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I am Muslim I want to explain a problem. I have been suffering from this issue for about five or six years, especially during Ramadan when I keep fasting. I experience a very strange condition. Even if I want to, I cannot feel happy. I do keep all my fasts, but the problem is that throughout the day while fasting I keep having strange thoughts. Whatever thought comes into my mind feels 100% true to me. I cannot decide by myself whether it is true or not, so I ask other people to confirm it. I get very tired and frustrated from this. I cannot leave the fast, and I also cannot tell this problem to anyone openly. For example, thoughts come to my mind like: “Did I drink water?” or “Did I eat something?” Then I cannot decide, so I ask someone else, “Did I do something like that?” They say, “No, you didn’t do anything.” But still the thought keeps bothering me. At night I also sleep less, and sometimes my heart starts beating fast. If I am sitting somewhere, I start thinking maybe someone secretly gave me something to eat. Then I check the taste in my mouth, and sometimes I even feel a taste similar to what I imagined. Sometimes someone is talking in front of me and I feel as if they said something about me. Occasionally I ask them, and they say no, and sometimes I cannot even ask them. Please tell me some solution to this problem.