- Date posted
- 3d
faith
Afraid I’m lukewarm again and complacent and feel like I don’t spend enough time with the Lord or when I repent I feel like I just say and and keep acting the same way. I love to be silly and laugh and stuff but feels like wrong. I don’t want to cherry pick but how do I know if I am or not I believe in him and his sacrifice I’m just scared when I die I’m gonna be a fraud and that I’m not a true disciple cuz I’m not bold in my faith or talk about it much but try to represent Christ wherever I go in public but my inward things I struggle with make me fake and evil and don’t feel like I’m being truly transformed and still struggle with so much