I’m worried about my mental health

Hello, I wanted to make this post about stuff that I feel most of the day and how It makes me worry. Honestly at night I feel anxious and sometimes even I feel a little depersonalization, I’m genuinely worried because I’m homeschooled so I stay home most of the day and never get a chance to socialize. I been homeschooled since 2023 and it feels almost as if I’m having the same day over and over again, I try to do things to not feel this way like hag out with siblings and go outside but I can’t go anywhere like the park or anything because I live deep in the neighborhood and I don’t have a drivers license yet so I can’t do much to socialize. This makes me worry because I don’t know if that’s good for you, and I’m constantly worried because of my ocd and past regretful experiences but I do feel mentally exhausted or like a burnt out. I sometimes feel better about a certain ocd like some days my pocd isn’t that loud but then I experience some harm ocd but the harm ocd isn’t as consistent so I haven’t “diagnosed” it, and lately I have been feeling sexual orientation ocd which is making me worry because I don’t want to be gay so it’s like I can never catch break.