- Date posted
- Yesterday
ERP for death/health OCD
Hi, First post here. I'm just wondering if anyone has had success with ERP, specifically if you have health/death related OCD and not really any physical compulsions? Mine are mental- mainly checking and seeking reassurance. I just started with NOCD (second session today) so I haven't started the ERP yet, and I guess I'm just curious how it will work in my case. My fear/obsession is underlying illnesses/death for myself too but mainly my children. So here's a real example from the past: 1. I saw a normal small bruise on my child (from the playground I'm sure) 2. Ask what happened and she said she doesn't know 3. I start worrying/obsessing over what if it's something like cancer, checking the bruise often to see if anything changes, looking online to try to compare bruises and reassure myself about what it is. This happens until it goes away and then it will be something different the next time. The thing is, I know that ERP is supposed to target the compulsions but for me, the worrying/ruminating is the worst part of it. Will that get better? I can't say this for sure, but it *feels* like stopping the compulsion of googling/checking can be done somewhat easily, I just am wondering if I will ever stop the worrying/obsessing and what if's. I know I will still have those what if thoughts at times of course, but the ERP can help me ignore it basically instead of letting it consume me??