I reported my stalker today

@BigGyro09 I’m really scared though. Cause my ocd is like “what if they accuse you of something serious?” for defending myself but I have no other choice cause it’s literally putting my life in danger. I was harassed offline and online. Even on Roblox. They gang stalked me over a fictional crush on an anime villain and it’s screwed me up ever since. :(

@Anxious Chao They can't accuse you of something because they've committed an offense to you. What do you think they would have to accuse you of? It's good that you reported this because you feel your life is threathened. That's very serious. Police should be involved and you're doing the right thing here, even if it feels scary.

@BigGyro09 Nothing really except over the fictional villain I even expressed that I don’t like the villain anymore and they still wouldn’t leave me alone. They accused me of stalking THEM after I blocked to initiate a boundary and to say “leave me alone” they still didn’t stop, and tried following me home.

@Anxious Chao That's no big deal. It's a character that doesn't exist. What they did is absolutely disgusting and sickening. I'm very sorry that you had to do through with that but none of this is your fault.

@BigGyro09 That was the logic I used as well. My friend from college even admitted she had a crush on him too. We bonded over it, but it still screwed me up mentally and triggered my moral ocd. I keep thinking I’m a bad person and a monster for fictional crushes and ships. I don’t engage in fandom anymore for this reason. I cried so many nights, had panic attacks, developed psychotic symptoms such as the fear of them hurting me or my mom, had nightmares of being assaulted, kidnapped, or SA’d, screamed in the middle of the night, amongst other things.

@Anxious Chao You and your friend had a harmless crush over a fictional character. This is a very harmless thing most people don't have. It doesn't sound like you were obsessive about it or it lead to any disturbances in your personal life. I'm talking about without your stalkers making it such a problem. I'm so sorry to hear that this traumatized and bothered you so much. Hearing that this happened to you is very unfair, very disrespectful, and just terrible. I really hope these people pay for their actions and that you fully recover from this with the help you deserve. It will get better.