peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thinking sexually of alll and anything in this world

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much my dearest friend don’t worry about me ..i will get help now.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will not break anyones heart by giving up

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. Thank you so much. You will not break anyone’s heart by staying.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

The song I was trying to post is How Can It Be by Lauren Daigle. Actually a lot of songs on that album are really good.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I took a pill to make me better.. it makes me want to sleep i will slee now I’m okay don’t worry about me and be happy..you’re amazingly beautiful..goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sleep well my dear friend. I love you goodnight❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m better❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh good Peter! I’m happy to hear that. I love you ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I did see it. I can really understand this. You don’t want people to feel suicidal or die by suicide but you don’t want to be alone. I wish more people understood what OCD is really like. To give them my brain while it was at its worst just for an hour or not even that. But it’s not the same as wishing someone would suffer.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I understand❤️ Thank you my beautiful friend I don’t know what i would done without you or you acceptance and love❤️ You saved me alot Thank you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome. It makes me happy to know that I’ve made a difference❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too. It’s not weird or annoying. I know I’m not always good at explaining what OCD is like or why I think you have it. But the more you explain your thoughts to me the more I believe you have it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I really love you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thankyou soo much❤️ I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But there is good news..my dad told me that i can go to Australia!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He will helo with money

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m excited about this

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome Peter! I’m excited too!???

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Stay strong Peter. You’re finally going to get help.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter. Please don’t feel like you have to stop telling me these things. It’s really not a burden. I’m your friend and I want to be here to help you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are here my dear friend and you are helping me by just loving me.❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad that alone helps but still please don’t hesitate. It’s good to know what I’ve been through can help others. You’ll have to tell me all about Australia. Do you know where you’ll be staying while you’re there?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will pray for her mom. How are Tony and your aunt doing?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

They are better

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you mybdear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I’m sure I still love you and that you should accept their love and that you can love and be loved by Sara.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re more than welcome Peter. I hope the embassy will accept you. Will you try before or after the new year?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sending you many hugs.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Don’t worry i will not make any bad thing to myself I love you I will sleep now i hope i will be better when i woke up

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much. You’re going to get through this.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Okay my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You never hurted me!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here my dear friend. I’m happy to hear that I’ve never hurt you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Talk to me ..tel me how are doing with your life

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What goals you wanna achieve in the new year❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. The list of things I want to acheive is pretty long actually. They’re not all resolutions but this year is running out. I want to improve my relationship with God. I may go to college for some medical training. I also want to get better at cooking.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope so too Peter ❤️ I read someone else’s post and the person that replied said he has thoughts about judging people. I didn’t know if you were interested in looking at it or talking with him because I know you struggle with it. The person who posted originally was named Fate and it was around an hour ago.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And i saw a great drummer and i said if only i be like him..it will not matter and my bestfriend came to my head and all the bad thoughts!!.. as if I’m saying i can give up them and accept them if i be like him

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Goodnight my friend.❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Just because you were willing to have those thoughts doesn’t mean that you like them. I love you. Sleep well. Goodnight my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay. Do you want to talk?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo l much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I do love you just like anyone else. God sympathizes with your pain but I believe He is allowing it to happen because it is through hard times that we grow in Him. You have a mental illness which is responsible for a lot of these thoughts especially the thoughts that get stuck and reoccur. We have other bad thoughts because we are fallen. I do not believe there is a single sound minded person who doesn’t have them. You are not alone in this. You tell me I’m beautiful all the time but I have them too. God loves us so much in spite of them that He sent Jesus to die for us. I have to take my bad thoughts to God too and ask Him to help me with them. I do not believe you are a bad person.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You have so much strength Peter. I know this because you’ve already come so far.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not mad at you and I’m not going to leave you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Okay i will pray and try to sleep

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will pray for you my dear friend. I love you so much. Goodnight ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m giving you a big hug too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Happy new year i wish you all the happiness and success that you deserve.words can’t describe how beautiful you are and how muchi want to thank you.❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much Peter! You’re so kind. Happy New Year to you too! I hope you will find peace, happiness, and recovery in this year❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Big new year hug for the beautiful chelsea❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re so kind Peter. Big new year hug for you too ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I didn’t respond right off. I have been praying for him and I will continue to.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad he’s okay. I’m sorry you’re not doing well. I’m here for you ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And I’m here just for you too❤️ Please tell Me how are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And I love you so much too Peter ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are sooo beautiful my friend you are sooo soo beautiful I’m soo lucky to have a friend like you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for being here for me. I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

They’re not. It will take some time. But thank you for asking about them ❤️ ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That makes more sense. I was wondering why you would think I was close to reaching my goals so early in the new year? ?‍♀️. Yes we’ll be friends then. God be with you too Peter.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will go to rhebm hospitak

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

U livebyou soo much l

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too. I’m glad it went okay. Don’t worry I’m not going to give up on you and I have no reason to be disappointed in you. How are you feeling?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m very happy to hear that you’re feeling better. I’m doing okay. I understand your fear of feeling that way again. But the very fact that you’re feeling better now means that even the most terrible feelings don’t last forever and that you can move through them. I hope you can find hope in this.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Can I give you some examples of your thoughts or will that trigger you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too. Remember that these feelings won’t last forever because you’ve gotten through them before.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

God be with you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But ny dad is with me don’t worry i kove you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too my friend. Stay with your dad.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I’ve taken so long to respond to you. I’m doing alright.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I read your other post. I’m sorry you’re struggling with this. I’ve been through it too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too ❤️ Everyone has a purpose even if they feel too small or too wicked. Our purpose isn’t based on how we see ourselves or how much we’ve sinned, but on how God uses us. Saul persecuted Christians, but God used him to do so many good things to after he became a Christian. I don’t know God’s plans for you in particular, but I have seen God use the most terrible times of my life for amazing things.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you abd i will be with you ib everything anytime

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you think you could tell him you have a hard time explaning what you feel and how they come?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Good luck my friend. You’ll have to tell me how it goes.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I went pretty good!! I’m soo happy! Cant wait to see him again

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome Peter! I’m so happy for you!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know what this thought is from but I’m not ready to rule out that it’s OCD. And even if it isn’t OCD, I still believe that you have OCD and that it is responsible for A LOT of your thoughts.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Of course you can have a hug my friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My heart goes out to you my dear friend. I want you to be happy. Remember that God is there for you and that He loves you. He has your best interest at heart no matter how bad things are.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Of course I still love you just as much.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really do love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay. I love you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I lmbove you too

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Not sure where I found this, but it was probably Pinterest: “God made you. You’re beautiful. God died for you. You’re loved. God takes care of you. You’re safe. God is with you. You’re not alone.”

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I lovee youuu soooooo muchhhh

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Please know that i doo love youu soo much and you’re sooo important to me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay my friend. I understand. I love you and I missed you too. I’m just really happy to hear from you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You take the biggest hug ever because you are byond beautiful

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My aunt is better now my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Tell me how are youu!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad your aunt is doing better. I’m sorry she had to go to the hospital in the first place. I was doing okay but I’m doing really good now that I’m talking to you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You don’t know how much this is good to hear❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I missed you soo much and i wish that you are soo happy..i will be forever here because you are a dear beautiful friend to mee...

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You don’t know how much you helped me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Good night my dear beautiful kind friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I understand. I really appreciate you wanting to be here for me. I love you too and I’m so happy I’ve helped you. Sleep well my friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You have some time to talk?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But first tell me how are you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend did you noticed that the app felt our misery and updated to show the last comment automatically??

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry I took so long to respond. I have a lot to say and I had to figure out how to say it. My opinion of whether OCD is responsible for some of your thoughts remains the same. It isn’t an excuse I’m making for you. It’s truly what I believe. But even if I’m wrong, my friendship with you is not based on that. You have my friendship. You want to be a good person and you hate anything that makes you feel like you’re not one even if you and I disagree on what you’re responsible for. I’m happy you’ve chosen to accept what you did in the past. It wasn’t right but you’re forgiven. God doesn’t want you to hold onto what has been forgiven. You should still try to fix whatever is wrong in you. (I’m not talking about anything in particular. I’m just saying you’re human and we all do things wrong.). But as you do, I want you to remember that God’s grace is bigger than any of your sins. So please live life fully and be happy. God wants you to live life continuing to improve yourself, but not to let your sins ruin your life. That’s what being a Christian is really about. It’s not about being a better person, but about trying to become a better one. So please, live life fully. Study phycology and become a drummer. I hope you will find it in you to love. I know you and I know you won’t be faking who you are.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

*It’s not about being a good person, but about trying to become a better one.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend and you’re always welcome. I’m still here for you too. I’m so proud of you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry never heard it ? ? That’s okay. I’m not making a ton of money either.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But it’s soo awesome to be working

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I miss you are you okay?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay. I’m sorry I didn’t respond the other day. I hope I didn’t worry you. I looked up that song. It was on a movie I saw as a kid so it turns out I’ve heard it after all. I just didn’t remember it. I agree with you about work. I often think about how I can keep my jobs if I go to college because I have multiple reasons why I don’t want to give them up.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

What kind of job you’re working in

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m a housecleaner.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You can divide your time and study and work in the same time i know you can❤️ I love you so much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re going to get through this. I love you so much my dear friend. I’m still here for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you more thank you for everything

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe you’ve been going through rough times to bring you closer to God. Like you said one time, you didn’t believe you would have ever read the Bible if it wasn’t for your struggles. I know you don’t believe you have OCD. I still believe you do, which would explain why you have so many bad thoughts and why you feel like you can’t control it. My OCD makes me feel so out of control and like I’m always going to do something bad or that I’m going to regret. But even if all the thoughts are from you, you’re human and we all make mistakes and think bad things. I don’t think God sees us as either good or bad. I think He sees us as people who have sinned and need forgiveness. And He is full of forgiveness! That’s why life is about becoming a better person no matter how much we have wrong with us. And when we make mistakes we have a loving Father in heaven who will gladly forgive us.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are right my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no! I’m so sorry to hear that! What will you do? I’m doing okay. How are you doing?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too. I hope you know that I’ll never be disappointed in you if you’re not feeling well.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re not a burden and I’m always here for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dearest friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry my dear friend. I’ll keep praying for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope you know you still have me.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I know I’m soo glad and thankful for that❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m thankful for you too Peter. If you ever want to talk even if it’s just about little stuff I’d be happy to.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ll tell you if I’m not comfortable talking about something.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much Peter. I love you too and I’d be very upset if I didn’t have you either. You really are a great friend. Romans 8:31 says “...If God be for us, who can be against us?” That popped into my head when you told me about your friends.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friends it’s always godd when I’m talking to you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome my dear friend ❤️ https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=szEAqH769OQ

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope this video makes you laugh as much as I did.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah they’re pretty cute when they eat and chipmunks are too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There’s A LOT of cows in my country.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Honestly I’m not too comfortable giving that out, but I will say I’ve lived in more than one place and they were VERY different.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes. I want to visit Venice and maybe other parts of Italy and maybe the UK. But I don’t think I want to live anywhere else.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for talking too. I enjoyed it. I love you. Goodnight ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing really well actually.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you. I love you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I understood what you were saying ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. I love you too. If you’re referring to how you commented on the post I deleted you didn’t do anything wrong. I deleted it because I thought it was insensitive or something.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

God forgives you Peter and He loves you so much.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so happy I know you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m aoo happy to know you more

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter I can’t forgive you for things that you did that never hurt me because it’s not in my power to forgive those things. But I don’t hold them against you. And if you ever have wronged me you have my forgiveness.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter I’d much rather you talk to me about how you’re feeling than hold it in no matter how I’m feeling. No matter what you’ve done you are enough for me. You love me and you want to be good and you hate your mistakes. My friends don’t need to be people who don’t make mistakes. Everyone makes mistakes. What matters is that you care.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo soo much and you don’t know how you being happy means to me❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will my dear friend. Please don’t ever hesitate to reach out to me even if you just want some company. You’re my friend and you’re very close to my heart. I love you so so much ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope you know that helping you makes me happy.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s make me feel safe and home Thank you soo much for that i will be forever glad and thankful I love you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Peter. Thank you for your kind words. I love you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will sleep now feeling better because of you Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re feeling better. Sleep well my friend. Goodnight ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too. How are you my friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m good my frind

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh that’s good Peter!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Have you and your friend made any decisions about what you’ll do next with your job?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s not entirely true. A lot of people here live with their parents during and even after college (although a lot of them live on campus during the school year). Also some parents pay for their kids’ college. A lot of kids get a job for over the summer when they’re sixteen and carry on like that through college. I think some students work nights when they’re in college. Everyone is a little different.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I’ve heard of him and I may have seen a few minutes of one of his performances on TV.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

He’s awesome please anytime you have some free time tell me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will send you some tracks of him you will loveee it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I have some free time now.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s soo good

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

This is the most beautiful concert he have ever made

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/ALEG6g5ARg8

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

So listen to this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/3JG3VZ8dJ8s

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But anytime you have a long free time listen to it you will love it

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I did love it Peter. It was so beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing. I will definitely listen to the longer one sometime.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo happy you liked itt..oohhh I’m sooo excited to share with you more . I love sharing music with the once i love

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Between you and me? I’m romantic sara just lost her chance by friend zoneing me?( just kindingg?)

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You know Peter, you always say you’re not funny. Well you’re wrong because you really are funny ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

But I’m sorry if she is friendzoning you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

@Catlady That’s made me smile❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

@Catlady No it’s okay I’m thankful that at least she is in my life?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soooo excitedddddd and happy that you loved itttttttttt you willl love the rest of the concert and i have sooo many things that i want to make you listen to it will be soo much fun just anytime you have time and want to listen to some music tell meeee?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will remember that and I’d love to hear more.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

She is sooo beautiful like you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I bet she is beautiful.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I can tell you about her if you like?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

She is not tall and not too short she have a long long dark black hair, she have the biggest bun i have ever seen?...she have a small nose like a kitten or something..( weird fact about me i ser noses is the cutest thing in all creatures?) she have a brown eyes ..she is soo in love with her life she loves everything soo deeply she loves her family and their relationship is soo beautiful..she is hard to explain her love for animals and music and babies and her smile while talking to people her emotions and strongness

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noo i’m soo comfortable talking to you and sharing with you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Her kidness and understanding

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

She love to god and how she have a relationship with him her love to food and how she forgets the world while eating a hamburger

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I swear if she is in a restaurant or something and she was eating and someone stoles her purse she will not relize and if she did she will not care

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

She sounds so nice Peter! And that thing about the hamburger or being in a restaurant is really funny.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You’re soo nice too i could talk about you and say soo manu things too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I understood what you meant and I wasn’t uncomfortable.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

We definitely should differentiate.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love Americans snacks?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love resees

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I LOVE CHOCOLATE!!!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Meeee tooo

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love Reeses too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No you’re not talking too much.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t love sodas i love chocolate soo much and cheesecakes

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad it wasn’t any worse.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for make me sharing these things it was sooo much fun

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope you had fun too

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome and yes I’ve had so much fun.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Soo good to hear that?? Goodnight my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Good night my friend. Sleep well ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss it’s sooo great to be home.❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry I was trying to move that post. I’m glad you’re safe now ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay❤️ I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you don’t like the people there and that you haven’t made any friends. I hope the results will be good.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I should sleep now I love you soo much Thank you for everything Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome. I love you too. Sleep well. Goodnight ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter. Everything is going to be okay. You’re going to get through this my dear friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Because I know you and I love you and because nothing you struggle with can ever make you less of a person.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will not leave you and you’re not stupid.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you i love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Peter. I love you so much too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love it when you call me by my name

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Goodnight my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

God bless you too Peter. I love you too and I’m always happy to talk to you. Sleep well my friend. Goodnight.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you Peter. I’m praying for you. I’m not giving up on you or leaving you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for going to the hospital.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m better now❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

She is so much better

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really don’t know ..but i have friends there and they are soo happy

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will sleep and take some rest tomorrow will be better day

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope you are happy my dear friend i love you sooo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too and you’re always welcome. Sleep well. Everything is going to be okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I am happy my dear friend and I’m happier with you as my friend. Goodnight ❤️ ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can i ask you something?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sending you lots of hugs and love. I hope today is better than yesterday my friend. But no matter what, I’m here for you ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

We talked in the same moment my dear friend❤️?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you sooo much toooo and I’m also here for you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s really funny! ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No. A lot of high-paying jobs, like working as a nurse, require a degree, but other high-paying jobs don’t. It all depends on what you want to work as.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you feel that way. Yes, you can work without a degree and still make enough money.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

The other thing you could do is work full-time and attend college part-time if there was still something you wanted to study. I don’t know if you have them in Egypt, but here we have community colleges that I believe are designed to accommodate working adults.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry that your friends have been treating you differently. I don’t believe you are toxic to your family and I’m sorry you feel that you are. Traveling may be good for you, but it’s not a decision to be made lightly.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You have a really cool country?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No you’re not talking too much! I love talking to you. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to eat another Reeses without thinking about you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Do you have Cheetos? The puffs, not the crunchy ones.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you my friend you are soo nice and funny❤️?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s a good thing, don’t worry ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I like the Nacho Cheese and Cool Ranch. I love you too. Thank you so much.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will pray my friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you feel alone. I hope you know how much your family loves you Peter.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope that whatever you decide or wherever you end up going if you can travel that it will be beneficial to you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You matter to me. I love you so much.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not going to give up on you. I will fight this with you. Please don’t give up on yourself.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No matter what you think of yourself, I’m here for you and I won’t leave you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No my friend don’t worry❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m very happy to hear that ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you were happy and I’m sorry this thought interrupted that. I believe that you are beautiful now and that even if you’re not successful now that you will be someday.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m proud of you for caring about what kind of person you are and for staying so strong.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay and you’re always welcome. We can talk.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Everything is going well.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It doesn’t make me bored.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s really cool. I love it too. I love just staring up at the sky and seeing all the stars and the Milky Way.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s amazing when you realize that the One who made the stars is the same One who made you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There was a time when I was really little that I wanted to be a volcanologist.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here now.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome! I love biking so much!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know it’s hard, but you still may be able to travel. If you’re meant to travel, you will. I like biking in areas where there isn’t a lot of traffic and you can just take in the landscape.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I’m here.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter, I don’t know what these thoughts are from. I’m not ready to rule out OCD and I hope you aren’t either. But whatever these thoughts are from, I am still your friend and you have not let me down. I beg you to not give up. Even if these thoughts aren’t from OCD, there is still hope of them getting better. No matter how big this feels, God is so much bigger. I love you and I’m here for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will be here for you the whole time ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Who knows, maybe you’ll enjoy it more than you thought you would. You never know.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you myndear friend i love you soo much❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you myndear friend i love you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome and I love you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s great Peter! You’ve been forgiven for what you did in the past, so you shouldn’t feel weighed down by it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ll try. Go ahead and copy it down.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

So, your English is pretty good, but I do see some errors. I don’t think I’ve ever written a like this, but I do know some stuff about how to do it. I’d be happy to help you if I can.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Would you like me to retype it the way I would write it, based on your letter?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Of course. You’re more than welcome.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve thought about it. I’m also thinking about learning American Sign Language.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I learned some of it when I was a little girl.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Ahh that’s soo sweet

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I do.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome my friend ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s okay! I just wasn’t sure what you meant ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not sure if I’ve ever heard of those, but I bet you’re good at playing them.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter. Good luck my dear friend. Sleep well. Goodnight ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here now. I’m sorry I took so long responding. How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noo need to apologize my dear friend!! I love you soo much and i know how beautiful and helping you are and i know how much you want to helo Me and get me better❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter. Thank you for your kind words. They mean a lot to me ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Thank you for every little thing that i will never forget how much yiu helped me❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so so sorry Peter! I saw the notification pop up but I could not open the app at all. I love you so much and I’m so happy to be talking to you right now ❤️ I’m sorry you’re ill. Has the coronavirus reached Egypt yet?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I heard that a lot of the people dying from coronavirus have compromised immune systems. Please try to boost your immune system to fight this, whatever it is.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Coronavirus or not, I’m praying for you Peter ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend I’m feeling better❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here now. Of course you can send it to me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve heard Clocks, Paradise, A Sky Full of Stars, and Something Just Like This

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay. I’m glad I’m talking to you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You know i adore sharing music yo people i love

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Well I love music, so I’m all ears.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are a champion my friend?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you, I will listen to it. You’re a champion too my friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I finished your email, but if there’s anything about it you don’t like please feel free to change it or let me know and I can change it for you. I will not be offended.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Dear Siyi Li, My name is Peter Atef and I’m from Cairo, Egypt. I contacted you a while ago about applying to your college and to inquire about the detailed information to attend. A close relative of mine passed away and I canceled my plans to study abroad. If it’s possible, I would now like to reconnect with you to apply to Olympic College. I hope we can begin soon. Thank you, Peter Atef

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s perfect❤️ Thank you soo much i will send iy to her now❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s okay. I understand. I hope you like it!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Awesome! I’m so happy to hear that! You’re more than welcome. I’m glad I could help.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I did❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’d love to hear it! I will pray for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I appreciate that you feel comfortable telling me if you ever want to sleep or don’t want to talk.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There was something I forgot to say about your email. When you’re writing a formal email, it’s a good idea to address the person by Mr. or Mrs. or Ms. or Miss and then their last name. I didn’t include that when I gave you my version of the email because I wasn’t sure which option was right. I’m sorry I forgot to tell you that before ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t believe I’m different from a lot of people I know, but I do believe I’m different from other people my age. I believe it’s because of God and not myself. If I didn’t have Him I would be a different person. It is because of God that I want to become a caregiver.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You don’t have to apologize to me Peter.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There is good in Egypt and there is good in the US. What one has the other may lack.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noo but you’re beautiful i know that for sure

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are welacome my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope someday you can.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Winter can be pretty, but I love warmer weather so much more.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will pray too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe you ?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will go sleep my friend❤️ Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will too my friend ❤️ Goodnight ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand. I think what really matters is you remember that even though you’re not perfect God loves you very much. The Creator of the universe, the Creator of the beautiful stars and planets, still looks at you with love.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m honestly not sure. I think we can be happy when we think about the good things we’ve done. I believe we should always remember we are important, special, loved, and priceless. We are beautiful even if for no other reason than that God made us.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Sorry, I mean we have to remember that we’re still sinners and that we’re not perfect. But no, you shouldn’t stay focused on the things you’re forgiven for.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

We have to always remember we need Jesus. I’m sorry if I’m being confusing.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think it is if you stay humble and remember you need Jesus.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And I love you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thankyou soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter, I don’t know why you have these thoughts. I still haven’t ruled out OCD. You have bad in you because you’re human. But I have it too. In fact, I struggle with some of what you struggle with. But the good news is that God wants to help both of us overcome it. Even if you believe you’ve wronged him so much He doesn’t love you, He really does. No matter what you feel you deserve, I want you to still be my friend. I believe Sara wants you to still be her friend too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s means a lot to me Thank you so much I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Peter. I love you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here for you and I’m not giving up on you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you my friend?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m good my cousin is here soo i’m with him all day and i’m happy with him I didn’t saw him for like 8 years soo we have soo many things to talk about

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome! I’m happy for you!

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend❤️ How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome. I’m doing good ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s goodnto hear❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And the minute i started thinking about them i stopped

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for listening

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you Peter. You’re always welcome. I am not bothered by what you said. I’ll take some time to think more about what you’ve said and get back to you. Goodnight my dear friend ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

First of all, I’d like to say that I’m proud of you for recognizing your faults and wanting to be a good person. Being evil isn’t always a conscious choice. A lot of evil people simply don’t care that they’re sinning and they don’t care that they don’t care. You are not one of those people. You become so sad when you don’t care about something you’ve done wrong and that makes a huge difference. I’m proud of you for stopping what you did in the past when you started thinking about it. A lot of people make excuses for their wrongdoings and keep doing them. I’m also happy you realize that you were so young and that you weren’t mature when you did this.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

These words made me sooo happy and bette

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I loce you tooo and I’m sooo proud that i know someone like you Keep being you you’re extremely beautiful person❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Peter. I’m happy I’ve helped you. Thank you for your kind words. I’m so proud to have a friend like you❤️❤️ Are you still sick?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re feeling better. I’m doing okay. How was the rest of your visit with your cousin?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you had fun with your cousin. No Peter, I don’t see you as a monster❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand and I won’t pressure you to talk about it. You’re human and everyone does this, but it’s going to be okay. Ask God to forgive you and try better next time. He loves you very much and He’s very patient with you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome. It’s okay, you don’t have to apologize to me. God is proud of you and I am too❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope it ends soon. I love you so much too. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Okay. I’m sorry you’re having these thoughts. I think you’re handling them the right way. I know you feel overwhelmed, but nothing is too big for God. Please remember to pray about this. These thoughts can be overcome and you are not alone in this. He is there to help you and so am I. I’m so proud of you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much i love you soo soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome and I love you so so much too❤️ How are you doing?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve been okay, but I’m even better now that I’m talking to you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You don’t know what these words mean to me

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You made me tear up?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo sooo soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you were touched by them my friend and I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Probably love. Jesus told us to love God and to love our neighbor. His entire plan for humanity is based on love. Other qualities like honesty and loyalty are rooted in love.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think being a loving person comes easier to some people than others. But unloving people can still have a change of heart and become loving people.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yess my friend❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m proud of you and I’m still praying for you. I know you love me. But even if you didn’t, I still love you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry if you felt this way

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think doing loving things for people helps us love and so does praying that God helps us love.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t remember you ever making me feel that way. I was just trying to reassure you that I love you because I know you sometimes feel like you don’t love❤️ I’m not really sure how to answer your question, but I’ll look into it. What I do know is that God is there for you for whatever you struggle with. Nothing is too big for Him❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank youu my dearestfriend❤️ How are you❤️?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome❤️ I’m okay. I missed you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I missed youuu sooo muchh toooo❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are my dearest friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have never been comfortable talking to anybody like you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so happy you’re comfortable talking to me. I’m sorry you feel your other friends treat yoy badly and that you got mad at one of them.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thankyou for being here❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But i wish i can comfort you as well and be source of happiness and comfort to you as well

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re more than welcome and I’m happy I’ve been able to help you. You are already a source of happiness and comfort for me❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you want to listen to some musiicccc?❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo happy to hear that❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’d love to! ❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope you enjoy it❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I loved it! Thank you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy that you like it you have a great music taste❤️?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

One moreeee pleaseee??

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you? Alright fine, one more ?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m just kidding?. I’d love to hear another❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I knoowwww❤️?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/ZHY5Y6kQ5_k

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I was just joking. I’d love to hear another one.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I know my dear friend i smiled?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I loved it. Thank you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo happy that you loved it..you are always welcome and thank you for make me share the music i love with you it makes me happy❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome. I’m glad it made you happy. Maybe sometime I’ll have some music for you❤️❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will be happy to hearr!!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s normal for your temperature to go up when you exert yourself. I think it’s okay if you don’t already have a fever before you exert yourself. Is there any type of music you don’t like?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t usually like rap

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m better now

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re better now. I don’t usually like rap either.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you mt dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, I’m proud of you for wanting to be good and admitting that you have sins instead of just ignoring them❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You have things wrong with you because you’re human. The Bible says all fall short of the glory of God(which is why we need Jesus to be saved). God doesn’t see you as good or bad. He sees people as being either saved or unsaved. I think something that might help you is if you focused more on becoming a better person rather than if you’re good or bad. Whatever sins you have now aren’t fixed on you forever. You can overcome them. God is here to help you and so am I. He loves you so, so much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will my dear friend❤️. I love you so, so much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so, so happy God put you in my life❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Would you like to hear some music?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I would love to❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/n8RmvAuAcqI

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

This is an extended version. It’s the one I listen to the most.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Awesome! I’m glad you liked it!❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you okay? I’m sorry, I’m just feeling that you’re not. I’m not trying to pry. I’m really just trying to help you. I don’t want you to ever feel like you can’t tell me how you’re feeling❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You said one time that you wished you could stay with a therapist for two hours. I know I’m not a therapist, but I do love you and I can do that if you would like❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo kuch

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish everything okay with you and you are safe and feeling safe❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

And don’t let anybody bother you you don’t know how beautiful you really are you are precious

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy you’re doing better and that you were touched by my words. You’re always welcome and I love you so so much too❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter, that’s really kind!❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

There’s definitely less on the shelves, but we’ve still been able to buy what we need.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope so too Peter. I’m sorry things are so bad there❤️. Are there toilet paper shortages?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That sounds so good! But please try to eat more my friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you love talking to me❤️ I don’t mean any offense, but I’d rather not say and I’m actually not sure. It’s been a while since I weighed myself and we don’t use kilos?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

The fruit is good, but I’d definitely recommend eating more substatial meals. I known it’s hard, but definitely get some protein if you can.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will try my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really want to make me more healthy

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re comfortable with that.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You made today sooo much better

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy to hear that. I love you so much too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will sleep now my dear friend❤️ Goodnight❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ll sleep soon too my dear friend❤️ Sleep well. Goodnight❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m still here for you my dear friend❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend❤️ You are soo beautiful and unique❤️ Thank you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter and you’re always welcome❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you, but it’s okay❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m okay now. Someday you will be okay too❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will be okay my friend❤️ I lovee youu and I listened to the track you sent to me like billion times today❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh that’s great! I’m glad you love it so much!❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And I love you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you really okay?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. I love you too❤️❤️❤️ I love talking with you❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love talking too you too❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You didn’t hurt me with them Peter and I love you even with them. I know you don’t want them.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I really lost and don’t know what is my feelings about them i feel that I don’t care

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No I’m not overwhelmed. I was only asking you to clarify what you meant. I didn’t want you to think you were a burden by telling me about them.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you more❤️ No don’t worry I’m not going to hurt myslef❤️ If only you know how beautiful you are you will never be sad

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter, you’re very kind. I’m happy to hear you won’t hurt yourself. I know you can’t talk now, but we can later if you want❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

A little better❤️ How are you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry he died! I do know what you did. Please remember that those things have been forgiven and you’re not like that anymore. You’ve learned from them and you can heal from the damage they did to you. I know you’re struggling with these thoughts now, but the same thing can happen with them too❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much I love you so much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome and I love you so much too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’d like to send you some music if you have time to listen to it. I just don’t know what to send you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry, I’m just seeing this. No my dear friend I don’t see you any differently❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m feeling better. I was tired because it was toward the end of the day, not because of you.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How was your day today

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No matter what I am going to pray. Rememeber that no what happens, I love you so much and you mean so much to me❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Please keep me updated.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I assure you you have not let me down. I’m sorry you felt that you had. I’m your friend and I’m here for you no matter what these thoughts are❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo much❤️ Nothing happened till now

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad no one is going to get in trouble. Thank you for keeping me updated❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Tomorrow I’ll send you some music❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m ready to listen to some music my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Here you go my dear friend. I hope you like it!❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s sooo good❤️ I believe i heared it before

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’d love to hear them.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy it was a good day today❤️ I love you soo soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I hope you’re still awake and talk to you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I’m still awake! I love you too. I’m happy you’re happy and that you had a good day❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How was your day my dear friend i missed youu

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Pretty good. I missed you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think the strength you’re feeling is from God❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s such a great example Peter. God does get upset when we wrong Him but He does forgive us.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re not making me uncomfortable.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I appreciate that, but I’m okay❤️. I want to always be here for you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope your dad will feel better. Thank you for your kind words, but losing you is what would hurt me❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry my friend. I’ll pray for him.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m good.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you❤️. Are you really okay?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand. I didn’t think that at all. There’s no need to apologize. I’m glad you’re comfortable talking to me❤️ I love you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can i send you a song and you send me one too?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes of course!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Midnight City by M83

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I loved itt!! Thank you❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I loved itt!! Thank you❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome! I’m glad you loved it❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No you’re not talking too much. I understand what you mean. I really hope you can travel. I think it would be great if you could come here. There’s a lot of different climates in the US and some places have a lot of green.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I believe He will.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes NYC has a lot of cases. I understand what you mean. When you’ve asked me things before that I haven’t felt comfortable answering I’ve told you. And I understand there’s a big culture difference.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand that you’re being a considerate friend and not a bossy person.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yeah you can tell me that.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. And don’t worry, I don’t want to live in a place like NYC. I’m a country girl at heart.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And thank you for asking me if you could say certain things. If I’m uncomfortable with it, I’ll let you know. When your dad went to NYC did he go to the Empire State Building?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love country people they are soo pure...i know that you’re soo pure even before i know that you a country girl❤️ Yesss he went there he didn’t like how the city is really fast and everyone is busy but he really admirs soo many things there

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter, that’s really nice❤️. I’m not the cowgirl type of country girl. I’d rather wear jewelry than mud boots?. But I’d MUCH rather live in a rural area than a city. It’s so much prettier and quieter and biking is much more fun. NYC is called “The City That Never Sleeps” for a reason?. I’ve been on the observation deck on the 86th floor of the Empire State Building.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes a lot of places are wild?. There’s bears and mountain lions too and the wilderness is so so vast in the west. But there’s safer places too.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If you don’t we can begin together!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t, but it’s my plan to start too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you want to take better care of yourself. If we did it together it’d given me more motivation to actually do it.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s soo good!!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Well first, how often would you like to work out? Because we’re both out of shape, I’d recommend starting out small so we don’t overdo it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think fifteen or twenty minutes three times a week would be a good start.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think I could ride an exercise bike for fifteen minutes. It’s not too heavy cardio especially because you can adjust the intensity to lower levels.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Awesome!????❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo healthy and i need to be healthy and move my body and breath well! Soo yeaaa we will begin❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank youuu❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome. This is going to be really good for both of us!?❤️ Do you normally have trouble breathing?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no it’s okay! Don’t apologize. I actually had to look it up?. It’s like I knew what it meant, but I wanted a more exact definition. It’s being worried or nervous.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know❤️. It’s going to be okay. I know you may feel like you’ve let me down because you’ve said that before, but you haven’t❤️. I’m your friend and I’m here for you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

By the way, I was thinking about how neither of us have worked out in a while and how you have trouble breathing. I was thinking maybe we should just go for a walk for the first couple weeks to ease into working out. Then we could switch over to biking. But I want to hear your opinion.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Really❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you i dont know what to say❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m good. I went for my walk today. Are you really okay?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I love you too my dear friend. You are beautiful and you’ve been so loving and so kind to me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think it’s possible you’re not seeing yourself for who you really are because you’re struggling so much. A lot of times people act differently when they’re really struggling with something.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. Does it feel good or bad? I love you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry. It’s going to be okay❤️ Talk to me my friend. Talk to me about anything you want. You know I’ll tell you if there’s something I’m really not comfortable with.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not going to leave you my dear friend. I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry my dear friend. I love you so much and I’m giving you big hugs right now❤️❤️. Would you like me to stay with you for a while? We could talk about what is bothering you or we can talk about something else if you want❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay to cry my dear friend. You may feel better if you do. I’m here if you don’t want to do it alone❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I believe it is. I hope you laugh a lot. I’ll check on you later and see how you’re doing. I love you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter❤️. You’re too kind❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Really❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too. I want to talk to you about some stuff I thought of that might help you with this, but I really need to go to sleep?. Of course, please don’t hesitate to reach out to me. Please don’t think there’s any thought that you can have that can make me leave you because I don’t think there is one. I love you so much my dear friend. Goodnight ? ❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You don’t know how much these words means to mee❤️ I’m ready to hear the hear them and try them all I love you soo soo much no word can describe how i beautiful i see you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for your kind words Peter. I love you too and I’m so happy you’re in my life❤️❤️ How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad that you’re doing good. My day hasn’t been very good. I got a headache so I couldn’t go for my walk. Don’t worry, next time I open this post I’ll scroll all the way down?. But my day is better now that you’re here❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I got here really fast and I think we’ve broken a record!? I’d love to hear it!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I liked it. Thank you❤️ I’m glad you’ve been able to walk even if it’s on a treadmill. How has it been affecting you? Have your legs hurt? Have you had trouble breathing?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you sooo sooo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry Peter. I love you so so much too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

God loves you Peter. I know you’ve struggled with believing this, but He does. He sent Jesus to die for your sins. He longs for you to spend eternity with him. He calls you His son❤️❤️ I believe God has a plan for you and that He’s not done with you. I believe He’s working on your heart to draw you nearer to Him because He loves you❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Okay. I’m glad you’re not going to hurt yourself.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I couldn’t bear to lose you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know you wish you could fix this. I love and accept you just as you are❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I know you aren’t a monster. You’re one of the best friends I’ve had in my whole life❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That means the world to me and i cant say anything to teell you what is inside me for you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m the luckiest to have you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much Peter! That means the world to me too❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will sleep much better because of you i will talk to you tomorrow I love you so much Thank for everything i dont know how you are such beautiful person❤️ Goodnight❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome Peter. Sleep well my dear friend but don’t hesitate to reach out if you need me. I love you so much too and I’m looking forward to talking to you tomorrow. Goodnight❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand❤️. I’ve been worried about losing internet too. If I do and can’t get back to you, please know I’m not ignoring you. I love you so so much too my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Are you there my dear friend?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand. I missed you too Peter! I love you so much!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you had a horrible two days and that you’re sad now. I’m so happy you’re here. I hope I can cheer you up.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much Telll mee how was your dayss❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too. They were good❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo good to hear my dear friend❤️ I love you so much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too. Do you want to talk about why you’re sad?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You have good in you. You love God and you love your family and you love me. You care so much about what type of person you are that it tears you apart when you see something wrong. You make me smile and you make me so happy you’re in my life.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s not a specific fault and it may not even be caused by anything they did. When Adam and Eve sinned it separated humanity from God and caused everyone after to be born with a sinful nature (except Jesus because He is God). This means that everyone will be drawn to doing evil in at least some ways. Of course, not everyone is affected by it the same way. Some people are genuinely kind and others aren’t. Some people struggle with stealing and others don’t. We don’t fault people for being born with a sinful nature, because it’s not their fault. We fault them for choosing to do those bad things and for not trying to change their sinful nature.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re absolutely right. He did nothing wrong. He didn’t choose to be a pedophile and anyone who leaves him simply because he is a pedophile is wrong. What the pedophile needs to do is become a Christian and ask God to forgive him and help him with these sinful thoughts and temptations.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Then the pedophile would probably need to figure out ways to help himself with these desires.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sure I’m not sorry❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand. But my dear friend, you should never do that❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love hous soo sooo soo much and o hug yoi the biggest hug

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. I’m also sending a hug. I love you too❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry I took so long responding. I understand. Anyone with morals would find it hard to let a thought like that pass easily. It pains me to say I don’t know why you have these thoughts, but I want to help you figure it out. What I do know is that you’re not crazy❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not disappointed in you my dear friend. I only wish I knew what was causing the thoughts so I could help you with them. I’m sorry if I wasn’t clear. I love you too and I’m doing good❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m soo happy o hear that you are good❤️ And you’re helping me very very much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you. I’m happy to hear that I’m helping you❤️❤️. How are you today?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too my dear friend❤️❤️ I love you so much and I’m sending you lots of big hugs❤️❤️. I understand that you feel lower than everyone else and that must feel horrible. But I can assure you that you’re not. You love God and you care about your sins and those are things God wants very much❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You said one time you like dogs. Do you have a favorite kind?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesssss

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I adore golden retrievers And corgis

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Those are nice. As you know, I like cats better, but I like German Shepherds and Labradors.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no Peter, of course not! I just hadn’t replied yet. You’re right, cats can be rude?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no, you hadn’t made me mad. I like them too, but I may not like camels if one had bit me when I was little either?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I like meerkats and I think foxes are cute too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

One time when I was at a farm or a zoo (I can’t remember what it was) I was feeding animals and I left my wallet on the top of a food dispenser. The goat in the enclosure behind it came up and started going after it????. I don’t know if it was actually going to eat it because we didn’t let it get it, but it sure is funny to remember????

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Omg I didn’t saw that you right this i came to check out if you wrote something and i saw this this is soooo funnnnyy????

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

@peterateff I was laughing just writing it????

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

@Catlady Yesss I laughed soo hard?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s good❤️ I was just asking if you’d do something. I hadn’t told you what I was asking you to do yet.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes my dear friend❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re always welcome❤️ When you say that do you mean you’re happy or sad?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

When you say you don’t know what to say is it because you’re upset or because you like what I said?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Because you are soo beautiful

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my dear friend❤️❤️. How are you today?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you’re not doing well. I’m so happy to be something good in your life. I do believe you can find more good things too❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

And you’re a good thing in my life too❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m giving you really big hugs❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay Peter. I understand❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Would you like some cheering up?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m here my dear friend❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. I can tell you’re not doing well and I’m so sorry about that.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay Peter, I understand❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, God knows you don’t want those thoughts. I think He’d rather you pray with sexual thoughts about Him instead of not praying at all.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Ok I think I understand better now. I believe that God wants us to study the Bible instead of just believing anything we hear.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How are you? Have you been able to eat anything?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not trying to be annoying when I ask about your eating. I really just want what’s best for you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so happy you ate something! ???❤️. And I’m happy you like it when I ask❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No my dear friend, you really don’t disappoint me❤️❤️. I love you❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you more

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so so sorry Peter. You were really upset and I’ve taken forever to get back to you. I’m sorry.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dearest friend❤️ I never got upset at you and i never will❤️ I love you soo soo much you didn’t make anything to ask for forgiveness youu don’t know what do you mean to me❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. Your words are too kind❤️. I love you too❤️. How are you feeling? Have you eaten anything today?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I’m really okay❤️. I don’t know why your eyes are swollen. I was thinking about how you don’t have V8 drinks in Egypt and I thought you could make a homeade version of one if you blend vegetables into a drink.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

*homemade

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s really good to hear that you are okay❤️ Tell me chief all the ingredients??‍?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Haha?? Not very well?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It doesn’t matter i love you anyway ❤️ Because you loved me when I’m not unlovable ny dearest friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will make it now

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter❤️. I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve never made or had this recipe, so I hope you like it. I really want you to eat❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not going to leave you my dear friend and I’m not disappointed in you❤️ I’m happy you ate something!???❤️. Did you try the drink?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yesss it’s so good! And healthy❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad that you are my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so sorry. Do you want to talk about your dream or how you’re feeling?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so happy you liked that drink! I’ve never had it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you’re my friend too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I did want to tell you something. You said that sometimes you doubt your beliefs. If you have questions about something, you can ask me. I’ve studied the Bible a lot. Of course you should still check the Bible to make sure I’m right instead of just believing what I say. I’m still learning too, so I don’t have all the answers.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you feel like that, but there is hope my dear friend❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love yoy

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, you are not crazy❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you and I love talking to you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m giving you a big hug❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Have you seen a lot of American TV shows and movies?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you more

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve seen Cars and Monsters, Inc. I’m not sure if I’ve seen Happy Feet. I loved Beauty and the Beast when I was little.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve never seen Castaway. They’re making a lot of animated Disney movies into live action movies. I’ve seen the live action Cinderella and Beauty and the Beast. Have you seen Shrek?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome!? Of all the kid movies I watched as a kid that one is probably my favorite. I have so much of that movie memorized ????. Fiona was my favorite.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no, sorry. I mean Princess Fiona on Shrek was my favorite character in the movie? I haven’t seen a lot of Spongebob.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Can I send you the trailer? You can say no if you’re not interested. I used to read a lot when I was younger. I’d like to get back into it. Do you read?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

https://youtu.be/AST2-4db4ic

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I liked it soo much!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome! I can’t wait to see it! I heard that it probably won’t be on Netflix. Maybe it will be on Amazon Prime.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You should check out Amazon Prime. It’s awesome!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

They have a lot of free TV and movies, but if it’s not free sometimes you can still rent it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you. I’d love to see them!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh that’s okay?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

How are you today

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m good. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad you made it. I don’t know why you’re tired. You said you have a fever so you could be getting sick. You may also be stressed. You’ve been struggling with a lot of things lately and the coronavirus has probably added to it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry my dear friend. Would you like to talk about anything? Would that make you feel better?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy you slept a little! Maybe try to eat a little bit. Don’t go too fast and don’t eat too much. Then give yourself some time to see if you’ll vomit again.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m glad I’m helping you❤️. If you feel like you need to give yourself some time before you eat something small that might be okay too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s so good Peter!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I am❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can you tell me about your dreams

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Like what’s your dreams or the life that you dream to live

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I can tell you first if you want!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. I’ll let you go first❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Like i wish I’m in a peaceful place In urope for example or not crowded place in America...with a pretty girl who really loves me ( i wish she play ukulele?) and i wish i take drums as my work and carer just to some simple places I don’t want to preform in front of thousands in a stadium just few people who gathered around and having some drink listening to music and dance I wish i have a clear mind and a pure heart i wish i can make people happy..and go to the sea every week I don’t wish for welath like all my friends wants to be “dan bilzerian??” but i feel like I’m disgusted by this lifestyle? And also i want to have two dogs who are really cute like (tuckerbudzyn-cheak him out in instagram he is adorable) and just play music and make some good real friends and stay with me lovely imaginary lover? By the way thankgod you are not a boy instead he will saying that i act like girls???

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That sounds so so nice Peter❤️❤️ I want to live in the country where it’s so beautiful and you can bike forever without a lot of traffic. I want to be an in-home caregiver. I’d probably do things like cook, clean their houses, do laundry and dishes, and help with bathing if they need it. I want to travel throughout America and to Europe and to always have at least one cat. I want to be a better Christian and I want to be a good writer even if I never publish a thing. I don’t know, but I may want to get married too.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter❤️. That’s so nice❤️. And yes, I want us to still be friends too. I want us to be friends forever❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Did the Little Women trailer make you want to ask me about this?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I ateeee alot❤️?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I felt like i can eat now and that’s the biggest meal i since many days❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yeaa kinda of but I’m interested to hear it from before❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m so happy you ate that much!!!!! And that you feel like you can eat now❤️???

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’ve wondered about your dreams too❤️. I’m not sure if it was because of the trailer or not.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I thought maybe you’d forgotten?. Don’t worry, I’ve missed some times too. You don’t have to scroll down the post?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m happy you were able to eat something. I’m doing good.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you really good?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for asking me, but I really am good❤️. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you’re sad my dear friend. Please know you can talk to me whenever you like❤️ I don’t really make wishes?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re right, I understand❤️. I love you too❤️. Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Hey!❤️?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

That’s awesome! I’m happy you’re happy and I’m doing good❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m working on writing. My writing is a more personal hobby and I struggle with it, but I enjoy it. What have you been doing? I can’t wait for the quarantine to be over because I really need a haircut!?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes, definitely a good time to work on writing!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you my friend❤️. God be with you too❤️.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Have you been able to eat today?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I hope this all works out for you. If you get tired of the recipe I sent you I could look for another one. Do you want to run or bike?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Awesome! I like biking much better?. Go ahead and get some sleep my dear friend❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Good morning!❤️❤️❤️ I love you too❤️. I’m so happy you were able to wake up in the morning!❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good my friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I think it might be a cood idea. If you do, please be very careful so you don’t get the coronavirus. I know you already have trouble breathing. That could make things worse if you do get it. I have a question for you. If you go to the doctors and they tell you you’re oversleeping because you’ve been so upset, do you think they may try to commit you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

*good idea

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not a doctor, but from what I’ve heard, being committed can be helpful, but it can also be misused in countries where mental health issues aren’t well understood or treated kindly. But even if you were in a country where being committed was safe, I still don’t believe you would need to be committed.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

A while ago I said I had some ideas about how to help you with your thoughts. I may have already told you some of them, but I know I haven’t told you everything. Would you like to hear it?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I may have already said this, but when you have a bad thought pop up try to immediately change your thinking. Another idea I had is related to something you told me about a while ago. You said sometimes you watch porn and that it makes your thoughts go crazy. Porn isn’t good for you anyways, but definitely because you have these sexual thoughts I would recommend not watching it anymore. I can’t promise that these ideas will help, but I hope they will❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Peter I love you so much and I’m so proud of you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m proud of you even with that❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter. You’re words are too kind❤️. I love you so much and I’m not bored of you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand❤️. I love you my dear friend. Goodnight❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I am?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, to me you are not just a weird person from the streets. You really, truly are my friend❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Even if it seems impossible right now, you can have that beautiful life and do so many wonderful things. I love your dreams, they are so beautiful.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much and you’re always welcome❤️❤️ You don’t have to apologize to me. I’m giving you a big long hug. I’m not disappointed in you and I really do see you as my friend and not just some person. I’ll be here for you when you wake up❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Hi my dear friend!!!!❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Hiiiii❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much❤️❤️. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry you’re upset now, but I’m glad you had a couple good days. I’m doing good. I was worried about you❤️. I kept rereading the last post you wrote me because your words were so kind❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay Peter❤️. I’m just happy you’re here now❤️ and I am safe and happy❤️. I love you so so much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m giving you a really big hug❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dearest friend I don’t know what to tell you but believe me you are such I wonderful human Please dont ever doubt that

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes Peter, I am with you❤️❤️ I’m happy to hear you say that you won’t let what you’ve done keep you from getting to know God. He doesn’t want you to let it stop you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Would you like too tell mee what has been going on these last days, like are you get bored in this quarantine! Or you focused on your writing! And how the cycling goes!

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It will be okay❤️ and I’m so happy to have you as a close friend too❤️ I FINALLY had some more ideas about what to write!?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

It’s soo good to have more ideas i bet you will do a great job

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No Peter, I am okay❤️. And cycling and biking is the same thing. I was just thinking maybe you meant something else because of the context. But now that I think about it, it was stupid of me to think that?‍♀️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

No you are not stupid you are adorable?❤️ Are you really okay?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know if I’ve been called that since I was little? I’m really okay❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know if it used for only kids but you are really beautiful?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That’s soo great my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

You are always welcome❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My friend 29 of this month say happy birthday to me?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you❤️. What is their name and how much have you been able to eat?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

24????❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

That literally draw a bug smile on my face❤️?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Mine too! I’ve been smiling like an idiot?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I didn’t know what sign I was. I don’t pay attention to it.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s so awesome our birthdays are so close!!!!????

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m definitely going to wish you a happy birthday❤️❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend i will slee now❤️ I’m soo happy that i talked to you today❤️ You are such an wonderful person. Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you Peter❤️. It was really nice talking with you❤️. I’ll think about what to do with this long post of ours❤️. Goodnight my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh no Peter. I’m so sorry. I fell asleep. I’m not upset with you at all❤️❤️❤️. I love you so much Peter❤️❤️❤️. If you have a thought like that, I will not be mad at you at all and I will still love you and want to keep helping you❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

No my dear friend, I’m not mad at you❤️❤️❤️. I’m sorry if I did anything to make you think that I was.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend, I didn’t get mad at you at all. It was perfectly okay that you asked me that. It didn’t make me uncomfortable or upset. I know you didn’t have a bad thought about me, but even if you have a million bad thoughts about me, I wouldn’t be upset with you. I love you very much Peter. I’m not saying this just to make you happy. I really mean it❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Thank you soo mich you don’t know how much this means to me❤️ I kove you my bestfriend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Happy birthday to the most beautiful,kind ,forgiving human i ever know❤️ You don’t know how much you helped and saved me you worth the world by saving i life and you did❤️ I love you soo much and if i talked from now to the next year about how beautiful your heart is I will not explain it as it worth❤️ I wish you stay as beautiful as you are i wish alll things that bother you go away and I’m sure that oneday you willl defeat them and will help people to grow and defeat their problems either❤️ You will inspire by your story because you are soo successful in it❤️ I’m the happiest to know you❤️ Keep being you because it’s precious❤️ I love you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much Peter!❤️❤️❤️ You made me want to cry. That means so much to me❤️ I’m so happy I was able to save your life❤️ I’m also glad you believe my story can inspire others. I’ve wanted that so much. I love you too my dear friend and I’m so happy I know you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Giving you a biggg hug anddd havee a wonderful birthday❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

My dear dear friend, I understand that you think I will leave because he knows what I know and still left you when he found out. But I will not do that. I love you so much. What you did won’t hurt me, but leaving me will.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I won’t pressure you to tell me. I just want you to stay with me❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Many times since I’ve known you, you’ve told me a lot of things and worried that I’d be angry or disappointed in you. But I haven’t been. You say you did something horrible and I truly imagine the worst things possible. Even if you did something that terrible, I know I would still want to be your friend. But I won’t urge you to tell me what you did because I know you may not want to. You have to be the one to decide if you tell me or not. But whatever you decide, I beg you to please stay with me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter. I love you so much. I’m still here for you❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes I really feel that way❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you so much Peter. That’s so good. I love you so much. I don’t want to lose you either❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not mad at you my dear friend. I love you so much too. You really don’t need to tell me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Just hug me anyway?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too Peter❤️ I hope you sleep well❤️. I’m praying for you❤️. Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay, I understand. I’m praying for you. I hope you will get better soon❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How do you feel?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. My phone hasn’t been showing notifications either. I’m glad you’re feeling better. Have you been able to eat much? Are you getting good sleep?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. I’m glad you’re feeling much better. I hope you’ll be able to eat more soon❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Yes❤️. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry my friend. Can I try to cheer you up?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I miss talking to you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Happy Birthday Peter!!!!????❤️. You don’t know how happy I am to have you in my life❤️. I can’t tell you how much you’ve made me smile or laugh, but most importantly how special you’ve made me feel❤️ I really don’t deserve to have a friend as kind as you, but I’m so happy I do❤️ I hope this year brings you good health, happiness, and peace❤️. I hope that one day all your dreams will come true❤️ I love you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’re too kind and you’re welcome❤️❤️❤️. I hope we will be friends until then too❤️❤️❤️. I love you too❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Maybe this is weird to say now instead of when we were talking about it yesterday, but thank you for saying you like my name❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you too❤️. I will be here to support you❤️. There’s something so grown-up about turning twenty.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Don’t worry Peter. It’s okay if you don’t have your life all together right now❤️ How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing good. How much have you been able to eat lately?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I completely understand what it’s like to feel like you have no future or normal life and I’m so so sorry. I love you so much.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Of course I still love you❤️.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sending you lots and lots of hugs.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But I wish i didn’t break anybody’s heart when I’m stay nither

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Did you see what i’had posted?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I want to know your opinion in this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

They are real..all the thoughts that i have been telling you this last whole year are real.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Why do you think that?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Because they are ..I’m not obsessed with them I’m nit afraid or focousing on them so they are stuck ..it’s just came everytime naturallly from me

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand what you’re saying but that’s exactly why it’s a disorder. It’s not considered obsessive because you yourself are obsessed with them. It’s because they are stuck in your brain.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much..

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry if I’m weird or annoying to say this a lot but when i’m sad i feel like i want to say this

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you really love me..with what i did in the past.. When I remember it or the details it’s the most disgusting..

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m sad but it’s okay forget about it

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Do you know my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I can travel to the us but I’m soo afraid

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

What are you afraid of?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I have no relatives their !

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

But today i have bad thoughts..sara’s mom os feeling a pain in her breast and they are all afraid that she had breast cancer and tomorrow she will go to the doctor to know...i had weird thoughts about that.. and sara come to Me crying and I confroted her and in my brain w whole another world as if I’m lying or something I dont know if she knew the truth or what is inside my head what she will do

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I don’t know how she would react either but I still believe these thoughts and the thought that you are lying is from OCD.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Can yiu forgive me?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I mean you really don’t disappointed in me when i told you these things?

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m not disappointed.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I wish that stops oneday

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Yes my friend..I’m sorry that everyday I’m the reason that you hear such horrible thoughts I’m really sorry

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

It’s okay. I’d rather be here for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

When are you going to Australia?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Look my friend after now .. i can came when i want to talk and tell yiu that I’m sad i will not tell you any thoughts anymore..if you will tell me thatbyiu love i think this is enough.. I love you

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will go to the embassy after the Christmas.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Noo,we don’t planned anything yet? we only know that i can go and we have enough money to do that.. Please my friend pray for sara’s mom that tomorrow the doctor says that she is okay and there’s no cancer.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I’m not good..but i get used to it..

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Merry Christmas my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I love you soo much..I don’t know how donyou accepted me despite of. All of thiese things all of these horrible mistakes ..me hurting someone’s life all of this things..you remember it? And stilll love me ! Are you sure?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Are you sure that i should accept their love even if think bad about their families even all this things you know before

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I should don’t feel that they don’t know who am i and they wre loving another person

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

If till can love sara and be loved by her

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Inlove you tooo thankyou for being woth me this year you made it easier❤️❤️❤️ Merry Christmas❤️.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Thank you and you’re always welcome. I’m glad I’ve made it easier for you ❤️❤️❤️❤️. I can’t believe we’ve been chatting about six months? Are you definitely going to Australia?

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

In my country ..we will go to the embassy and it is very small chance for you to get accepted..not anyone could travel ..all people want to travel soo it’s not a high chamce but i will try...yes it’s been six months thank you for every day❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

After the new year.. papers takes some time

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

Pray for me my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

In don’t want to leave . But you really don’t know how crazy i am

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I will pray for you. I understand what it’s like to want to be home when you’re struggling with this but going to Australia could really help you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I read your other posts. Please tell me what’s on your mind.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

My dear friend..thankyou for being with me..but I’m the wrong person..give help to the one who deserves it..I’m not what you think ..i pure evil and i know this Please please you are way more beautiful than all of this I don’t know what to tell im really sorry that I’m who iam

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You are not the wrong person to help or love. I know that you don’t feel this way but I know there’s more good in you than you know. You’ve been nicer to me than most of my other friends.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

They left me for no good reason but you stayed even when it hurt you.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

You’ve come so far Peter. Please keep fighting.