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ocd and chronic illness
i have many chronic health issues, the foremost being dysautonomia (dysfunction of the autonomic nervous system), the cause of which is still unknown. i experience drastically varying levels of nausea, dizziness, fatigue, headaches, etc every day, and having such an unpredictable condition that's also unidentified really aggravates my ocd. any time i have a symptom i haven't had in a while, or a new combo of symptoms, or i'm on a new medication (like right now) my brain immediately goes into overdrive. i'm hyperaware of what's going on in my body and desperately trying to figure out what's causing it, whether anything is different, and of course googling obsessively, even if i've googled it many times before. it just sucks. plus all the bullshit of having to deal with the healthcare system and insurance makes me anxious and enraged. i get caught in thought spirals about this as well. if anyone can relate please share. it's rough out here. 🤕