My family made me kinda uncomfortable.

So, today in church I was seating in the seat and then the pastor says the classic, “Greet your neighbor.” So I avoid all eye contact and am just like, “Please no one come up to me.” And then a little kid comes up to me. And I tried to avoid him and I understand that’s rude but still. And then I put my hand out as a fist bump and was there with it like for a few seconds and then I just gave up. Then my parents lectured me and I said I don’t give good hugs and then they gave me a group hug which I did not want (we’re Mexican though) and then my sister came and I put my knees up, and then to the side and let her hug me and I’m worried what it means. Also I’m more friendly to my sister right now that my parents are gone for some reason. I called her sweetie, put her hood on when she was swinging because I saw her shoulders and I guess part of my thoughts was like, “She’s gonna feel really cold.” And also like, maybe I am looking a little too much into it.