- Date posted
- Yesterday
Worried I'm gross
I sort of have a roach problem in my home. They are mainly in my kitchen. Sometimes there are a lot of them and other times there are little of them. There are times where I rinse my plate so I think the plate is clean enough to eat food on but I looked up if this is the case and the results said no it isn't. I have not gotten sick from eating or heating up food though. I wrapped up pizza with aluminum foil and I may or may not have seen a roach on the side of the drawer when getting it. I wrapped up the slices anyway, took one out and ate it after I did so because I wanted a slice and microwaved it, which I looked up that microwaves sanitize food and it makes it safe to eat, so I ate the slice. My OCD worrying is here and I can feel it physically. I'm just trying to sit through it without any judgement of calling myself gross for doing this or disproving the OCD and setting everybody to maybe maybe not.