- Date posted
- 2d
I spend my entire day on screens (17 hrs/day)
This is not an exaggeration, I know people who say this with 7 hours of screen time but I probably have 10 more hours on that per day. I'm just not sure what to do. My entire life has been like this. I grew up as an only child with no other family than my parents who fought all the time, and I moved around a lot and my parents were not very social so I never developed social skills. That problem has lessened somewhat and I don't struggle to talk to people anymore. But I don't know what a normal life looks like. I don't know what to do other than screens, I don't know who to meet. I feel FOMO without a screen to look at. I don't really have anything to do besides them anyway. My therapist has said that this - unsurprisingly - has contributed significantly to my problems. But there's a part of me that thinks I use screens in the first place to distract myself from my OCD, as if I don't use them I get bored whoch leads to OCD. I know that's wrong now but I wasn't aware I had OCD for so long. So it's hard to let go. I just don't know what else I could do other than screens.