krish123
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Hello
Anyone can help me about ocd
AjquintAjquint
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Omg wow I feel the same way.
AjquintAjquint
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It’s like constant waves where happiness is an illusion so that the fallback hits harder and there’s no escape from it
krish123krish123
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Now
krish123krish123
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Like chat
AjquintAjquint
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Hello, I’m no professional and I’m 17 but Id say im pretty smart and I’d love to chat with you
krish123krish123
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Hi so how is your OCD now
krish123krish123
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You got it younger than me😭 I got at 22.5-23
AjquintAjquint
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And I do also have all the same types of OCD as you apparently, I guess that’s how the algorithm works, idk I’m new to the app
krish123krish123
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How do ,I got it becoz I was you know insulted on social media
krish123krish123
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@krish123 From then on it's just here
AjquintAjquint
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Yeah I got diagnosed with ADHD at 15 and OCD at 16, I think it’s a good age because it’s not too young and not too old but still a struggle regardless
AjquintAjquint
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I’m a little confused about the conversation right now because this thing is so slow 😅
krish123krish123
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Ya
krish123krish123
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I get it ,cool
AjquintAjquint
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I’m genuinely just so happy to be able to find people who can actually relate so much
AjquintAjquint
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I do also wish to be able to help others as much as I need help
krish123krish123
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I realized that's a trap atleast for me we got be selfish but I am not still ok so yeah idk
AjquintAjquint
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I get that. Everything feels like a trap tbh and it’s hard to tell what is really authentic in the universe and the system of morality sucks
AjquintAjquint
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Is there anything specific going on right now you’d like to talk about?
krish123krish123
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No I just don't get it like everytime I am like it's over but it's never over, some people say OCD will be sealed alot better I just seem to not get hang of it and I don't like the way like it won't go away but your reaction will be different I want a better solution I want someone whose OCD has actually gone and I don't know I want to be normal it feels like I don't know
AjquintAjquint
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Of course it’s more about having it more manageable than it just going away but still even that is so difficult
krish123krish123
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Yes but I still have it hard in everyway by that definition I am there but the memory or feeling of peace wouldn't let me leave it in middle and maybe I can improve more but how
AjquintAjquint
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I’m not sure if it’s helping me manage, but I’ve decided to turn my experiences into short films expressing what it feels like
AjquintAjquint
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@Ajquint They’re still very WIP in the script writing stage but I they are meant to portray what it’s like to morally doubt everything all the time and the truth about reality
krish123krish123
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Cool
AjquintAjquint
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I think of it as I’m just going with the flow of life. And although the pain is still there and it really sucks, I just choose to do pretty much nothing in moments of high anxiety and stress. Idk if it’s right but I feel like it’s kept me alive which in turn keeps me discovering new things
krish123krish123
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You know I don't want to give any suggestion because I had psychotic episode once I thought it's freaking over and I just don't know anything is all ,I lost my ability to understand pain I can't emphatize because I start doing that I go to extremes and like he got hurt a little I feel like he is dead or something so it's freaking hard for me
AjquintAjquint
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@krish123 I’m a little confused by what you’re saying here, sorry
krish123krish123
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@krish123 I used to see others in pain I would feel pain but I couldn't help because I don't know how I feel shy I feel it's not actually what they want so I used to feel alot of pain and there were people who hurt they lack that so maybe it's a right way atleast don't hurt others but be free
krish123krish123
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@Ajquint Ok sorry 😂
krish123krish123
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@krish123 It's philosophy
AjquintAjquint
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@krish123 I love philosophy. Ive been thinking about existence, morality, purpose, life, and everything for ages
krish123krish123
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@Ajquint You will hate it in some time then you will leave it 😁 hope you are seeing a good psychologist if ocd can improve alot early stages is the best time so yeah it is better to get treated now
AjquintAjquint
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@krish123 Oh I love and hate everything equally because I see all perspectives. I just can’t help but think about philosophy because I’m obsessed and interested in it whether it’s good or bad
AjquintAjquint
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If I were having an episode right now I’d probably be talking more like a schizo or not talking at all because it’s hard to control my thoughts and every word feels wrong to say but I try to get out hopeful things just in case I’m honestly not sure if it’ll work though
krish123krish123
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I don't know 😭,I just don't know but one of my friend had ocd now he doesn't ,I don't think you have schizo I am saying about ocd
AjquintAjquint
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@krish123 I know I’m not schizo. I just say that sometimes because when I’m having OCD episodes it makes me feel crazy and insane like that
krish123krish123
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@Ajquint It's very different
AjquintAjquint
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The thing that bothers me most is the fact that we are limited to our own lives and our own experiences, and that we can never truly know if anyone else is internally experiencing consciousness
AjquintAjquint
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@Ajquint I feel like I should be able to live any perspective or switch lives or something
AjquintAjquint
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Unfortunately I cannot talk anymore right now but I just followed you so we can probably talk later once I have some free time
krish123krish123
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Thanks
krish123krish123
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Good night
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