- Date posted
- 14d
Political OCD?
I feel like this should be a recognized subtype, maybe it’s real events? I can’t tell if I should be engaged, how to be engaged, if engagement is ever effective, or even if politics is a worthwhile effort even in theory. I flip flop from being a cynic to a revolutionary in every conversation. I’m enraged and simultaneously pacified. I don’t even know what I’d do if I could do anything. And yet in therapy for all my other ocd I’m supposed to be curious, embrace uncertainty, loosen control, etc. Curiosity about climate change led me to understand that it’s a fact. Curiosity about other peoples opinions about climate change led me to understand that big money controls their understanding of it so that they will vote for big oil. How do I make curiosity make me feel better lol?