Quantum leaping

I swear my obsession changes every day from being psychic to quantum leaping to God‘s plan to what is truly aligned with me to manifestation to the perfect outcome to the perfect decision to perfection. It’s constant it’s constant and driving me insane and I feel like so stuck and I just I feel like Rodgers is not getting to the root of all the system from like they’re only focusing on getting rid of my symptoms, but I know there’s more to this than just the symptoms because there’s something deep within me. There’s a wound deep within me that is keeping me from moving forward and feeling more comfortable in this confusion and I cannot like put my finger on what I need to do so that I can like face this part of myself like I’m constantly just likeanalyzing everything and it’s exhausting

Carsonfox

Date posted: Yesterday

Dude! I have something similar. I spent a few months in therapy only to not really change much, like I did but my obsessions stayed. He is a nice therapist and listens well but I wanted one from NOCD but she ended up making things worse and didn’t listen very well. Anyways over this past week I’ve felt pretty bad and am going to see a trauma therapist. I think for me it’s less about thinking obsessively but they feelings behind it, like when I talk about it sometimes I still managed to hide it. Idk if that makes sense but please let me know I also has gotten this burning feeling in my head and it says stored trauma and emotions can be a cause to that

Firefly girl

Date posted: Yesterday

@Carsonfox I’m so glad I’m not the only one I feel so stuck and overwhelmed . The only other explanation would be that i have psychic abilities which is actually insane

Firefly girl

Date posted: Yesterday

@Carsonfox Also we do store trauma/suppressed emotions in our body . That’s actually something I was thinking about going into for my career

Carsonfox

Date posted: 23h

Oh cool. Yeah it’s nice to know other people feel this way, I feel incredibly weird and disassociated but sometimes getting angry or crying helps. A lot of it stems from false positivity in church settings for me always putting myself aside it caused so much overthinking and now it’s causing physical stress

Firefly girl

Date posted: 23h

@Carsonfox Yeah my issue is taking my anger out on my bf/family . But a lot of it stems from trauma and me being the scapegoat so it’s frustrating that I’m the only one facing it. And then I get scared ab bad karma bc of how I treat them when I’m angry . And I get stuck on what to do w my life bc I’m like there’s so many unfair things about the way the world works I wish there was something I could do about it

Carsonfox

Date posted: 22h

I definitely hear ya. Life has been tragically bad for me lately I’ll get shaky and constantly throw emotions away. I was playing basketball with this guy and we somehow started talking about mental health and he told me his story about being in a mental hospital and finding healing in god. I know people with ocd and obsessive tendencies have trouble with God. But I just thought I would share that no matter how bad it does get better and it may not matter how it happens but it does

Firefly girl

Date posted: 21h

@Carsonfox I needed this thank you

Carsonfox

Date posted: 9h

Yeah of course

Carsonfox

Date posted: 1h

Idk if you can direct message on here but I’m willing to keep talking every once in a while. It just kinda sucks when you don’t have many people who understand what you’re going through. I’m lucky enough to have people who try and help but it can get isolating. Obviously u don’t have to if u don’t want to

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