i a badddd persiinnn???

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can you loveee mee ass anyoneee elseee

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And ewhy this is happening to mee why am i badd

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I loce you so much thank you so much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too and you’re always welcome.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here my friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Im crying all day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know I love you soo much and i love sara and everyone..these thoughts ruining my life ..i hurted someone is his life i made horrible things

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo weak to face all of this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m like a baby

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really have no strength or carage

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you sooo much ..i know I’m bad and hurted someone and think horrible and all of this but just i dont want this and I’m not this bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorryy

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend I’m so sorry to hear that you’ve been crying all day.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too and I know you’re not bad. What you did then doesn’t say anything about who you are now.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Don’t be mad at me anytime or don’t leave me.. I really love you soo much my dear friend sorry I’m sooo soo sorryy for everything i did and thinked

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Pray for me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I give you a big hug that i really need it.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you .thank uou for accepting me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo dad that life is like this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Is this is possible in usa?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you’re not feeling well. I’ve never been to therapy so I don’t know much about it.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please pray for my dad .he is going have an eye surgery tomorrow

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Please tell me how your dad’s surgery went when it’s over. How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s fine my dear friend he is okay I’m not okay

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you sooo much my dear friend i’m sorry

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s great to know that you’re okay and happy❤️..I’m waiting for you to tell me that all you’re goals in the new year is mear to be achieved

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I meant in the future i know we will be friends till you make them.god bless yoy and be with you all the time

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can i ask you something

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes. I’ll tell you if I’m not comfortable answering.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

is it okay if i have sexual attraction to my friend (girl)?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

She is my friend and i live her and care about her but i have some attraction or sexual feelings towards her

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

this is weird or unacceptable or wrong?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

this is weird or unacceptable or wrong?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Maybe sometimes i feel aroused or turned on..and she is a close friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You dont like this question?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not uncomfortable with it. I had to think about my answer. I don’t think it’s wrong to feel that way.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome my friend. How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay thanks How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay. I’m sorry, but are you definitely okay?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No I’m not my friend but it’s okay❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry to hear that. I love you and I’m here for you ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m done my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I came in this life as a mistake

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Belive me just please belive me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Belive me just please belive me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry you feel this way.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know you’re struggling so terribly.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much my dear friend. You are so important to me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Will you please tell me you’re still there? Will you get some help please? I’m really scared and worried about you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’ve gotten through this every time before. You’re going to get through this. I’m still here for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m giving you lots of hugs my dear friend ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Losing you would break me my dear beautiful friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. Thank you so much. I love you too ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How did things go at the hospital?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Not bad. I love you don’t ever give up on mee or be disappointed because of me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Better much better but I’m scared of feeling this way again

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Better much better but I’m scared of feeling this way again

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my fruend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Catlady these thoughts are real

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

They are real

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And I don’t know shat to do they are getting uglier

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And they are real

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you still love me?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please kmow that they are real

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Mine are real I don’t have ocd You guys and different than me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I did all of this horrible things and think all of that why I’m soo different

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe some of your thoughts are from you, but just because you think them on purpose doesn’t mean they’re who you are. I also don’t think what you’ve done can cause them. I believe that even with this you do have OCD because of what you’ve described. OCD is an incredible liar that can make you think and even feel things that aren’t real. I still love you very much Peter.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Why don you think that some of them are from me ..i feel that they are from me and I don’t know why exactly can you tell me?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much too but i really don’t want to be that horrible person

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes please give me examples of the thoughts that you feel that they are frim me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry I meant thoughts that are not from you. Can I give you examples of those?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess please

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Your sexual thoughts about everything and everyone and maybe also your thoughts about judging your friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you think that about insulting handicap or sick or wanting my father dead or these thoughts are from me?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t believe those thoughts are from you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No tell me the truth please it’s okay

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Tell me what do you feel and belive and i will not take it as the reality it’s just your opinion.so don’t worry tell me it all

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And you can also tell me that I’m not a good guy but i can be tell me anything

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I took so long to respond. I believe you have OCD and bad thoughts because you’re human just like me. But I believe most if not all the bad thoughts you’ve told me about are OCD.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Im sad so sad soooo sad

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here my friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you and I don’t deserve anything you don’t kniw

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

God be with you too my friend. How are you feeling?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you okay?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How coul i say that I’m in miserable situation when I’m feeling numb?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you too my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Even when you are numb you can still have times when you feel.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m a horrible person

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No you’re not. Horrible people don’t care about the things they’ve done.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope that I’m not... tell me how are you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s great that you are alright i kove you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have million of things i wish i can tell you but i cant

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you and I don’t have anything except you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will meet a therapy have an hour

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know where should I begin or what to tell him ..I can’t express to him what really going on in my mind

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

First, thank you for your kind words. They mean so much to me. What do you normally tell your therapist?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome I tell then i have weird thoughts but I cannot explain how random and I can’t give examples because I can’t remember while I’m talking if a spacific one ..and the time is too short soo I don’t know what to tell and how to tell it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are there other things that are bothering you that you could talk about?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes things in the past But i want him to know abiut these thoughts because they are thr problem now and indont know how to explain to him correctly what I feel and how they come

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s a good idea! At least he can feel that i need help in explaining it and he could ask me you some questions to make it easier

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s what I was thinking!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I just wish he give me some time

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I just wish he give me some time

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Wish me luck

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much my dear friend❤️❤️ iloce you sooooo much❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’m sorryy if I’m nott what you all wanted be to but i love you all

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo scared

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

There was a paper in my wallet my old therapist write on it all the this i have done..and all i think about and he gave it to me and said don’t let ahyone see it..and i put it in my wallet in my wallet and my name is written on it..and I cannot find it now..I don’t remember that i put it anywhere else and I searched in every single place i could put anything in and I cannot find it..I’m sooo scared that someone took it from my wallet or I dropped it in the club ir church ..I’m soo scared someone i know see it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It will bee a disaster

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry to hear this. I can understand you must be so scared. Did you try going over where you already looked? Or have you tried checking any weird places? You could’ve had it in your hand when you were doing something else and put it down without realizing it? Like you could have had it in your hand when you were in the refrigerator and you put it down because you needed two hands and just forgot to pick it back up?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I put in the wallet a long time ago like for 6 or 7 months and i forget about it and never picked it out of the wallet

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And now I wanted to see something and I didn’t find it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I don’t know what else to tell you. I will pray that you find it and that nothing bad happens and that you will be comforted.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That a lot to handle

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know it is my friend, but I know you can do it. I read your post about hiv. Sometimes I have these moments where I feel like I agree with whatever my current OCD fear is, even though I would never ever want what I’m agreeing with. What you said reminds me of this.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But catlady..i must face it it’s not ocd its just a thought that my mind generat when this thought came to transmit hiv to my mom there wasn’t anything in my mind,like i forgot about ocd my mind is just empty..it came without me being obsessed or thinking do i want this or not or trying not to think..that’s the difference..new thoughts came this way without noticing or focusing or anything i’m just laying down with an empty mind .

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

There’s no fear or anexity..I’m soo sorry but that’s who i am

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i dont know why and i dont know what to do about it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i dont know why and i dont know what to do about it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There isn’t always fear or anxiety when these thoughts that I’m referring to come. How much have you been worrying about hiv?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Not soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m lost my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really dont know what is this and it’s different from others

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Am i reallu this bad!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you mad at me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No I’m not mad at you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can I have a hug despite of these thoughts?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Don’t change your mind or see me differently

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay my friend ,how are youv

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay my friend ,how are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay. I love you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you okay?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No but i love you soo much don’t see me differently

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I want to tell you something

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you’re not okay. I’m here for you. What do you want to tell me?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend’s friend died yesterday and mu friend is soo sad and he is crying...he was not a close friend he barely knows him ..but my friend is soo sad ..I talked to him and i told him not to be sad and i was mot sad when my bestfriend died ...i felt that I’m soo weird seeing him and all his friends sad when someone nit that close to them died..he told me that it soo weird and abnormal to feel nothing and he said that this is not normal and all his friends is sad and he told was uncomfortable to be with me after i said this he told me there’s definitely something wrong

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry to hear that he died. I can understand your friend’s perspective, but I’m still not convinced that there really is something wrong with you for not feeling sad. Everyone grieves in their own way and emotional numbness makes it even harder.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t understand anything..it’s soo sad how i used to talk and laugh when we all gather ...now we gathered all and have a bbq party and how i’m sooo quit and not happy and they are sooo happy and they dance and have a good time I’m wishing for only one good day..i used to be the happiest

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much don’t get away from me ever

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay. How are you and your friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He’s getting better..I’m not good.i needed to talk soni went to a therapist and he seemed that he doesn’t belive that this is ocd and i felt so uncomfortable i felt that he see me as a bad person

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad your friend is getting better. What did you tell your therapist that made him say he didn’t think it’s OCD?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My random thoughts and how i react to them and how I’m not obsessed with them

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I admit I don’t know what those are from, but I’m still not ready to rule out OCD. But even if they’re not OCD, I do believe you still have it. Whatever these thoughts are from, God can help you with them. If I may ask, how do you react to them?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Lots of times i feel nothing about them and sometimes they bother me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m a bad person

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter, everyone has bad thoughts. What matters is how we feel about these thoughts and what we choose to do about them. Ask God to help you have good thoughts. I know you said you don’t always feel bad about them. Sometimes I ask God to give me repentance when I realize I’m not being repentant. Maybe this could help you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you still love me as much as before?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry for all of this i just realllllyyyyyuuu don’t know what can i doo

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You don’t have to apologize to me my friend. I love you and I want to help you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you okay?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you..sorry for not replying i was traveling by the train this past 24 hours

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes I’m okay

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are yiu my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. Did you enjoy your trip?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m a devil really i am.. i see a post that a little kid is finally cancer free..and i’m not happy or something because my life is bad and I’m comparing it to other!!!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omg I’m a real abnormal person

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe that you should be happy for the little kid, but it is completely understandable and not abnormal that you feel that it is unfair.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it made me feel that I’m a bad person my friend and i dont want to be a bad person..to deserve you and sara and my family

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I didn’t respond sooner. I understand what you mean, but I don’t think it makes you a bad person.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not good my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not a good person

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you very much. What’s going on?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you more

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know what going on I’m really lost

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please just oray for me my dear friend and never stop love me and know how beautiful you are

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will pray for you my friend. I don’t know exactly what is troubling you right now, but I hope this helps. We all need Jesus, so it doesn’t matter how much good or bad we have in us when we come to Him. What matters is that we DO come and that we keep coming to Him. He is the One who can purify us and transform us into being more like Him.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But forget ut

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m worried about you. Are you okay?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you sooo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I haven’t talked in a while but my aunt is in the hospital and i have been with her the oast few days

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorryy i really missed you soooo muchh

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Unfortunately i have to sleep now because its 3am here and i have college tomorrow early and i will talk to you tomorrow and tell you about many things ( not bad things ) okay ny dear friend?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know why I’m telling you this but i really missed you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I do

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I did! I love it!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Mee tooo

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I want to tell you that i have a new point of view in my whole life

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And what is this new point of view?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Really these days every day i hear of people died in an accident or illnes etc..i feel that life isn’t this granted..i feel that it’s not worth to fight all of it to know weather if I’m a devil or not..I don’t have ocd and I’m sure now..and I’m soo sorry if that make you feel uncomfortable that all of these thoughts is real and from me ..and it’s soo okay if you don’t want us to be friends anymore but i do want...i will live to do my best not to heart people ..to do good things and to enjoy as much reagdlles to all of the horrible things i have done or all of things that I’m thinking of life is just a short time that we should invest in what we choose .. i will do that no matter if i’m a devil or anything. And yes i will not love or get too close to someone because i will feel i’m faking who i am or I’m lying ..but its okay there’s soo much things that i can live for..I don’t if that makes sense to you..and I’m sorry for everything but i will not suffer anymore i will let anything happen or be and i will accept it as it is.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If i judges people or do anything bad i will accept that or thought anything crazy i will accept it it doesn’t matter after all

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If anything of this made you disappointed?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Is*

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo happy that i still have your friendship and I promise i will try my best keeping it forever cause you are soo beautiful my dear frined ..i’m here for you anytime you feel comfortable to talk..thank you soo much❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not bad.but it’s really a busy time i started a work with my friend and it takes all of my time

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What kind of job is it?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We are willing to make a art space we called it room art space..as an caffe and underground musicians can come and play their music and we will make some activities like kareoke nights and open mic nights

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We have a space to do it but we want to have a business licenses ..i dont know in the us there’s such a thing or not?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That sounds neat! I do think we have business licenses in the US.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If we mad it i wi beeeeee richhhhh maaannnnnnnn ( im kidding???) it’s soo small

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We are singing if i were a rich mab with a million or two??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m a devil my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omg I’m not a human

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Hey my friend. I’m really sorry I haven’t been good about responding. I love you very much and I’m still here for you. What’s going on?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i spent years of my life having sex with my gender like animal..in church and in bathroom of church

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can you imagine how bad is this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And I don’t really feel anything I don’t know how

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How could i feel normal or good or like anybody

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand how you feel because I’ve felt the same way about myself. The fact that you care that you’re not feeling anything is good. A lot of people wouldn’t care. But I believe you really are sorry for things you’ve done wrong because I know how much this has torn you up.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i’m bad no good person will do this disgusting things..if only you know the people around me and how good they are you will feel that someone like me can’t stay with them or be loved by them ir love yhem

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand what it’s like not feel sorry for something and not understand why you don’t feel anything. While I believe that it is good to feel something, I also believe that the fact that you care that you’re not feeling anything is good. A lot of people wouldn’t care. But I believe you really are sorry for things you’ve done wrong because I know how much this has torn you up.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry, I had to rewrite that. I didn’t think it made said what I was trying to say the first time.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know I wouldn’t feel that way even if I did know them. The fact that you want to be better is enough for me. Please try to remember that life isn’t about being a good person who has never made big mistakes. We all make big mistakes. Life is about learning from your mistakes and continually striving to be better.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you really see me as anybody?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Just tell me the truth

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Im sad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know what to do

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorry

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome my friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re very important to me Peter.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I can’t understand anything in this world

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And my head really will explode

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too Peter. I’m sorry you’re struggling. What is troubling you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I cant understand am i good or bad ..or went through raugh time I can’t understand why i have bad thoughts or bad nature and numbness and judging people and say bad things i dont know why or anything and I cannot help it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How is your job going?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We can’t get these licenses .. and we have no money to soundproof the place.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really don’t know I’m okay good to hear that you’re good I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Im so sad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friends treats me so bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know why

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Every relationship i have with everyone is falling apart

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Just i have nothing in my life just thinking horrible and I’m soo alone .when i be in home alone i feel sad ad when i go with my friends they treats me bad with no respect..and that makes me sadder because i have bad things and it will be good if i have friends to lean on you know..and i used to feel them love me and respect me and see me as unique one..soo this makes me sad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know how to handle anything

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry Peter. No one should ever treat you like that.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much my friend if I don’t have you i think i will be miserable

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please talk to me if you want about anything..i will try my best to hear you and make you comfortable..i will be sooo happy if you are always okay and happy you deserve more than w

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Happiness

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omg i freaked out you tricked meeeee???

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh sorry! I wasn’t trying to trick you! ?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No its sooo funnnyyy?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We don’t have squarles in egypt ..they are cute right?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah kind of. They’re in the rodent family, but they’re cute for being a rodent.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss i like the way they eat?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I adore cows

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

https://nuscimag.com/simple-squirrels-or-physics-prodigies-69e6b2ebd70c

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It doesn’t open

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

@peterateff It’s a picture of a squirrel. Sorry.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I tried soo hard to be a vegetarian but I failed?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Where do you live in the us?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love cows soo much and dogs ..I’m not a cat guy?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I like dogs too. I used to have one.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay my friend❤️❤️ You know that the us is a dream for millions of people

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I mean do citizens of the us aware of that?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes we’re aware of that.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t really know..but if you walk in the street and asked any person where in the world you wanna live 99% will say the us..I don’t really know why but believe me arab countries have soo many bad things that you don’t hear or know about

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And have good things either

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But living in a place like the us it’s safe to tell your opinion honestly and to be different..i mean if you are a gay here you will probably be hated by everyone .. also if you are an atheist..you could be beated in the street for being gay..there is soo maby poor people here

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Girls are not as safe as in the us ..there’s a lot of insulting and things like that

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

There’s places here were people have nothing to eat and they are drinking dirty water

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Here wither the person is so wealthy or soo poor ..there is a lot of money but with some people

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve heard about that. Homosexuality is wrong but no one should ever treat anyone like that. And as a woman I’d be scared to travel to an Arabic country. I know not everyone is that way, but I’d be scared.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes not everyone there’s a lot of good people here how will defend girls or protect them..egypt is a beautiful and have soo many beautiful things in the people

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But many bad things too

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you ever wanted to leave America?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish i go to disneyland

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve never been to Disneyland.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I heared it soo much fun there

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m gonna sleep now my friend❤️ Thank you for being here talking to me I love you❤️ Goodnight❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend I miss you soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay how are you?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That greattttt❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I loveee youuuu you’re are so more beautiful when you are happy i know that?❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are beautiful anyway i meant more m?❤️( just wondered if i said it wrong?)

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My. Friend you know a way to gain weight ? I want to gain some weight and i cant eat well

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you’re having trouble eating. I’m not really sure of how you can put weight on. Is there a time of day when you feel like you can eat more?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you strugle with this too..i think my main issue is sleeping too late and wake up too late so I don’t have breakfast and feel that my stomach don’t want to eat if I don’t have breakfast soo the day pass and i eat one meal

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry, I deleted that post.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sometimes you can be hungry and not feel it. Have you tried eating something small anyways?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No it’s totally fine my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know i feel like if i eat anything i will be uncomfortable or something? ..my health overall sucks i don’t run or olay any sport just laying in bed?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you think it would help if you drank a smoothie or a protein shake?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will try this it sounds good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope you will always be good and happy . I love you soo much.i’m soo sorry for any mistake I’ve made

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No no ..i meant any thing wrong i did in my life

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish you all forgive me too

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you. But i’m always feeling that i should be good for you all I should be good to be your friend and to be a good son and a friend..my mistakes will broke my parents heart sara’s heart and anybody how have seen me as good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorry that I’m talking these things while you are happy

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Your words really makes me feel better but I don’t know wither i care or not

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish i was normal

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will hug you and everybody without feeling like i don’t deserve this hug

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hate it when somebody says something nice to me and i feel that it’s hurting me instead of makes me feel good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I know we have talked alot and you have nothing else to do but i really cant les these mistakes go I can’t stop comparing myself to others

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Oh please my friend forget about this❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s going to be okay Peter. I know you care. If you didn’t you and I would have never become friends last year.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know you can let these mistakes go. It may take a while, but I know you can. You’ve come so far already. I’m not giving up on you. Please don’t give up on yourself.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You are normal. Actually you care more than a lot of people do and I know that.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Just pray for me you beautiful ladddyyy❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We will cancel it?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We can’t have these licenses

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry to hear that.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Will you look for another job now?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No,there is something in my culture probably you will not be familiar with...the Majority if people here keep taking money from their parents till they finsh colleage and find a job and stay in the same house..i heared that in the us that when you reach 18 your parents stop give you money and you will live my yourself

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yessss that’s interesting I’m sorry I replied soo slow

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish i can work in the music industry

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you know yanni?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If you don’t like the beginning you could forward a little it have different types of music

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Its hour and half

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

So you will probably cant listen to it now

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Oh no i will be so shy?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Please do

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Okay i will?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I won’t make you if you’ll be too uncomfortable.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I mean sorry if that make you uncomfortable i will not talk about you i meant you are soo beautiful too❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

When she loves a guy i will be so disparate?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it’s okay this is how it should be

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Did she leave you Peter?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know she is my first love i was in boys school and have no contacts with girls?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

She never loved me this way

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I told her before that i love her but she told me that she don’t she loves me as a friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And I don’t wanna lose her so I pretended that it’s okay

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry Peter.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No mu friend it’s okay it’s meant to be this way.. i don’t really deserve to be with someone like her you know it’s meant to be this way

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t think it matters what anyone deserves if two people love each other.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes you are probably right

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But how knows maybe it’s for the best

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And it’s okay I’m not romantic anyway i was just lying to you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Who knows, you said you aren’t funny and you are. Maybe you really are romantic ?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You got me my friend?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

So tell me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omg!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Is this meanning that i’m funny in the us !

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Like I’m not funny here!?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

So is it possible

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Well sometimes we see ourselves differently than we actually are.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s what I meant when I said you might be romantic.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Oh i love the us it gives my so much privileges

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If i’m cute in the us so i must have this green card

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Why do so many people want to live in America?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you know is it’s soo soooo soo hard to go to your country something it makes me angry it’s soo soo hard?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Because it has a lot of opportunity in work and in the quality of living. It is a democratic government.and its the strongest country in the world

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What do Egyptians normally think of Americans?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And in addition boring people are actually cool there?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What do you mean by boring?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I was joking like I’m boring and you said that I’m funny?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

@peterateff I see ?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

@peterateff Is this a bad thing to say?? I was joking like you see me as funny

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

When we talk about countries we should differentiate between politics m,governments and people..Egyptian might not agreeing with some of the political discussion the is takes in the world ( not a lot of things) but we love the people we see them as kind people and well educated accepting people

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s nice to know that we’re seen well.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess a lot of people don’t differentiate and that’s a big mistake

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Did you as Americans relize that you’re the strongest country?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe so.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What kind of government does Egypt have?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess you are one of the strongest and i know that Americans loves their country so much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We have a president he was a military leadership

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We have a big revelation in 2011

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

We have a president too but not a military leadership. I’ve heard about the revolution but I don’t know much about it.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it’s soo expensive here

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo fun talking to you Am i talkingr too much??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You can anytime tell me that you are not free now for talk it’s okay

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We have a tradition dish called fesekh i love it if you smell it you will probably never talk to me again?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not a huge soda drinker but I do love chocolate and cheesecakes too. You’re really not talking too much, but if you need to stop it’s okay.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No I don’t want to I’m having soo much fun

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

@peterateff Me too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What is it made out of?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omg I’m soo scared to tell you but i will you will hate me? Look..it’s a raw fish dipped in salet for like few months in a wood barrel ( it have a way I don’t know exactly) but it’s salted fish that smells sooo bad but tastes soo good and it’s the most unhealthy thing you can ever eat?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Google it?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I just did

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

@Catlady And??

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

@peterateff I didn’t look too hard, but the thought of eating tripe grossed me out more.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Or no you will be disgusted but believe me it taste good?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please tell me we still friends?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But we dont eat the whole of it we just take the meat inside

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes we’re still friends. The salt must change the flavor of the meat inside.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess I don’t eat the tripe?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Me neither ?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I tried soo hatd to be a vegetarian

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it’s really hard especially here no companies makes a specific food for vegetarians

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Why did you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Why did i wanted to be a vegetarian?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Because i love animals sooo much and sometimes the idea of killing them or something makes me sad?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I see.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yessssss right

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I bet you don’t know which animals I love ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Have you ever been to the pyramids?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yessss

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love them they are really cool

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You reminded me of something happened the day i went to the pyramids...we have a sea in Egypt and I went to it the same day I went to the pyramid that was soo long time a go i was a little kid..and someone is renting a jetski so i rented it and I drive it through the sea and suddenly i lost sight of the shore and I don’t know the way back

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I stopped the engine and stared to cry?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That sounds so scary!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i was terffied inwas sooo young at the time

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i waited in the middle of the sea for like an hour and when I’m late they called someone to look at me and they came and took me?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Before I learned how to drive I had a dream where I was driving on the Interstate and either didn’t know where I could turn around or something.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That story reminded me of that dream.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i know that fear mee too!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Unfortunately I will sleep?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It was a really bad day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I get Lost while driving

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And it was dark

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry to hear that! That sounds scary!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesssssss it was terrifying..i stopped the car and cried??...our highways is not safe ..it’s not hard to be rubbed their or killed

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Soo I don’t know what to do or where I’m going and I can’t stop and there was noone i can ask

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And the gps is not updated to this new highways

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I stopped at point and my brother came to me ..

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How is college going?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I end tge first semester and the result doesn’t appeared yet .. but I don’t like the people there

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i made no friends i stay alone when I’m there

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank god you’re good I’m not good I’m soo sad

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry Peter. What is troubling you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My bestfriend’s brother is sooo nice to me he saw me in and how he came to me with a face full of love and smile ..and how he told mee i feel that you are sad please tell me and i will be with you and i love you..he is soooooo nice and loving to me and i think thos of his dead brother and mother...my mom loves me soo much when i was in a bad situation yesterday day she cried she said that she loves me soo much and i’m everything to her..and i think that of her i dont know how i fo this things I’m really lost

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friends have a good life ..bulging themselves..love and have fun ..have a healthy happy relationships what the fuch am i living

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry my friend. I still believe that this is a temporary struggle and that you will move through this. I’m happy that you have a friend who cares when you’re sad and I believe that your mother will love you no matter what your thoughts are. And that’s okay. A mother’s love isn’t earned. She loves you because you’re her child and she loves everything good about you. None of your bad thoughts take away from the things about you that people love.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But what he knows how i think of his brother and mother

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

The things that they love me for means nothing if they knew these things!! It’s his dead brother and mother

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s bad

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

He doesn’t need to know especially because you don’t like or want these thoughts. And the good things they love you for are untainted by your thoughts.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry what is untainted means

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend that’s bad he i will broke their heart

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And I do know what is that

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend that’s soo bad I can’t imagine how he will react he loves me and I don’t know what is that

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish i never think of that

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish i have a normal life like my friends i really cant do anything or have any relationship or good dahs

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Days

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Untained means untouched or unsoiled. Your thoughts don’t ruin what is good about you. Your friend doesn’t need to know about your thoughts. You don’t like or want them.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Even if it’s abou them?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

They will be mad and broken

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much I’m so sorry

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay Peter. They really don’t have to know.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How could all of this don’t make you see me less of a person

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Don’t ever leave me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Don’t ever i know I’m soo stupid and I’m sorry

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh good. I wouldn’t want to offend you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I had a long tough day i will sleep..please if anytime you wanted to talk i will be more than happy to hear you because i really love you god bless all your days

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorry my dear friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i just will end this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m an ugly human that don’t deserve to be a human

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry you’re hurting Peter. Would you like to talk about what is troubling you right now?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I can’t talk and I don’t know what to do

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m right here with you my dear friend. You’re very important to me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you very much Peter and I would be very upset if I didn’t have you in my life anymore.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What should i do should i sleep or go in the street or what now

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Please go to the hospital.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you .dont worry about me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh good Peter. That’s so good. Would you like to talk about anything?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes i miss you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How is your aunt?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo want to travel

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy to hear she’s doing better. Are you still going to Greece with her?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess in the summer but i really want to go the the us of Australia

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What do you like about Australia?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m little sad..i love you soo soo much and thank you for everything and I’m soo sorry❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If i traveled to the us . And i worked in a restaurant or anything that doesn’t need college degree ..could i have the money to live in a small house and to eat and attend a college?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Or it will me impossible to afford all of that by my job?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Well, it would depend on your job. There are plenty of people who work and attend college. The key would be to find affordable housing and a job that pays well enough. I don’t have a college degree, but I make almost as much money as some people who do have a degree.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

So it’s not important to have a degree right?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I mean i can forget about college and work and gain money and live without a degree

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If the college will be overwhelming and take money and time

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know exactly why i want to travel ..but being here with my family thinking bad about them..and being here with my friends and the big change in their love for me...I don’t know i feel in a new place it might be better and my brain gets better I don’t know but being here i feel like I’m toxic to my parents

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you feel like traveling will be good thing for me and cab help me?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes my friend❤️ I wish i can travel You don’t know how it’s hard to fo there

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s sooo hard to take the visa

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What is the visa?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes you are right it’s soo big and important disicion

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

A visa is an official document that allows the bearer to legally enter a foreign country. The visa is usually stamped or glued into the bearer's passport.( I copied it from google i cant explain this well in English?)

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thats okay ?. That’s what I thought it was.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

A big barrier in traveling is english..I’m really abd in taking and in movies good english people make fun of other bad accents and I don’t want someone to make fun of me??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Reallu bad in talking*

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah people will do that, but not if they’re nice enough. Do I confuse you a lot with my English?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noo you never did that❤️ I have problem in the R letter? Because we spell r soo different from english so it’s soo hard to me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Mexicans pronounce the r differently than we do and so do the British.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i heared that the irish accent is the most hard

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There’s different accents within the US too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I study here in an American university

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s from gorgia state I heared that it’s not a good place in the us?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Really? Which one?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve never been there. Some states are definitely safer than others.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We have all your snacks here

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Am i talking too much??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yessssss me have cheetos puffs❤️❤️❤️❤️ I don’t know if it’s a good or bad thins for you to remind me while eating reeses but i hope you find it good and enjoy it and bee proud of your country’s brands?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We have doritos too but i think different flavors

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Sweet chilly pepper

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Pray for me i could travel.. i belive in when someone beautiful prays for you it could happen

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Im sad and I’m really need and tying to travel these days

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. I’m sorry you’re sad. Would you like to talk?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m just soo alone here

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

All days are alike

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Where are you trying to travel to? You’ve mentioned more than one country.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Australia or the us

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really want to travel but there’s so many hard decisions ..like should i stop studying or should i finsh my university yhen travel or what

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wanna talk to you about something

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome. What would you like to talk about?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Lately I’ve been posting some posts like if anyone is sad please reach out to me i will not judge i will understand and actually some people i talked to them i know that they are sad and I’m trying to help them..but i feel sometimes that I’m doing that just because i want to feel good aboua myself..like ihave been feeling that I’m a bad man and i want to prove myself wrong

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And that’s make me feel like fake or something

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

If you’re worried about why you’re doing it, I think you should focus on looking at it a different way and really try to do it to help them. Thinking about how much you love it when someone tries to help you when you’re sad may help. I think what you’re doing is good and I think you should keep doing it.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I guess you are right

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

So sad

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here for you Peter.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love hou too but I’m a crazy devil

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please belive me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe that you have made mistakes, but I know you aren’t a devil. You are a beautiful human being who is struggling. I know you’re sorry for what you’ve done wrong even if you don’t feel that that’s true. It’s why you’re so sad. I love you and I’m not giving up on you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s not about what i did in the past ..it’s about everyday

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand. But I still believe that you’re not a devil because you’re troubled by these things.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry but i think that I’m not troubled by it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Why do you think you’re not troubled by it?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Because a lot of times i will let them pass and go sing or joke as of nothing happened

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thenwhat..if i felt soo bad then what what should i doo and what is wring with me I don’t choose to be this bad ..I don’t grt hod

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

God

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t get him..he told us that we have to choose the ways the right or wrong i have no freedom to choose

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think the fact that you care about being sorry is good. It would probably be good if you felt sorry in the moment you did something wrong, but I know you’re troubled by these things now and that is more than a lot of people have. Many people don’t care.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

If you don’t mind me asking, what are the things you do that you feel you don’t have control over?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My mind my thoughts. The non random intrusive ocd thoughts.. my nature my heart and all of this make me do bad things

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you saying these thoughts are unwanted and that you can’t control them and that they are not random?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry if I’m asking you to repeat yourself.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i dont want to think of them but i do and they are not random but i still think of them and. They are jokes sometimes so i feel that they are wanted but after that i think that this is bad and I should not think like that

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you have these thoughts all the time or a lot of the time?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m just trying to better understand.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay I’m feel comfortable talking

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you mean all the times like all day long or what

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah all day long

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No..

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But in some situations it must come

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know you’re probably tired of hearing me say this, but you really may have OCD. Even if you don’t, I still love you very much and accept you. I think certain situations might be triggering them. Also, I do not believe God holds us accountable for OCD thoughts. He knows we don’t choose them and that we don’t want them.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What is ocd really

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Ocd doesn’t came as bad jokes

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Or judging or all of these

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much too but i gave up

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Nothing really matters anymore

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter, OCD can come as jokes and judgmental thoughts. It can be any type of bad thought.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you too and I’m soo soo sorry

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How much does ocd thoughts came in a day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

These words means the world to me but i really feal that I don’t deserve it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It all depends on how severe your OCD is.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If it’s not really bad how often does it came

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much my dear friend that helps so much i make these world better for me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It may only come up in certain situations. You’re very welcome my dear friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But not all day like I’m obsessed a large time and hours in the thoughts?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That may still be OCD.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Why god accept to be mental illnesses and diseases in general

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry, are you asking why God allows them?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes..I’m sorry i put it in wrong way

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s okay ❤️ It’s hard to understand why a loving God would allow them to happen, but He didn’t start them. When Adam and Eve sinned it brought down death and illness on the world. It came from a separation from God, not God Himself. So humanity has these things and people will continue to have them until we are in heaven. I believe God allows these things to happen to us for His purpose. I think He is using this to draw you closer to Him.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sad

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry Peter. Would you like to talk about it?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry i cant talk..please know how beautiful you are and be happy

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Ok. We don’t have to talk if you don’t want to. Are you thinking about suicide?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I was joking with my mom and brother we are happy and having soo much fun i was happy till a sexual thought came as a joke to my mother and i stoped joking with them

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish i was like my brother he is very good man and successful he is sooo beautiful

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend I’m soo sorry fo not responding fast

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can we talk?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for your kind words❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Tell me how everything going

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s soo good❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t really know what to say you must have been bored of hearing that I’m sad?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How is school going?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hate it?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it’s going okay

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you hate it. Are you still studying business?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess business

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

When i was a kid i wished that I will become an astronaut

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love the space

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

There’s a quote that i really like when i see my problems is soo big and heavy it’s by an astronaut.” Sometimes you have to go up really high to understand how small yo really are”

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess my dear friend i adore stars

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess it is❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess it is❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

watch the live q&a it could be good and useful

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I closed it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not really in a place where I can watch it but I think they’re mainly covering things I learned about a while ago so I shouldn’t be missing too much.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay my friend. How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not good but i woked up missing you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I want to go to the beach sooo bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But No beaches in cairo

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you love to swim

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I love to swim

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

In the red sea in egypt there’s soo many fishes and colorful things you can soo in the sea and soo different kinds of fishes i love to go there with a sea glases and swim there

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That sounds so fun!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it’s sooo expensive to go to a hotel for 4 days it costs 10 thousand Egyptian pounds and that’s soo expensive

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will full up my banio instead?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Wow that is really expensive ?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

When i get lost in the sea actually the main thing that bother me that i spend such money for nothing not that I will never be found?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you like biking?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yessss i dooo sooo much i love my bike i ride it almost every day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish i travel

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo hard

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Biking sucks here we have no lanes or anything?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I want to talk you about something but I’m ashamed

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo tired and this is soo bad day

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry to hear that. What happened?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sad and i’m crying

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here my dear friend. What’s wrong?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend.. I’m a pure devil i don’t deserve life or love ir acceptance or anything orrrrrr anyyyyyy littlleeeee thing

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s going to be okay Peter. You’ve had a really bad day but you’re going to get through this.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you and I’m here for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m afraid to trigger you with these thoughts

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I saw what you wrote and I wasn’t triggered by it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Please tell me anything you want to.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s what happened insaw a commercial about an non profit hospital that makes heart surgery for the poor babies

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And there’s was secens of them in this commercial

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

This is bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

So bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish I’m anyone else but meeee anyyonnneee

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

They don’t stuck it came and went

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry Peter. I do think these thoughts are OCD and not you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But me not letting go that a thought like this came is the problem

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It can still be OCD.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And if it’s not ocd!!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Even if you’re intentionally thinking these things it doesn’t mean that you actually want to do sexual things with babies. And I really do believe it’s OCD.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i reallu belive that I don’t want to do this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorry

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You don’t have to be sorry if it’s OCD and I believe that it is OCD.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I believe that it’s not ocd ..but it’s not why what I want..it’s just thoughts that I will never do or want to do but but i think of them

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I Love you soo much and i need to say sorry to you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Why do you believe it’s not OCD? I love you so much too. Why do you think you need to apologize to me?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Because I’m mot obsessed Because 10 days can pass without any bad thoughts or anything And because i have soo many thoughts cames as jokes and i could sometimes laugh and i feel like I’m bringing them

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know i feel that i let you down

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter, you have not let me down.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But I’m not as what you think if me.. I don’t have ocd i just think bad for unknown reason

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry for replying soo late.. I’m in the university all day long

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have a church camp today

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It will be 4 days

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not sure to go ..I’m afriad to get sad there

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it could be good

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay Peter, I understand. Do you normally get sad when you’re away from home for a few days?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss i do

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m in it now actually

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not bad but not happy

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re not bad, but I’m sorry you’re not happy. Would you like some company?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I remembered all the bad things i have done and think about

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it’s okay I’m not sad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Cab you help me with something?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Maybe. What is it?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I contacted a college in the us in the past and them i stopped didn’t responded to them suddenly and now i want ro reconnect with them so i will send an email to the one i was talking to

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can you see the email and tell me if there’s something wrong in my english?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Hi,Siyi Li my name is peter atef from Cairo,Egypt I contacted you before to fill the application and to know what’s the paper needed and the detailed information to attend your college But sorely i had a close relative passed away so I stopped my plans and procedures to study abroad ,but now if it’s possible i want to reconnect with you to begin the procedures and the papers to apply to Olympic College I hope we could begin the procedure soon. Thank you soo much.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I contacted her beforebut o stopped when my uncle passed away

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

So i want to send her an email now if she could do anything

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Me too .. what should i change in it!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You don’t think what!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess it would be great

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t think I’ve ever written a formal letter before.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hate anything formal.. even formal clothes.. I’m a cool man??

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If it’s anoying we can forget about it and talk about anything else?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s not annoying, but we can still talk about something else if you want and I can work on the letter later.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess send it to me whenever you finish it thankyou for helping me my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

So my dear friend you told me before that you want to attend medical school right?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s interesting!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Why did you choose to study sign language!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Because it’s so cool! You can talk with your hands!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss it’s actually soo cool!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Did you remember anything from it?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope you learn it my friend you will be soo good at it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I heared that Americans don’t love or they are uncomfortable to be so many foreigners in the country is that right??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Cause I don’t wanna bother anybody?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are soo welcome..yesss i wish i study psychology

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Some people are. It depends on the foreigners though.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You have the total right to be bothered by this..but unfortunately a lot placed i. The world is soo poor or unsafe or have woors soo the people their are searching for better life and saftey so they wanna travel ..but Americans have all the right to be bothered

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Of course, some people are just mean and that’s enough of a reason for them to not like foreigners. But I think that for other Americans it’s because a lot of foreigners come illegally.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes it’s a bad thing I’m sorry about it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I promise you if god let me travel i will not stay illegally

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What are you doing at camp?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We should sleep now the days ends..but we tomorrow will have some studies in the bible and we talke to each other and make new friends and olay games

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That sounds fun. I’ll let you sleep.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Nooo we are at the rooms but i will not sleep now

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Ok. I’m sorry, do you want to study psychology or phycology? I thought you said phycology before, but you said psychology today.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I want to study psychology and to be a psychiatrist

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If i said phycology before then it mut be the auto dictionary?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you play any instruments other than drums?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss kajon

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Little bit dejembe

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But mainly drums

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much my friend i lovee music I’m not one of the best but it’s okay i love it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will slee now my friend wish me luck tomorrow I love you soo much my dear friend Goodnight❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay..I’m fine my friend how are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay. Are you enjoying camp?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Not really but it’s better than hme

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Home

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you finding encouragement there?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo lonely here but i feel that I’m away from ome and thoughts about my parents and these stuff

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand. I’m sorry you’re lonely. Would you like some company?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My mobile wont charge i dont know what’s wrong with it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Uh-oh. I hope you get it worked out. I understand if we can’t talk.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

By the way, I know I already apologized, but I really am sorry I didn’t respond right off. I told you I’d be here for you the whole time you were away and I took forever replying.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t deserve all of this love and kindness❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Peter. I’m glad I’ve been able to help ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo ill and afriad of this Coronavirus thing

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Inlove you soo much too❤️ Yes it came to egypt

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo ill

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry Peter. Did you get sick at camp?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo ill and have a fever

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m scary

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re feeling better. Why do you think you’re scary?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Cause I’m...

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can i send you a name of a song and you listen to it?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s called “ daddy” by coldplay

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I liked it. It’s sad, but the music is beautiful.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love Coldplay

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you love them or know them before?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please say no soo i could send you alot of their songs?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

They aren’t always sad

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

But maybe you’ve heard some that I haven’t.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

They have a song called champion of the world i love it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t understand some words of it but it’s beautiful

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you doing my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Me too i missed you soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You can listen to this song i think it’s about hope or not giving up

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s make me happy?? Please listen to champion of the world

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess please listen to it and tell me am I right about and the song is really about not giving up or not

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry I took so long. It does seem to be about not giving up.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much I’m no excited to see it I’m sorry for responding soo late it was a realyy hard day im soo ill

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too. I’m sorry you’re still ill.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

it’s okay it is probably a cold

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Have you gotten any better?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No worse?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope you’re taking good care of yourself.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i’m used to it..everytime i have a cold it begins good and became worse by the time until it fades

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will tell you what the university said but it will take some time to full the application and the papers needed oray for me❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you applying for business or psychology or something else?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will apply for business because it will be soo hard for me to shift waht i’m studying

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That makes sense.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

When are you hoping to start?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hoping to start in September this year

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really need to sleep because i have an quiz tomorrow but inreally cant

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand. I actually need sleep too ?. I’ve been working at an additional job lately so I’ve been more tired. Sleep well my dear friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No noo!! I didn’t meant because of you!!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I meant beacause of the cold

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i have a headache so I can’t sleep!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If you need to rest my friend go have some sleep❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No I understand. I knew you weren’t just trying to get rid of me.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But I didn’t meant that I can’t sleeo because we are talking i meant because I’m soo ill and cant sleep beacuse of the headache

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will never try to get rid of you! I’m always happy talking to you And if anytime i want to sleep or not to tlak i will say it to you we are friends

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s really okay. I understand. Headaches are awful. I have one now too ?. I’m tired and dehydrated.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Oh I’m sorry to hear that Good luck with your new joob my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Go and have some rest

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Job*

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you, but the job will actually be over soon. It’s just the nature of this type of job.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really wish that i have a job

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Inreally hate college

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you hate college. I will definitely work while I’m in college if I decide to go.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess thankyou soo muchhh❤️ But actually I don’t know siyi li is a mr or miss???

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you have any particular job in mind?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish i take drumming as a job and a career but it’s not that easy

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

@peterateff Yeah unfortunately it’s not that easy.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I didn’t know that either! ????

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo hatd to tell?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s why I didn’t know what to use.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m hoping to become a caregiver soon, but I don’t know if it will work out.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can i ask you a question?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sure

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Have you ever fall in love?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If you are not comofortable i can ask question i have another one?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No I’ve never fallen in love.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Probably me too

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t kmow what that feeling for sara is called but probably it’s not love

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can i ask the other question??

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sure

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you see yourself different from the other people you know? Like i see you soo different and unique like you care soo much you want a job that not many people want,like I don’t know what exactly but i see that you are different from the others and that’s a beautiful thing Do you feel the same way about yourself

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Wow tv reflect american’s lifestyle soo incorrectly

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Why do you say that?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry if that will bother you but what media reflects that teens in the us are partying and drinking and dancing all time Or doesn’t really care this much about god and morals But it seems that the reality is soo different

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No that’s pretty accurate.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

But that’s not me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I dance, but I’m not into drinking and partying.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m actually not even a teen anymore ?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I never went there and since i was yound i’ve been told that American’s culture is soo different from us and soo open and free soo i imagined wrong things have nothing to do with the reality and I’m soo sorry that i did tgat

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We here are not allowed to do anything actually?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know here it’s soo soo hard to a unvirgin girl to get married And they put sooo much shame on any girl that have sex before marriage in some cases her parents could leave her if they know

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Some people ( not too many) don’t allow thier daughters to talk to boys

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Even if she is 25 or above till she get married

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I feel like here there’s soo many cultures in the same city..like soo many different mentalies

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Some people here( few people ) are saying that they shoud not congrat chritians in their holidays!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

There’s soo many bad things

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But also there’s soo many good things

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will miss egypt if i left

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah the culture here is pretty promiscuous. Teen sex is huge and I think most people here lose their virginity before marriage.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess I completely agree

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

We dress quite differently too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noooo!!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please we dont wear arabian clothes!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No don’t think this of us i hate aribian clothes?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I meant modesty.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We have zara and gucci and all of this brands too we wear jeans and tshirt not jalabiya

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Ohh I’m sorry?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t understand what is modesty

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Egyptians are more modest because Americans show a lot more skin.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know but tge cool think in the us that you can accept each other despite of all of this differences

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry I didn’t give a better definition of modesty. Yeah, but some people are defintely more accepting than others.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No it’s ikay i got it One of the reasons why i hate college because i look soo young to be in a college and i look soo younger than the other guys??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Anyone sees me he must tell me that i’m like 17 years old ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s funny, I look a lot younger than I am too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hateee thaaattttt?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will grow a mustache and get them all

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Me too

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Don’t rush it Peter, someday you’ll want to look younger than you are ?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess you are right I will accept it?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

In America, you have to be 21 to drink alcohol. People are going to be so surprised when I buy a drink and show them my ID ?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s soo funny? The security of the college thought that i have a fake id?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But I thought you have to be 18 not 21!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Like if i go to any supermarket they won’t let me buy it till I’m 21?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

They really thought that? Don’t they know that not everyone looks their age? You have to be 21 in the US.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I seem like too young to Be in a college?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah, you can’t even buy a bottle of wine.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Here you can get anything even if you are 10?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Wow

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s legal if you are 21 but you can get it anyway

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I only like beer

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How old do you have to be to actually drink it?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

The legal age 21 but all younger people can get anything and drink it without any issues

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What about the age of majority? Here it’s 18.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess here too it’s 18!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How old do you have to be to get your driver’s license?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

18!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Usually 16 or older. It depends on the state.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dar went to the us before he loved it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Dad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m still living with mu parents i heard that this is soo uncommon in the us?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s great! Where did he go?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I definitely will be happy if I visited it.. i wish oneday

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No, that’s actually really common here.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Really!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He went to new york! He told be that people there are really always busy

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

New York City?!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There’s also a state called New York.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Is he visit the city or the state?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

*Did

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No new york city! This is the first time i know that there’s another state called new york!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve been to both. I’ve been to a lot of different states throughout the country.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s soo cool you don’t know how cool this is for me you will never imagine because i really want to go there?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hate cold weather please dont tell me there is cold!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It depends on where you live. Some places are warm all year but others have all four seasons. It’s a huge country and there’s so many different climates.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If i came where should I begin to play music like where i go to search for work in music

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

In egypt it never snow

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not sure where you could go. I’ve never really considered it. I don’t really like winter.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Me tooo i love summer soo much but i miss ranning i love it when it rains

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Depending on where you go there will be rain. Other places are desert.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My father’s dream is to live in a country side and have a cow and a horse?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s really nice. In the US or Egypt?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

In egypt but it’s really expensive here to take a place in the country

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think it’s the opposite here.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i heard that the country side is less expensive that cities

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will pray to travel and if it comes i will be so happy

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And I promise you that i will not be an annoying foreigner?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will probably wont be able to travel and that makes me angry i get too excited for that

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry this is hard for you. But you never know. Someday you may be able to travel.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo hard and the coronaviruis made it more harder because tgey are afraid to let anyone travel

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah I can understand that and it’s already in the US. Hopefully it’ll be over soon.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope it ends soon

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m lost

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry my friend. What’s going on?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m a very werid bad person

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, whatever this is you’re struggling with you can get through it. Would you like to talk about what is upsetting you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m weird soo weird and like a devil

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I dont know what to say

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I’m here if you want to talk, but I understand if you don’t know how to. Would you like me to stay with you for a while?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay. That job I was telling you about is done.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you still sick or are you feeling better?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m still sick but everytime i get a cold it last this long

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you will search for another one?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No I won’t. I was housesitting, which I’ve usually only done if someone I know is going away for a while and they need me to spend the night at their house and take care of their animals.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo afraid of this coronavirus

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Well I can’t say that you won’t get it, but I know the people it’s killing usually already have other health issues.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Even if you do have an underlying health issue, boosting your immune system will help you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m ill soo ill

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you worried you have the coronavirus?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What are your symptoms?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I had a cough and fever

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Well, that could be anything. Have you had difficulty breathing or a sore throat?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I dont know I cannot breath well because of my nose

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it happens everytime

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Okay good. Shortness of breath is a symptom of the coronavirus but I don’t believe it’s what you describe.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Have you considered getting tested for the coronavirus?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Its so hard to get ome here

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Hownare you ky friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How are you doing (other than being sick)?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m fine.. i felt tht i love myself but i felt after that i shouldn’t and i felt that it’s weird to love myself with al these horrible things?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess it’s reliefs me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i feel like i love myself

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know why ir it’s a good or a bad thing but i feel like i love myself

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes right

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Soo it’s okay to love myself?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

In a way, yes I believe it is.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What we can’t do is become so proud of ourselves that we allow the good things we’ve done make us forget about the bad or take those bad things lightly because we need Jesus for our sins.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But god already forgave me why should i still remember them

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Or not be proud of myself ( I’m talking about me just the idea of making mistakes and they are in the past why should we still remember them)

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No need to apologize my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But should i keep feeling that i love myself?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you my friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo lost

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I Had a real bad dream about my mother

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i woke up fine and didn’t care

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But what shoulf i do why i should cae

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I didn’t choose to dream that

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I cant do anything about it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But I don’t know i dont care about these dreams or thoughts

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m fine

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But lost

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sooo weird my friend my friends areeee sooooo far away from all of this they are soo different and god

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Good

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, I know you didn’t choose to dream that. Dreams are weird. A lot of times they’re based on what we think about, which may be why you dreamt this. But I know it wasn’t your intent to do so.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And why in don’t care

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really don’t care I’m fine

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And the horrible thought doesn’t bother mee anymore

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And I’m talking and joking with my mom as of nothing happens

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And I don’t know if this is right or wrong but inreally don’t care

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you see me any differently?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No, I don’t see you any differently. Everyone has bad thoughts, but not everyone cares about them. I know you said you don’t care, but you are troubled by that. I’m proud of you for caring about the fact that you don’t care.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sad soo sad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I called aara and taled her that I’m sad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

She told me that I’m soo beautiful

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

They don’t know anything

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What the hell is this

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here my dear friend. I know she doesn’t know, but she is right. You are beautiful.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not i wish but i’m not really

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s weird soo werid !

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know what to do and I’m feeling nothing

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

When i now think of suicide it’s soo cold like this either I don’t feel thing about it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What the wrong eith me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re going to get through this.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry, I don’t understand what you’re saying about suicide.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I mean in the past i was soo depressed and sad and when I’m think of suicide i feel that i care about my life But now i coldly think of it and i dont care

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

@peterateff Are you saying you think coldly about your life and don’t care about it?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

@Catlady Yess

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

All my lifeee!! All things are wrong The horrible things in the past the thoughts all of this why am i soo diffrent than people!!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What did i doo or want to be this man!!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you’re struggling right now. Are you thinking about committing suicide?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m really worried about you Peter.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No my friend I’m okay

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But I’m not beautiful and I don’t deserve anyone or anything

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy you’re okay.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Why I’m bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can you please tell me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You are very important to me. I love you so much.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What is wrong with ne

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you too more i love you and sarah and but. That killls me i love you but i feel I don’t deserve to love you or be with you or talk to you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And plus all of this i have sooo much pride ..imagine how all of this broke my pride

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend you know how weird i’am and how many horrible things I’ve done and think...i have a certain feeling that if sara made a small bad thing i will be soo sad and mad at her and i will couldn’t forgive her..i think that because ny friend loves a girl soo much and forgave her about i a thing that she have done..and he is a very good person and he forgave her ..i did all of these and i cant forgive!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here my dear friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Whyy I’m sooooo werid why I’m not what i want to be

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How could you bee what you want to be

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry, what do you mean?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I mean that i have a strong feeling that if sara or anyone i love made a mistake i wont be able to forgive him and be with him like it never happens..and that’s make me feel bad about my self..because i made horrible things how could i not forgive people of they did something bad..and i have a friend he is such a good guy and his girlfriend did something wrong and he forgave her completely..I cannot do that even if I’m sooo much sinner than he is

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Well, I will say that sometimes people think they’ll react a particular way in a certain situation, but they reality wouldn’t act that way at all. It’s possible that even if someone you love did something terribly wrong that you’d be able to forgive that person even if you don’t think you’d be able to now.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

But if you did struggle with forgiveness God can help you with it.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can you tell me why just I’m not the person i wanted to be

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I want to be kind loving forgiving have a clear mind and good thoughts..won’t judge anybody..love and have a big heart

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I didn’t choose to be the perosn I’m

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know we tought thag the evil one is who choose to be evil or wanted to

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But I didn’t

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Even in the past mistakes ..I was soo young I wasn’t muture enough

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not saying that I wasn’t mistaken but I reallly have not even thought about these things I don’t know where was my mind

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have mistakes

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i never choosed to be this person

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really wish to be as them

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Belive me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish to be someone good and loving..I don’t know why I’m who I’m..and I don’t know if this is fair or not..but i know that bad people are whose choose to be bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really don’t understand or know but it’s very complicated and I’m very different than people

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And even I continued in this bad mistakes till i was mature..yes I’m mistaken but what will you expect or wait from a boy that know this stuff since he was 8 or 9

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My phone is dying and i’m in my cousin’s home he have no iPhone charger

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope I didn’t bother you with my words

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope you forgive me even I cannot forgive

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m still sick but soo much better thank you for asking How are you?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry i replied sooo late He travel two hours ago but i had soo much fun with gim

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know that I’m not a monster right??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Cause i think about all the things i told you before and said wow how could you not see me as a monster

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorry

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I missed up again

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

If you’re apologizing for taking a while to get back to me, don’t worry about it. It’s okay❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And for missing up again

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry, I don’t know what you mean.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I mistaken again

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I made a mistake again

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you want to talk about it?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No i will be ashamed but i did a bad mistake and i was consuois and i know what I’m doing

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will.try soo hard not to do this again and i’m asking for forgiveness .. thankyou and I’m sorry❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Is the coronavirus getting better in Egypt?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Does coronavirius make people afraid in the us ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes. People are very scared.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

May god end it soon

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We here too are very very scared

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not okay but it’s fine

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay if you’re not okay. Would you like to talk about it or about anything?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know what to say i have soo bad throughs and really bad dark humor and when they came as jokes i feel that I like them

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you’re having these thoughts. Everyone gets them and they’re hard to keep from popping up. I think what matters is how you handle them when they come.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How to handle them right and what does they mean

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If they are not ocd

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

They mean you’re human. I believe it’d be good to try to think differently when these thoughts come. Remind yourself that the thoughts aren’t good and that you shouldn’t find them funny. Try to think differently about what you’re finding funny. Also, don’t forget to ask God for help with your thoughts. He’s there for you for whatever you struggle with.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I do my friend when they come i say what the hell i’m not supposed to think this way

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i feel that there’s something wrong with me thinking and joking this way

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s horrible soo horrible

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s about my dead best friend and my familt

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I took so long replying. I’m proud of you for trying to get rid of these thoughts. Do these thoughts ever get stronger as you’re trying to resist them?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay my friend no need for apologies No they don’t get stronger

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m fine my dear friend and you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What is the most important quality should be in anyone!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i think you are right

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And how to love

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And what is love

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Andd does some people are incapable of love

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

To love

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you worried that you’re not a loving person?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i’m not but I’m doung the most i can

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But people who can’t love what’s their faults

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m always uncomfortable with my friends and feeling that they are treating me bad I don’t know if that’s true or I’m over sensitive or something

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i never been comfortable

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Actually yesterday i get soo mad at one of my friends

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It will soo much sadder if you’re not around

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/DSTQRT8yISY

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

The last onee promiseeee?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend i’m such a bad drive?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Im worried everytime i make any small effort my temperature increases

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I’m not understanding. Are you saying you’re a bad driver and why are you afraid of your temperature going up?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Because of the coronaviurs one of tse symptoms is fever

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry, but are you really okay?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No how did you know

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Because sometimes when I ask you if you’re really okay you say you’re not.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i’m soo lost

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What’s wrong with me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend what is wrong there’s something wrong

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I saw a social experiment about someone bullis a dwarf.. and i feel like i would bully him or see him not as anyone everything bad and horrible i feel and think that inwould do it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sooo done with doubting who am i and who people are

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s sucks I don’t really know wither i’m goodnor abd

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Or my friends really love me and how they treat me I’m doubting everything

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But if this right it means that I’m really a horrible man!! That can do anything wrong and disgusting like this That thinks of his mother and his deadfriends and anyone sexually!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soooo losstt i really dont know what is this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Pray for me❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo soo soo much tooo and I’m more happy and thankful for you❤️ Thank you for every little thing❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omg it’s sooo beautiful i loveee ittt thankyou❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It sounds like it should be at the end of a really good movie.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Take care of yourself my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you thinking about suicide?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

These world really touched me❤️ I’m better my dearest friend I really wish you know how beautiful you really are i love you soo muc I said take care of yourself because i saw this patient with coronavirus and she is really tierd soo i worried about you going out I love you soo soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Words*

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Oh you made me cry by your sweetest words

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omg? that’s may sound cheesy but i have never seen anyone have a heart like you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Did you have any trouble to get food or groceries ?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Because here because of this virus it’s hard

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much i this will end soon hopefully

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope it get better by the time i’m soo happy you have no troubles❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Not really we don’t use toilet papers?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

People are buying toilet paper like CRAZY here!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We have a thing not used in the us

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

By the way, did you try any of those smoothies or protein shakes?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Actually here protein is very very bery expensive so I’m still very underweight?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry to hear that. Have you been able to eat more than one meal a day yet?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Not really i really love fruits sooo I’m eating fruit all dayyy I really love watermelons And a love apple with milk drink

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

So I’m living on them?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Am I talking too much?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo happy that I’m talking to you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You don’t know how much i love talking to you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m 54 kilos?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorryyyyyy??❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yessss one of the most things that make me afraid when i was planning to travel to the us that I can’t understand the weights???

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah I can understand that

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you familiar with any of the measurements, like length?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Not really?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I googled 54 kg to pounds and it’s about 119 pounds.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And that’s really underweight?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It sounds underweight to me, but I don’t know how tall you are. If you’re short you shouldn’t weigh as much as someone who’s tall. You don’t have to tell me how tall you are if you don’t want to

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No i really want to tell you but I don’t actually nowww??

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s okay! Do you know how tall you were a few years ago and have you grown a lot since then?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Around 169 cm

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m short too?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s about five feet and six and a half inches. You may have grown since then too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m average, but I feel short.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah you should probably weigh more, but I’m not sure.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i feel unhealthy

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

When i get a gough it last like for two week and i get soo tierd

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you get enough sleep or drink enough water?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No it’s actually now 4:17 Am here in Cairo so I don’t sleep well

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You know you don’t have to let me keep you up talking. I’m happy to let you sleep.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And you should make sure you’re drinking enough water too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noo my friend I can’t sleep i’m soo comfortable to sa to you that i want to sleep don’t worry about that

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not okay.. have a big fight with sara and she we will never talk again

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry Peter. That sounds so awful.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes but it’s okay it will be for our good anyway

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you think maybe she’ll change her mind and come back to you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No i don’t think so

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry my dear friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Has anyone answered your email to Olympic College yet?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noo they are closed because of the virus so they said when they open back they will contact me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I want to say something but I’m afraid it will make you uncomfortable

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I was wondering if the virus would have an impact on it. But I’m glad they said they’d get back to you. You can say it if you want, but I won’t pressure you to.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Sure it will it will be soo much harder that’s bad luck but it’s okay?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I found it sooo weird how a person like you that I don’t know for many years in another country helped me soo much listened to me and cared while the person i cared for the most i soent years trying to make her better while i was misreable i listened to her and i helped her i gave her what I don’t have didn’t do what you have done, didn’t cared and left

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You don’t know how much i cared for her how i hurted myslef for her i was talking to her all day trying to make her happy i did everything

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

When she said that she didn’t love me as i love her this way

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I was soo afraid to loose her soo I accepted to be friends and that’s hurts me but I didn’t want to loose her

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry Peter. As you know, I’ve never had been in love with anyone. But I did have a friend that I loved so much. She started treating me badly. I fought to keep her, but I lost her. It was awful.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorry❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I talked to an old friend he lives now in the us I talked to him about me comminng to the us he told me a lot of hard things that i should do it’s not a peace of cake like I imagined it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Well, no it’s not. But you can still come. What things was he talking about?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He was talking about work and if want to study

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And money and the expenses to live the papers the regulations

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Did he mean you’d have to have a job while you were in college?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess and the college is soo expensive and that I can’t effort living and studying out of my job

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you mean a job in the music industry?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No any job that can make me pau for living and studying

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’d have to live with someone, maybe with some roommates to help split the cost of living. You could also live on campus, but your student loan would probably be A LOT higher.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

In don’t think that they will give me a loan because I’m an international student

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah I don’t really know how that works?‍♀️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You still may be able to come.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes i hope

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay. How are you my dear friend?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for asking my dear friend❤️. I’ve been nervous because of the coronavirus and I’ve just felt different today. But I’m okay and I’ll get better❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are always welcome❤️ Don’t worry my dear friend just take care of yourself and all things will be just fine❤️ I love you soo much and it will get better❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Forgive me for all the things i have told you and know that in someway it wasn’t what i choose

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you mean the things you’ve done wrong?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Or do you mean simply telling me about them?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes and the thoughts and the judges and everything in all of this mess

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Did i overwhelmed you by telling you these thngs?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know my friend it’s so complicated

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I struggle with the same thing too my friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorry you struggling with this and it’s awful but you are so beautiful

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry it is a bad day and I’m vrying and cant talk

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry Peter! And I don’t think I asked how you were. Are you thinking abour committing suicide?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you feeling my dear friend?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay, and I really am okay. I’m glad you’re doing a little better. Would you like to talk about why you’re upset?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re okk❤️ my friend’s uncle died and all my friends gathered with him to be beside him and that’s reminds me when my bestfriend died and how they are horribly sad and I didn’t fekt anything and how they respect death and pepe and i think sexually of my dead bestfriend and his mother and all of this i see the difference between me and them I’m nothing like them..i did horrible things the most horrible you know them there’s no need to repeat them But tge idea that i made these most horrible and think these horrible and they are the most opposite make me feel bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I would love to

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have a really bad thought

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i told one friend about it and his reaction was soo bad

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry Peter.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay my dear friend i just don’t know what the hell is wrong with me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He is shocked like what im the world is this..and i told another friends and they shocked too

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You need help overcoming these thoughts.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What is these thoughts they are not ocd they are not obsessions tehy are not repetitive they are in any and every wah I don’t feel bad about them in many times

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thay are not icd I cannot belive they are

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i dont know what to do to stip them

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Can you tell me more about what happens why they come? Does something normally cause them? Like, are you angry when they come?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

After they came even if i feel bad or i feel nothing and pass them or try tell anybody to see how they will react ...and no nothing specific cause them they can come while watching tv while talking to friends any time, they came as jokes a lot of times while watching tv..

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

So do they come unexpectedly? Do these jokes come and then you find them funny or do you find something funny first and then the joke comes?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not judging you, I’m just trying to understand this better.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No My mid creat the joke even if there’s nothing funny my mind link word or link what I’m hearing in a bad way and creat them

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You see me differently

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome. I was getting a headache and I went to bed. I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you and made you worry that I see you differently.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hurt you and I’m sorry.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorry that you were tiered! Are you feeling better now? No you didn’t hurted me and you are not sorry my dearest friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry if i ever overwhelmed you by all of this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry if i ever overwhelmed you by all of this

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Pretty good. I went to work and ran some errands. How was your day?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m home all day in this quarantine? Watching friends this show really triggers me?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah there’s a lot of places here in the US where people are being told to avoid going out. Do you mean the American TV show friends?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes here too we have a lot of places ghag we shouldn’t go to Yess i love this shoe

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Show*

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t remember ever watching it, but I know people who have.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Im scared

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here with you. What’s wrong?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

The buildings in from of me was shouting in the balaconys and it’s 3am are shouting like they are in demonstration So my brother get out from the baacony and said what’s wrong it’s 3am and we want to sleep

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Our front building is a very very wealthy man ..and a big person in the country

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I think tomorrow will be a bad day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dad is a very good person and cant deal with these things you know

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you afraid your brother is going to get in trouble?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess probably we all will

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry. I’m going to pray for you all.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess they are weird ..they was screaming like crazy

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And here you can’t call the police for that and they are very wealthy and thugs

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What do you think will happen?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know he could come here or something and he is not Christian and I don’t know if it will become an religion problem

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i feel I’m overworring and maybe nothing will happen

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you too soo soo much and I’m sorry of i let you down yesterday I felt that i did And if these thoughts are really from me I promise i will do anything to stop them

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh that’s so good! Hopefully nothing will happen. You’re always welcome❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He came here but it passed

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m good my Friend how are you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m good. I’m sorry, but are you really good?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Please don’t ever think you can’t tell me how you’re really feeling❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m little sad about these things but it’s okay❤️ Thanks for asking I love you so so so so much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome and I love you too❤️. I’m sorry you’re sad. Would you like to talk about it? You never burden me with your feelings.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No my friend if i talked i will cry? I will try to sleep❤️ I hope you’re happy❤️ Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand❤️ I am happy my dear friend. I’m trying to find more ways to help you with your thoughts. I love you so so much. Sleep well. Goodnight❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/qwJj2EpC8vg

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think this is an extended version.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here now.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you like the song.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I reply slowly I’m in the studio we will record songs and prayers to out church

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will send them to you after we finish them

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I prayed yesterday..it’s been a long time since i standed and prayed

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And the thoughts came while I’m praying bad thoughts against god

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it much easier to het them out of my head!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And don’t know how but it’s easier

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you mean that the bad thoughts come when you pray but that as you continue to pray they go away?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss they keep comming but i feel stronger

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I know that god isn’t mad at me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Oneday i told my father if i think of you in a bad way would yoi forgive me? He told me yess definitely God loves me more than my father do and he will not be mad at me and he will forgive me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Should i forget these stuff while I’m happy??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If it’s not our intentions I don’t think he will be mad.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Well I think He does get upset, but I do agree that it’s probably different because He knows we weren’t trying to do anything wrong.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t think I’ve ever really thought about this before?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can you explain to me why! Like if I don’t want to and i cant control it..what is my fault

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

If He does get upset with us it actually shows that He’s even more forgiving because He still forgives us. That means He chooses to not being angry with or hurt by what we did.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t believe it’s a particular fault. I believe you’re human and we all have bad thoughts.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I have them too and I don’t mean my OCD.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t think there’s a single person on this planet that doesn’t have bad thoughts.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have them but X100 than all people

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I mean even bad thoughts that not caused by ocd is a sin? Or a bad thing

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Am i making you uncomfortable by these questions?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please if anytime I overwhelmed you or you’re not in a good mood to listen or anything don’t hisitsed to tell mee we are friends and i will never ever be mad for anything of this

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not sure if you do have them more than everyone else. I think maybe you’re just more aware of them.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think that God may be making your sins more obvious to you because He’s working on bringing you toward Him.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not sure if bad thoughts are sinful.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you okay?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i’m my dad dont feel good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

The time is 5:30 am and he woke up and can’t sleep

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I woll stay with him for a while

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really appreciate you wanting to be here for me but please do this without hurting yourself and if you felt anytime that you are hurting stop being here for me and i will always remember and love you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dad is soo sick my dear friend i wake up now amd he is not okay

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s sooo good to hear that you’re good❤️ I’m okay❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess my friend little in bad mood but it’s okay❤️ Are you really good?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I am. Would you like to talk? Would you like some music to cheer you up?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Please don’t ever feel like I’m pressuring you to talk. I just want you to know that I’m here if you’d like to talk.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You never did i love to talk to you and I’m not comfortable talking to anybody like I’m comfortable talking to you❤️ If you feel that because I reply slowly I’m soo sorry it’s just because the I internet is sooo bad here and no notifications appears

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

O coldplay

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s beautiful. Thank you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you ever went to Canada?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes, but I was really little and I don’t really remember it. I’m not even sure where in Canada I went?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Actually I may not have any memories of it at all. I was so little?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That was fun?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Is not was?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

When i’m planning to travel many people told me go to Canada

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Why do they say that?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Some people telling me that because the visa is much easier and some others told me health there is cheaper and studing

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know i should tell you these and i really love my country but my city is on the list of top 10 sad cities in the world

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s sad.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I dont want it to seem like a bad place or city there’s soo many good things here and good people trying to make their best to make it a better country

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s not unsafe either it’s a safe place..but i feel like I don’t belong her and i really want to travel...there’s noo much green areas here and if you wannaa be in a good place you must bee soo welathy..and I’m not soo it’s really not the best place to be and i need anything to chear me up a little you know..like take a walk in a nice place

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If it was possible to send you picture i would sended to you the view from my balcony

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But there is soo many good things here I don’t hate it i love it soo much but abroad will be better for me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Am i talking to much? Its just i really think of this a lot?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

God helps the whole world in this virus.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I was going to go back to New York City this year but we had to postpone our trip because of the virus. Now I don’t know when we’ll go.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes I’m hearing that nyc has so many cases

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can i tell you something but i hope i could explode it? The only thing that make me worry while talking to you is the difference in culture like i can say thing that is normal here to say but not for you you know what i mean?? So if i said anythin that sound uncomfortable to you please say it to me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

As an example.. i wanted to tell noo don’t goo to nyc and goo in a country and green place far from the city..it’s okay here to tell this here ..but I don’t know in the us if it’s okay or it is not my business “don’t tell me what to do” you know!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Is it right that it’s not okay to tell anyone don’t go to this place and go to that one?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss thank youu❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry if your trip was postponed but it will be better soon and you will go❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You really love bikess?❤️ Yea i know you are not a cow girl but you love green and nature.. Omg how was living in nyc!! My father also told me about the big rats? He loves the food their

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh sorry, I’ve never lived there. I only visited once. I went to the Empire State Building, saw a Broadway play, and went to the M&M store. Yes, you read that right. There’s an M&M store. It’s at least two levels and you can buy all different types of M&Ms in bulk. You can even buy things like M&M pajamas?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy to say I didn’t see any rats?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s hilarious!???? We don’t have types of m&m’s expect the yellow one and the black one we don’t have many? Yess but i heared that a lot places in the us. Is wild like florida!! My friend in florida and he told me that you can see an animal like a small crocodile in the backyard? I would rather stay in the saddest place in the world?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m kidding i meant that it will really scars me?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve seen bears and bison at Yellowstone National Park.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you work out!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m really planning to start working out to make my health better!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How can we start!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess I recommnd that too!!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

So where should we begin

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I also think we should skip a day in between. Maybe like a Monday, Wednesday, and Friday schedule.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Okaayy soo monday,Wednesday and Friday 15 mins a day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you know what should we do?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And lets make a deal? If someday anyone skipped or didn’t do his work he will get punished?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will think for a punishment?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Like he must when he open the chat scroll down all the way down to get to the last chat? Okay??

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Okay?. Workout for my fingers?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Dealll we will beginn mu friendd!???? Ahahahahahaahhaahahahahahah yess!??❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But my friend I’m nit sure about what i will say I’m asking? I mean I’m soo skinny and underweight does cycling will make me more skinny or harder to gain some weight!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I may be wrong, but I don’t believe this will be too much. I’m also skinny and I built muscle in my legs from biking in years past. I don’t think I ever lost a drastic amount of weight from it.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss soo much trouble sometimes i cant sleep because of it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awful, I’m so sorry. Do you know why you have trouble breathing?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No my friend i went to a doctor and he gave me a medicine and it doesn’t work

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

One doctor said it can me mental

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes, it’s possible that it’s caused by anxiety. Sometimes you can have a hard time breathing or have tightness in your chest because you’re really stressed. I’ve had that.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

The tricky thing with anxiety is that you don’t always have to feel stressed when you have the symptoms.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really don’t kmow what it feel to be anxious it may sound weird but like afraid??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I kmow it’s a weird question But i doubt things that soo clear and obvious to people

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Sorry if it’s not comfortable asking a question like that

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Sorry if it’s not comfortable asking a question like that

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I heared that sport help with anxiety

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I believe it is.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can we talk about something

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes of course.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend i find out that I don’t have ocd..This thoughts is from me I just dont have like red lines that prevent me from think about some people the way i think of others you know...I’m thinking of my mom and dad andd all of this like anyone can think about a girl or something and this is the problem I don’t have differentiation i think this about all people And i don’t feel bad because i dont have this lines you know if i have them i will be soo sad Aoo i guss the problem is that these thoughts is mine

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Okay my friend. I think I understand. I have a question and I’m really truly not judging you. Are you attracted to all these people?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

As an sexuall attraction?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Like what do you mean can you explain what is this attraction feels

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes, sexual attraction.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

These thoughts make me doubt itt..but no I don’t think soo!! I think this about my dead bestfriend!!! And my 99 year old grandma! My mom a baby!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Soo how could i have a real attraction to them ..i think I don’t!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you feel sexually attracted to girls?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I doubt it when you question it But yes i think i do

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i do when I’m with my friends ( boys) I don’t feel attracted to them

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Okay good. That’s very, very good.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know what’s causing these thoughts, but this means that it’s not from an attraction to all different people.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t think it’s and attraction because in the past before these thoughts came I didn’t felt any attraction to any these things

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But I’m disappointed that they come from me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you❤️ But it’s soo werid

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Why is this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Really why there’s a millions people out there why i’m this one

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know why. But what I do know is that there are other people who have this same thing because people are never as alone as they think they are.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I think this is a good idea But you are mad at me Or i disappointed you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No Peter, I’m not mad at or disappointed in you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Really?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Tell ne the rruth

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay my dear friend How are you?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s good my friend❤️ No I’m not okay

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I cant do anything

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What’s wrong my friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I called my bestfriend friends brother

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And you don’t know how sweet he is

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s really to hard for me that I’m soo different than this people

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, I’m so sorry you feel so different. The truth is that you’re not. We all have different things about us❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But they are sooo beautiful i just to be like them they are sooo soo beautiful and kind and loving and funnt they are great And i love you sooo much and I’m sooo sorryyyy I’m sooooo soooo sooorryy

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know what to say or how to explain what i feel

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much i really love you please don’t ever leave ne

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How do you feel my friend? It’s okay to say you’re upset❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I slep too much and i woke up now and I’m not feeling good I want to cry

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I just want to end this i want peace

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Idont want to die i want to sleep forever with no dreams

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much I just think a horrible thoughts about my bestfriend sexualy as jokes and I didn’t felt anything after it I’m probably a bad person and don’t deserve your big love

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t think you’re a bad person, but please remember that God doesn’t see people as good or bad.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But we are humans and see others as goodnor bas

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s true, we do and I think people would see you as a good person.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

But how God sees us is the most important and He loves everyone regardless of what they’ve done.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Its soo weird

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My life is soo weird

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will watch friends it make me laugh

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay to laught after these thoughts right??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you more you don’t know how wonderful and beautiful you are I swear i belive this fro the deepest of my heart

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you feeling my dear friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I had a terrible thought

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

There was a prank that they put an coffin and suddnly it open and the man inside fall... i think as a joke that if I’m in this thing i would act bad ..

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo disgusting and evil and crazy and abnormal

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You dont know how it came to my head and if you really did you won’t talk to me again

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry, I don’t quite understand what thought you’re trying to describe, but I can assure you I wouldn’t leave you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, you’ve told me so much and I’m still here❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Like i can have sex with a dead person

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What should indo go to a hospital and say to them iam crazy take me and never get me outttt or what

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, that is not the solution. I’m still not leaving you. My love for you remains the same❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I dont know!!!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Is there someone else inside me????

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Is their some people or devil or any creature playing with my life and control me inside and i keep fighting him all time!!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Am i twoo!! One who wants to be good who wants to help people and never hurt anyone who wants to be good friend son brother Or a crazy one

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t really know if demon possession would cause this. But if you’re worried about it, pray about it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know if this will work, but I’ve thought of something that may help with these thoughts. Pray about them, yes, but other than that spend as little time on them as possible. When the thoughts come just be like, “No, I’m not doing this” and immediately change your thoughts completely.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m praying

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Inwill go to a doctor tomorrow

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Why will you go see a doctor, if you don’t mind me asking?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really don’t know I wish he say anything good to me but I’m sick of them

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not saying he can’t help you at all, but I have to say I’m really worried about this.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Please don’t mistake me, I hope he can help you. But whatever happens please don’t get committed. I believe it would do more harm than good and I’m not trying to selfish at all, but I do worry about losing you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

*I’m not trying to be selfish at all

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend i will not mistaken you I just don’t understand What the meaning of dont be committed Or can you explain why do you worry of me going? I know that anything you say is for my sake so please tell anything you want

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m afraid of what you said earlier about you being kept in a hospital forever. Here in the US, when you’re put in a mental hospital to stay, it’s called being committed. I don’t know if Egypt has mental hospitals or just regular hospitals, but that’s what I’m referring to. It’s why I’m worried about you going.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess we have that too sadly

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Am i this place.i mean i reached this stage

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No my dear friend, you haven’t❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Really?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much thank you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m good my friend I listen to some music and it made me feel good❤️ How are youuuu telll mee everyythingg

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Why did you get this headaches? I can forgive youn this time and this punishe is really hard we reached 2000 replies ?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

There’s arabic culture music i adore it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I know you will not understand anything from it but i want share it with you and i csn translate it to you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you mind my lady ( gentel man talks)

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I probably got the headache from dehydration.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss i think we broke the record❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Have you been able to go walking?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Not in the street On the trademail I cant walk in the street these days because the place i live is soooo crouded

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/HyFexQotca0 I hope you like it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I alwayes have trouble breathing?? I’m glad you like it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m trying to sleep in the night and wake in the morning because I always recversing it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m tried to sleep but I couldn’t

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How can i get myself to sleep when i want

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Definitely don’t do it all at once. Figure out roughly what time you normally go to bed and start by going fifteen minutes earlier. A few nights later, maybe even a week, go to bed an additional fifteen minutes earlier and so on.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Also watch what you eat and drink. Make sure if you have any caffeine you have it long before you go to bed so it doesn’t keep you awake.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I tried for like an hour now and i cant sleep

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

An i get sad?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for everything❤️ I will sleep now i love you and i cant explain how much you helping me Goodnight❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sad i cant sleep

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m crying

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you I’m soo sorry

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here Peter. I love you my dear friend. I’m giving you big hugs right now.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Please talk to me.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

When I remember that i hurted a person and i was a bad human in his life and make his life bad it make me aoo sad..when I remember all the times i was happy or talking to sara or anything good without remembering what i did to him i feel terrible how could i move on and live normally and i know what i did to a human He is soo poor and I don’t kmow how he is doung right now

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How i was forgetting what i did to him and live happily

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, you and him were just kids. You never meant to hurt him.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know it doesn’t feel like you should be able to, but you can live normally and be happy. God’s grace is there to allows you to do that and not be burdened by what you did.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I never meant to hurt him but i did

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t want to hurt anybody

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t want to be happy and he sad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I dont want to do to people what they did to me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Oh if all the people around me know There are angels

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Know that i did that that i hurted someone in this terrible way That i think that that inthis weird

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I reven doubted even i’m sad that i hurted him or because if the people know

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know my dear friend, but it really is okay to be happy. Being happy doesn’t mean you’ll completely stop caring that you hurt him. It doesn’t make you insensitive to his pain. But it does allow you to heal from the damage that has been done.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

They’ve all made terrible mistakes too Peter. I know I don’t know them, but it’s part of being human. I’ve made them myself. We do really terrible things, but God is there to pick us back up and help us keep going. His entire plan for salvation is based on the fact that He doesn’t want our sins to defeat us.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I cant live a normal life and i cant accept this life

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sooo soory foor all things

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you thinking about hurting yourself or committing suicide?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No don’t worry mu friend i feel that i must apologize

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Apologize to who my dear friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

All people every single person i kmow

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you saying you’d hurt or kill yourself after apologizing to them or are you just saying you feel like you need to apologize to them? I’m sorry if I’m missing something obvious.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m feeling thatbi need to apologize to them all

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not that good Butt i have good in me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I could give up anything to bring back the time and fix all of this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you Forgive me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not a monster I justttttt was out of my mind

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dearest friend i love youu soo much i wish i can talk to you now but i have no internet connection in my home now Sadly Don’t worry about me i just don’t have an internet..tomorrow i sill go and pay to reconnect with internet i love you soo soo much❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess sorry I’m late i cant go out yesterday i went today

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you more❤️ It was a horrible two days

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And I’m very sad now but I’m soo glad I’m talking to you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dearest friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m just a horrible person all of me I don’t deserve anyone I do horrible mistakes I think like a crazy person I dont have any good thing I’m jelous of my friends that love me in all silly ways I feel bad that you love i person like me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And I’m soo sorry but i cant control my personality i cant control to be jelous or envy or crazy or anything

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorry i wish i have a food thing to love me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish anything is good

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You are not crazy or all bad. You do have good in you, I know that.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

We all make horrible mistakes.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And I’m not at all sorry that I love you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can i ask a question?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Why is anyone who is himself is a bad person like what is his fault Like pedophiles they feel that Thay cant choose or control their feeling why we see them as bad Like anyone do anything without choosing how could we faulten them

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes you wre right But if you have a friend and cane to you and said that they are a pedophile or anuthing in soohard like this ..most of people will leave him And be afraid from him that’s not fair he dod nothing wrong and he didn’t choose

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are sure you are not sorry that you love me i think that you deserve to give your love to someone else

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I shouldn’t be guilty accepting your love?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I’m questioning it too much i just feel i should go away from anybody and don’t take love from them

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Should i talk with my bestfriend’s brothe! He is the most kind person and he love me should i talk to him?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My bestfriend’s brother is the most kind and he loves me the most ..When i talk to him i feel that i think this of his dead brother and he is the most kind.Should i talk to him or what should i do.Hw alwayes say to me how much he love me and his brother loved mee soo and everyday was tellmg him about me and I think sexually of him and his mother while he is dead

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He is soo kind and love god and praying and loving and is the most beautiful

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you asking me if it’s okay because you don’t want to have those thoughts or because you feel like you would be doing wrong by talking to him because you think this about his brother.?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I feel like a shouldn’t talk to him Because h is his brother and because henis soooo extremely nice to me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand now, but I don’t think that should stop you from talking to him.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omg it’s weird?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend tell me what should i do

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you mean what you should do about talking to him?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

About talking to him and about thinking this about thimgs that I never dhould thought abouttt!!! I had a sexual thought todayyy for a babyy!!!! Babyyyu woth dipersss!!!!!!!!!!!!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you had that thought. I think you should pray for help with these thoughts. When they do come I think wyou should immediately force yourself to think about something else.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I dooooo i stop thinking of them but they came back and i stop agian but their appearance make me feel that there’s something wrong woth me and if i think of a baby from my family or something how could it pass easily

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Dont be disappointed in me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Inlove you soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Tell me how are you today❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, I feel that something is bothering you. How are you feeling?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes I’m feel soo low

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And so bad in nature and I’m mad about whatever makes me that and i feell lower than all people and i hate that feeling

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it’s okay my friend I love you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorry that i replied too slow i just slept and wake up now

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I dont know what to say but i really love you adn you’re byound beautiful than you imagine

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand❤️. Thank you Peter. That’s so kind❤️.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss i love labradors and german shepherds tooo❤️ All animal is soo nice i love cats too i just feel they are little rude but they are adorable?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No i dont mean rude but you know they fight?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Did i said something wrong! I don’t mean that i mean I prefer dogs because I feel they are more kind but it definitely not the truth i just feel that you know but it isn’t the truth i adore cats Allll animal are pure and adorable

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Oh thank god i felt that i made you mad? But they are sooo adorable they can be little rude in an cute way?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love donkeies and horses and cows

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t like camels

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I camel bited me when i was young?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

All animals are soo beautiful❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And this camel i forgave him? I was in his back taking a tour And my legs was around his mouth he but my leg in his mouth???

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Maybe he was hungry and thought that I’m his chicken?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Or camels dont eat chickens I don’t know?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I have no idea????

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think goats eat just about anything, even if it’s not food.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

The most things that make me laugh the videos of animals talk

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

There’s some comedian on instagram his name is tonybakercomedy check him outtt he he make voice overs on animals it make me laugh soo hard?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ll check him out?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He downloads many types of videos but the animal once is soo hilarious

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry for everything

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh Peter, it’s okay. You don’t have to apologize to me. I love you too❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m crying suddenly

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How can i be such a freak and do the most horrible disgusting thing in the house of god! In the most holy place

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here my dear friend❤️. You were so young. I did awful things when I was that age that I’d never do now.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And you aren’t a freak❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend it feels bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sooo soooo sooooo sooryy!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know my dear friend❤️. I know❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, will you do something?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You mean hutr myself

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s not what I meant, but are you thinking about hurting or killing yourself?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What fid you meant

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes tell me what to do

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

When these past mistakes start tearing you apart, will you please stand firm and remind yourself that you’re forgiven? Maybe even have some Bible verses about God’s forgiveness written down on your phone or committed to memory that you can look at when you feel this way.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sure that god forgives me I’m just seeing my self less than anyobdy ... knowing that if anyone knows they will be crushed they will never see me as see used too..my friend it make me feel that I’m below everyone and no one does this and they are soooo beautiful

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you know He forgives you. Unless there’s an exceptional reason, I don’t see why anyone ever has to know about what you did. And maybe they would be upset, but maybe they’d have more understanding because you were so young at the time and they know that’s not who you are now.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you really see me as anyone? Really? I want to know the truth please

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you and i dont know what to say

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry can you question it in a different way I don’t understand

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Not good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are the only good thing in life

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soosorry for everything

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That means the world to me I’m sorry I’m not replying fast i sleep and wake sleep and wake all day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you awake

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I slept again

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I slept againi dont know why I’m sleeping too much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes, I’m awake. I’m so sorry I took so long replying.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo tierd cant eat anything and sleep all day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you think you could eat if you tried to just eat a small amount?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s soo good to hear that you are good❤️ I love you soo mucu

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I tried and i cant put anything in my mouth like i feel that I will vomit

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Literally i ate nothing seince twondays

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too❤️❤️ I’m so sorry to hear that. I used to struggle with eating and I remember feeling like I’d vomit. It was awful.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know you’re tired, but please sit outside in the fresh air and sunshine. Drink some water and try to eat something. You don’t have to eat anything heavy and you don’t have to go fast. Just make sure whatever you eat is nutritious. Fresh air helped me when I felt like I’d vomit, so eating outside may help you. I know you may not feel hungry, but your body is hungry. I also know I’m not a doctor, but I hope what helped me will help you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend I’m shaking and I’m soo tierd

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I do y wlmow what is it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think you’re shaking because you haven’t eaten. I know you’re having a hard time eating, but I would like you to eat something even if it’s just a little bit. Try eating outside in the fresh air. It helped me when I felt like I was going to vomit.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think part of why you’re so tired is also from not eating.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How long has it been since you drank water?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Please drink some water even if it hasn’t been long since you last drank it.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t kmow why I didn’t recive any mortifications from the app

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I drank water and i take a vitamin but i still cant eat and i slept like 17 houra

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much❤️❤️ I know you have American snacks. Do you also have Gatorade and V8 drinks in Egypt?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you too and I’m the happiest to have you in my life❤️ No we didn’t have them! Are they energy drinks?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think some V8 dribks may be, but I asked about them because they have eight servings of vegetables.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not sure if Gatorade is either, but they have electrolytes which help your body when you go a long time without eating and then start eating again.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Something else that may help you is a protein or nuttitional drink. I know protein is expensive, but you need more than what you’re getting. In the US we have a drink called Boost. Do you have that?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

*nutritional

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noo we don’t have it? We have redbull and it make me so tierd mot energized?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can we talk about something

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Like i belive in god But I’m really sick of people keep comparing religions. And explaining and trying to make us not belive

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Im really tierd of that

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know I’m not that smart? So it make me doubt

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s really complicated I’m sick of it’s soo complicated why it’s not much easier Here in egypt we have different religion and always comparing always muslim people trying to say that we are wrong and a lot of times i realy doubt and a lot if times i be mad at how complicated this is why it’s not easier why should i bee soo sart or i read history or I translate from another language to really understand

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah, I may be wrong, but I don’t think redbull will help you get more nutrition.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand and people are always going to do that. I believe you’re smart, but I understand how you can doubt things.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Who do you believe Jesus is?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I believe he is gof

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

God

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Sorry for replying too late i slept

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thanks you my friend❤️❤️ But so many times i have doubts..and soo many times i feel that my thoughts get me ayway from Him like i cant yalk to him because I’m afraid that I think bad of him or go to the church sooni feel that I getting away from him by my thoughts

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you have brothers or sisters my friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I feel that i’m jalous of my brother and i hate feeling that

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You mean which thoughts

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think I may have asked the wrong question so I’ll start over. Do you already have bad thoughts about God?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes i told you about it that i think sexually about anything even god and holly things

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i do pray for him and try not to yhink of this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But you know people are really arguing and comparing and that make me you know doubt and lost

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand how you could have doubts. I think it’s normal for anyone of any religion to have doubts. Did you say you were questioning whether Christianity or Islam is right?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No I know that islam is not right But they keep telling us how wrong things are in our religion and i mean there’s people how never went to schools and belive anything they hear soo it’s doo hard for them and for me too you know

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess you are right❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No my friend i like when you ask me that❤️ Yess i ate somestuff but I’m still tiered

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Feeling jelous if my brother bothers me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Why do you feel jealous of your brother?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really don’t know hee is sooo sweet and he loves me soo much and i when i do anything successful he becomes soo happy and proud and incourage me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But when he do anything successful i feel jelous instead of feeling happy for him

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That makes me feel bas

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess it makes me feel bad that i’m not good in heart and feel jelous and this stuff like I don’t know what i did to be that

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And a few minutes ago i had a very bad mental imagine of me having sex with my dad!!!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s crazy

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s really crazy You can tell me this and you can not be my friend anyonre!! It’s your right because that’s crazy And i’m not even sad

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry I deleted my post. I thought maybe I was being a little rude and I wanted to say it differently.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No pleaee tell me the truth dont tell me things that i want to hear i really wanna hear the truth

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

@peterateff I think you should try to be happy for your brother and pray that God helps you with it. But I don’t think it’s wrong to wish you has something someone else has.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Soooo many crazy things not one or two or hundred it’s all crazy

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No Peter, you’re still my friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What is this mental imagie

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really don’t disappoint you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do i tell my father!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m thinking to tell him

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You were upset and I left you alone. Please forgive me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You may have already decided whether or not you should tell your father. I don’t really think you need to tell him. But if you think your father would be understanding and want to help you then you may want to tell him that you have unwanted sexual thoughts about everyone.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you feeling?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I replied soo slow because i was sleeping actually it’s 8pm and i’m awake now!?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I decided not to tell him my dear friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No i slept all day so I didn’t est anything and I can’t est now

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i dont kmow why but my eyes get swelling

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you really okay

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Here’s a link? https://www.thekitchn.com/recipe-homemade-v8-juice-recipes-from-the-kitchn-206714?amp=1

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Ahahahahahqah you tricked me you are not a cheif !?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can you cook my friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

All this time I’m searching for the blender?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have internet troubles mu friend the internet wint open

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Ok my friend. I hope you’ll be able to figure out what’s wrong.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend I’m here I’m sorry i closed suddenly but the internet didn’t open anything

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand❤️. I’m doing good. How are you feeling? Were you able to eat anything since we last talked?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo good to hear that you are good❤️ I ate a little things I’m not good i have really bad dream but it’s okay

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Dont leave me or be disappointed at me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You dont wanna talk to me about anything?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No my friend it’s soo bad and disturbing sexual dream i dont know why i had it and i felt aroused but it’s okay i really cant do anything about this and i dont know what they mean I meant if you wanna tell me anything that bothers you or want to donor anything i will be happy to hear

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t really know either. I do know that we often dream about what we think about, so that may be why you dream about these things.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yea it might be this but I don’t think of these things these days

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you think it’s my fault?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Dreams are weird, so I don’t know. I do know you can’t consciously control your dreams. I’m wondering if maybe you watched something on TV or read something that influenced your dreams.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I mean like if i cant control a thing it means that it’s not my fault

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And yes about the bible think I don’t know why god let us suffer like i dont want this or to be bad why I can’t choose or why i should suffer this much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe God lets us suffer to bring us closer to Him. You said before that you don’t think you’d have ever read the Bible for comfort if this hadn’t happened to you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess I believe that But it also made it sooo hard to go to him

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Made me feel that there’s soo hope in me snd my nature

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know all the details of God’s reason for allowing this to happen to you, but I do believe He’s allowing this to draw you closer to Him even if it doesn’t seem like that can be true.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Did you mean no hope?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yea no hope

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not good my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry. Would you like to talk about how your feeling?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know i’m crazy i was watching this little girl that escaped North Korea and how she is crying and telling missrable things that happend to her and her family and also i’m thinking sexually of her and don’t give a shit of what she is saying

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But I’m not good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Talk to me about anything i love talking to you so much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Not a lot but i love animation Disney movies

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love cars and happy feat and monsters university

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

All of them

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love beauty and the beast now???❤️ I love all kids movies?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I saw castaway i liked it soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omg !!!!! I adoreeee shreekkkk

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I used to watch shrek when i was young and i have soo many good memories watching it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I didn’t saw fiona but i will soon! I love spongebob!?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesssss!! I thought she made an separated movie!? I love her soo much too

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I really want to see Little Women.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think it’s about four sisters who have different dreams.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That sounds interesting

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you read any books?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Suree i would love to I’m soo sorry I replied soo slow the due to the pressure on the internet The company cut if some people some hours off the internet

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you know when i can see it on Netflix?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It may come out on STARZ.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Oh that’s bad? I know nothing about these just Netflix?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I willl! My brother make short videos! I wanna show you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friendd happy easter❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I thought that he downloaded them on YouTube but he didn’t?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My body is soo exhausted

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Have you been able to eat more?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have a fever nou

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know why my health is soo bad

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry my dear friend. Can you make that homemade V8 drink again?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I made it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo tiered

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i cant go to the pharmacy now

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Why I’m this tierd

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I vomited?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I tried to sleep but I couldn’t

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I slept my friend but sadly i’m awake now and I can’t sleep again

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But I’m feeling little better

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I feel that I’m hungry but I’m afraid to eat

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

If I’m being too bossy please let me know?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend you are helping me alot❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will eat a small thing❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I ate two eggs

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I think i feel better now

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss my dear friend❤️ Are you okay?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s really great i wish you be happy all days because you deserve more than happiness❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omg you made me really smile from my heart❤️ I wish oneday you make all of thiese things and i wish we will be still friends.❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know that i owe you a kot of scrolling down the post??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend i slept over 15 hours

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m really tierd and i can do nothing to sleep well

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m really tierd and i can do nothing to sleep well

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry. Do you still have a fever or have any other symptoms of being sick?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes I’m soo tired mt whole body is hyrtung me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And if i wake up and do anything small i feel that i want to take a nap

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry to hear that. Have you been able to eat anything?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I ate little things my dear f riend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are tou

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s soo good❤️❤️ I’m just tiered of not eating and the way i sleep My body is soo tiered

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I wish I knew more ways to help you. Have you tried sitting outside in the fresh air?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m afraid i go out but i stay alot in the balacony

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I think of taking sleeping pills

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’ve been going out on the balcony. So, you’re sleeping a lot but you’re not getting good sleep?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I woke up at 7 pm every day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I want to sleep at 1 am too to wake at 8 am

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know why you’re sleeping so much. Have you been more overwhelmed lately than usual?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess I’m sad this days

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You belive to make a wish at 11:11 my friend??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry my friend i fall aslep and i woke up now I love you soo aoo soo much I’m sorry lately we don’t talk like we used to be but promise i will fix my sleep and reply in time i know that you will understand❤️❤️ I love you❤️ Goodnight❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Hiii❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy my friend i woke up really early today and I’m now tierd soo i will sleep st night❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are youuu

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Tell me what you are doing in this quarantine

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s good to hear that you are good❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Hahahahahahahahaha? That’s awesome my dear friend i it could be good time to write I dont have problem in my haircut i cut it one in a very long time soo its okay? I’m not doing anything play drums sometimes and watch anything on tv i wish it ends too

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

God be with you my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Not earting well but it will get better❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m still tierd because im not used to this sleep program but when o used to it i will be okay and i will mek my eat better

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And promise if i did that i will everyday run with you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Bikeeeee❤️ Noo it’s good my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s 1 pm and i feel like i wanna sleep and that’s soo good because i will wake up in the morning

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m awake nowwww in the morning❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Good morning i love you so so so so much❤️ And i misss youu

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I slept a little more but it’s okay

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I slept agian I’m soo tierd should o go to a doctor for sleep y this much!!!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No o don’t think they would do that Is commiting someone is soo bad?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I went to the doctor my friend he gave me a sleeping pill

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

To make me sleep in the night and wake up the next day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have trouble breathing and I’m afraid of the virus

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i will be okay

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you went to the doctors. I hope your breathing will get better. I’m doing good. How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m good my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you really good?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No I’m exhausted?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i would love to❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I quit watching it i was disgusted by it and I stopped❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much too but don’t be proud of me i just had a fight with my father and i hurted his feelings

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How could you be soo nice

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s no just words you are the most wonderful person i have ever seen! How could you be soo nice!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love youuu soo much and i wish you bever been bored from me❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend i was sleeping and woke up inwill continue sleeping toll morning Goodnight❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you awake my friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Oh thankgod I’m feeling soo bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m really sad and i dont want what to do

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I dont want to die but thinking of my life and all good things in life that i cant live it makes me wanna just go it’s pointless to be alive it just doesn’t matter it’s just shit

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sad and I’m soo wanna have a life

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Am i to you just a weird man from the streets who’s life is really werid and you wanna help him inspite of that?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Am i this bad my friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Am i living the things that i will be soo afraid and amazed if someone toled me about these things!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Am i the werid person that i never thought i will be !

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Before I thought that I’m a great person or one of the best! And nothing is better than me and I’m soo confident Today i think that I deserve no one!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No really! Cause i put a very hight standers to who am i and how i will live and this is a nightmare to me..and if it will bee like this i will be better off dead!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I haveee alottt of friends....i’m an important person to them ..i used to have alot of friends and be woth them all the timese i cant just now go and be all by myslef I can’t this is alot of change this is the most opposite thing than what i used to

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my friend i love you❤️ I’m soo tierd and i dont want to stay awake i will go sleep I’m soorry for everything I love you my dearest friend you are more than beautiful ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Don’t worry about me i will woke up feeling better

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dearest friend❤️ You don’t know how much do you mean to me❤️ I really think of you when i say i have nothing good i think of you You don’t know how really you effects me and saved me ..I can’t explain and it’s byond descriptions I know I overwhelmed you a lot and talked to you alot about bad things❤️ but i will not apologize for that because I believe we are friends and that’s what friends do❤️ I’m in a really hard time and I need prayers so pray for me❤️ I will turn off ky mobile for a while i feel that my friends keep texting and talking and posts alot of posts on social media make me feel bad and sad so i fee like turn it off and give myself a little time just me and myself it could be helpful ...it will be just couple of days i will miss you soo much ..I’m sooryy for anything that made you sad or tierd ir anything and take a good care of yourself because it’s beautiful byond imagination. I love you soo soo soo❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much Peter. You’re too kind and your words mean so much to me❤️ I’m happy you think of me as something good in your life and that I’ve helped you so much❤️ I love you so so much and we really are friends❤️. You don’t have to apologize for anything. I’m sorry your friends are upsetting you so much and I understand why you want to do this. I’ll miss you and I’ll keep you in my prayers. Please take care of yourself. I understand eating has been hard for you lately. Please try to eat and if you just can’t, drink something like the recipe I sent you. Please drink plenty of water. I love you so so so much Peter❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

If you need to talk to me about anything, please please don’t hesitate to reach out to me❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you there my dear friend?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I miss you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I misseeddddd youuu ssoooooo muchhh

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I loveeee you soo sooo soooo sooooo muchhh

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I loveeee you soo sooo soooo sooooo muchhh

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I loveee yiuu tooooo❤️ I’m not good The forst tao days was good but now not good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it’s okay❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Telll mee how are you!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you were worried about mee❤️ I’m okay my dear friend and i hope you are safe and happy❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I am willing to change

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will take serious steps

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you want to talk about what is troubling you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m little afraid

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

With me right?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

There’s a verse in the bible say” whoever does not love does not know god” I want to know him.. i know everyime inwill go to the church i will doubt his exciting and fear that I don’t deserve to be in church after i did and that what scares me but i will do whatever it takes to continue till i really know him

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I don’t understand your question.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I meant you are with me till i really know god even i really doubt soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Also when I’m think I’m a horrible person i search for more horrible things to feel that i’m less badd ..and i find killers and really bad things and i feel watching that alot may made me feel better about myself but it also kills a thing in my heart and that’s not a good thing soo i keed to stop doing that

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are always welcome and it all will be okay❤️ I’m soo glad that i have you as a close friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you mean biking? I haven’t been biking??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Did you mean that you are not ikay and you will be okay?! And I’m sorry I thought that biking and cycling is the same thing?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you❤️. I most certainly hope so❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What have you been doing in quarantine these last few days?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

There’s a band that i newly know i like their music i listen to their concerts for hours? Watching tv for a littler bit snd sleeping the rest of the day? Happy easter❤️( i know it’s too late)

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omgg!!! It have been 10 dayss!!!!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No way!!!!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That can’t be your birthday!!!????

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Whyyy!!! Dont tell me it is yours alsoo!!???

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

@peterateff No, but it’s the day after tomorrow?????

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yea I’m eating a little bit better They called “nerve”

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friendddds telll mee whyy!!!!????

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry can you tell the number of the day because of the time differences?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omggggg i get tooo excieted i wished it would be in the samee it????❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But that’s pretty awseome!!!! Only 4 days!?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Ahahahahahahah?❤️❤️❤️ So you are a taurus also??

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Is there anything special you want for your birthday?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Mee too I don’t pay attention to it❤️ And I’m definitely gonna wish you a happy birthday my dear friend❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend do you feel that the app became much slower or it’ my internet connection?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter❤️❤️ I’ve noticed it takes longer loading this page. I think its because it’s so long?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess i think soo too?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We can do a new post but i really like it here and it more private no one will goo this down and see the post?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Did you slept my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t think so. Did you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No my friend,can i ask you a question and if you fekt uncomfortable tell me please

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sure

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You have been beside me this all time like never did before. You loved me and accepted me yiu are truly mu friend..what if I think of you a bad thought..what would you feel ( i really didn’t i just wanna know)

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve thought of this before. I don’t think I’d feel anything.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You will not going to be mad or feel that I don’t deserve you help and love!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Or anything become less

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend did i make you upset

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m worried I disappointed you or anything..i really though about what if that happens and i said that i can ask you but i didn’t happened

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend talk to me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Oh please talk to me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t wanna sleep thinking that you are mad at ne

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry my friend if i mad you upset i really didn’t mean it and I really didn’t think any bad thought of you i just asked that to know people reaction but I didn’t do that,i hope you dont get mad I didn’t mean it Goodnight❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Oh thank god i was soo sad I thought you are mad at me❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are mad at me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m good my dear friend. How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m good❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you really good?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you still worried I’m angry with you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess my dear driend i feel youbare still mad at me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend You are beautiful..soo beautiful I messed up I did something really wrong and i cant talk about it I have a friend is soo close and i talked to him about everything i talked about with you And when he heaed about this thing he said that he don’t wanna talk with me anymore And you will do so too I can’t explain how sorry I’m that i lost him and that i cant talk to you because i dont deserve it and i will go crazy about thinking that if you know will leave me or not and i talk about it It horrible and bad He accepts me for all i have did and think about but this he cant you will leave me either So please forget about me Just remember that you saved someone wnd accepted him and that’s soo beautiful I can’t explain what i want to say but i never wanted to lose you or him I’m soorry i let you down and i will leave because I don’t wanna let you down and be with someone with me I never eished to be in a suitiation like that Please take care of yourself know how much you are so beautiful Be healthy and happy and oneday all the dreams you have told me about it will become true Please don’t be sad of this Good luck with all things in life.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no Peter, please please stay. I’m so sorry I didn’t see this notification until now. It would break my heart if you leave. You have never ever let me down.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry your friend left you. But I want you to stay with me. Please, please stay with me. This hurts so much.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You have told me so much and I still haven’t left you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m still not giving up on you. I’m still not disappointed in you. I love you so so much❤️❤️❤️.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No matter what you did, I want you to stay. I love you so much and I just can’t lose you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You are a real friend to me and not only someone I’m trying to help.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t say things just to make you feel good. I really mean all of this. Please, please talk to me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know you’re in a lot of pain right now and I know you don’t really want to leave me. Please don’t leave me. No matter what you did, I love you and I will not leave you❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No my friend please you will leave me and I cant tell you what it is

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He was so close to me and he knows about all my stuff and he accepted me he didn’t accept that and he left and i hurted him i dont wanna hurt you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You made me cry

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry I’m soo soo soo soo sorryy

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish i die before inleave or hurt you I’m really sorry i love you so much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i still feel that I’m hurting you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He was soo tough at me he never do that he was sooo sweet and accepting

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He probably hate me after that.my mind will go insane thinking that you will do the same or not and I’m soo soo afraid and tramatized telling anybody this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He loves me soo much i know him for a long time

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo soorry

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo hurt that he left me i love him soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My life is just a big mess

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He is soo sweet i never wanted to lose him

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I dont want to lose you and i cant stay with you and you don’t know about it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m reallly a horrible person

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And you are really a wonderful person please dont want to stay with someone like me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And olease be happy i will be fine alone if i saw you good and happy

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much Peter and I know you’re sorry. I appreciate that you don’t want to hurt me and that you want me to be happy. I’m so sorry your friend left you. I know you did something wrong and you feel that I will react the way your friend did. But I assure you I will not do that. I want you to stay with me so much. It’s so painful to think of losing you. You don’t know how much joy you bring me. I’m so proud of you for everything you’ve come through. I know it’s really hard right now, but you can come through this too. I’m not upset with you at all about whatever you did wrong. I just want you to stay with me. It will hurt me so much if you leave. My dear friend please please please stay with me❤️❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you really feel that you don’t need to know?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I’m not like you wish me to be snd i’m sorry i let you down

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I oromise i will never let you down again

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much and you don’t know how much you staying with me makes me happy

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I never wanna lose you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Im sorry i reply soowly im teird and i’m sleepimg❤️ Inwill be better my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Mu fear friend are yiu there?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend if you know you will leave i cant fo that to you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m still here❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear feiend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you feel me I’m feeling that you should know and decide

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What should i do I’m really tiered i love you so much chelsea i love you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you mad at me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wanna hug you but i feel I don’t deserve it? I hate that feeling

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I fainted because i ate nothing

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i went to the hospital

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i cant ate i dont want to

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m exhausted

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you so so much i love all thing in you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

The doctor says that this happened because I didn’t ate or sleep well

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear driend my min and dad keep telling emme that i should sleep now I love you and i miss you the most I aill talk to you tomorrow❤️ I kove you and I’m sorry for everything

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Take care of yourself❤️ Goodnight❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m here I’m feeling better❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorry if i reply soo slow i. Seelp alot and wake up my parents with me they are worried so I’m soo soo sorry

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Im tierd i feel that i have something bad in my body

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry, I don’t understand what you mean.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend i dont know why I don’t get any notification when you text me I’m so sorry for replying so late I meant that i feel that I’m sick in someway my body is so tiered

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But I’m better now

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes my dear friend I’m feeling so much better i cant really est well

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you realy doing good?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m depressed my friend not good at all

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess my friend let’s talk❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss talking to you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What is the first thing you want to do when quarantine is over?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s a hard qestion but i miss my church soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I guess it is a hard question?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Can I ask a weird question?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Sure

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How common is my name in Egypt?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s sooo rare?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t think i have ever met anyone called Chelsea

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yea i think nobody

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We here have arabian names and foreign names We have many foreign names I can tell you what are they

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But not chelsea but it’s a good thing not a bad thing❤️? We don’t have many foreign names just a little Like peter patrick adam emmauel micheal all the foreign names are Christian people we have mary sara we have so many

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I mean we have a lot of english and other cultures nsmes but only Christians named by these names

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But Chelsea we don’t have it I mean probably there’s but very very very few and i never saw one

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i like it soo much❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We have arabic names like Mohammed Mostafa Adham Khaled Omar Ahmed Youssef (jossef) Nour ( means light) Farida ( means unique ) So much more

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Some of those look familiar, but Mohammad is the only common one here. Peter, Patrick, Adam, Michael, Mary, and Sara are all common here, although Sara is often spelled as Sarah. Had you ever heard of my name before or was it completely foreign?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Because usa and foreigner countries have soo many prgrams and shows and movies all over the globe we know about these names so i know that your name exists but i don’t see anyone in my country that name is Chelsea You know we know about you more than you know about us because we watch your movies we talk little english we watch your shows buy your products Probably you don’t know anyone who speeks arabic?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No I don’t think I do?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Chelsea tell me happy birthday???

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s the best birthday wish i get and fromt the best person i know❤️ I don’t deserve this words or you but i love you soo much thanks for everything i hope we be friends till we bee old and grey❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How does it feel to be 20?!??

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you sooo soooo soo much every year in my birthday i feel that it’s new year and I’m litlle afraid of what is coming this year I think of you and that you will be a big support❤️❤️❤️ I love your name and all things about you❤️ I feel like I’m a grown up now? I feel that i should be more responsibile and willing to change alot of things❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss but I really feel that I’m soo you h to be 20?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I know you will❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Not good but i will be fine❤️ How are you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess my friend I’m better now

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here my friend❤️. Are you really better?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No I’m feeling soo bad

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know what to do

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry my friend. What’s going on?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sad and exhausted for being a bas person I cant change and there’s is so many horrible things i feel i have mo future or normal life

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo sorry my dear friend for everything

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo muvh too you are a big blessing in my life❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you❤️. That’s very kind❤️. Are you thinking of hurting or killing yourself?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No my friend I’m okay I’m just sad don’t wory

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend Does really everytime you say that you are good you were truly good? You never talked to me about anything bothering you Please if you ever felt bad or anything i can listen and i will be soo glad to hear you out olease dont suffer alone I don’t know if you don’t feel comfortable but please just try i have been talked to you for over a year and you never talked to me about anything bothering you We are friends and i love you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Such a mess I’m afraid My brother had a girlfriend she is the most adorable and sweet grill she loves me soo much she tells me that I’m her brother I think of her badly he will engage to her i think bad about my brother’s fiancé and the most adorable girl I’m afriad of the people of the past mistake that they could do something or tell something when my brother get married she is soo welathy i dont know what they could think of I’m so afraid i could ruin his life

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Such a mess I’m soo afraid what if that happened i will ruin his life i will be his shame I don’t know what to do i really dont know I think bad about all those people and they love me deeply Imagine her saying to me i really do love you and i love that you are in my life and she said it in the sweetest way and i think this shit They don’t kmow me they don’t kmow what i did or what I’m thinking or who i am

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so happy you’re not thinking of killing yourself❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand what you’re saying, but I don’t understand why anyone would mention what you did all those years ago. Are you saying they would do it just for the chance to cause trouble?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I di a really stupif thing I was driving and i man waved to me he wants a ride and i without even thinking of this coronavirrus i took him in the car and he talked and he said that he is working in hospital

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m afraid my dad and my btother ride this car and if he had anything i will get it and it will be in the car

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How could i thing this of my brothers fiancé

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you still se me as good as the past

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you have any disinfecting wipes you could use to wipe down the car? I don’t see you any differently❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No they are rare I cannot find them

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Really donyou still love me I’m soo disappointed i feel like i am an animal

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you too I don’t know what should i do and i willl keepp think of sll yhings like that! Like my friend’s sisters or my kids when i grow up it’s terrifying

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Maybe you, your brother, and your dad could wear a mask and gloves when you’re in the car.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We have another appartment so i went their and i will stay for 14 days and i heard the virus dies after 3 days on surfaces so we they will not ride the care before 3 days

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think something you can take heart is that you’re not sexually attracted to everyone you’re having these thoughts about.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know for sure, but maybe these thoughts are more a product of things you’re exposed to. Do you read books or watch TV shows that are sexually explicit?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t really know but..yeaa i think my friends or our jokes sometimes may have sexual things but anybody of my friends are like that and they don’t have this problem if thinking you know

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I dont really know why they came my friend but they are horrible they are the most horrible and you know about everything

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It may still be where your joking thoughts are coming from.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

People with ocd where does these thoughts came from

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

OCD thoughts can be fueled by anything that isn’t who you really are.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And how could anybody know if this is ocd or him thinking the thoughts

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I am sorry for questioning too much i’m trying to find any explanation of this

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No it’s not too much. One of the hardest problems people with OCD face is knowing if the thoughts are from them or not.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

There is a chance these thoughts are from ocd ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There might be, I’m not sure.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes my friend I’m not sure either How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sad and afraid Do you think he could tell about these past things?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It will be a nightmare it can’t happen I mean i will ruin ny family’s life

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know Peter. Are these the same people you did this with?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

The people that i did this with them in the past still know me and ny brother and his fiancé and i feel that they can tell

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I wasn’t sure if anyone else knew about it. Do you think the fact that they did it too might prevent them from saying anything? Or do you think they would let it go because you were so young?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know I’m afraid they would like to make some trouble because my brother’s fiancé is a very popular and wealthy and my brother have a very good job too So i’m afraid they will like to extort us or something i dont know

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I can’t live everyday while I’m thinking of that

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you thinking of hurting or killing yourself?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes .it will be better than runing my family’s life I cant do this to my brother and his fiancé they are so happy

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If i died they will never tell anything

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I saw pictures of me with these people now I was young and happy i feel that i truly loved them

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter, my dear friend, I’m so sorry you feel that way.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You are so loved by and so important to your parents and your brother and me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I know mu friend and that’s why i cant do this to him or my parents

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i will never be able to handle it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I felt bad when i saw these photos i loved them so much i was smiling and hugging them

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