- Date posted
- Yesterday
I’m new here
I’ve followed NOCD on Instagram for about a week now and I’ve found it so helpful. Today, I downloaded the app because I finally feel brave (and desperate) enough to admit I need therapy. I have never been diagnosed with OCD but I know I have it. For some reason I think having a diagnosis could help me. I’m a mom of a precious toddler and a wife to my best friend in the world. For 3 months now, my mind has gotten out of control and become completely debilitating. At times, I have just not wanted to go on because it all feels so terrifying and I don’t know how to deal with this. So I know I need the help. I’ve been so scared to seek therapy but I think I’m finally ready. I’m still scared but I need to get back to loving myself and feeling comfortable and confident with myself so that I can get back to being a good mom and enjoying being a mom and not feeling like my child’s life is just slipping thru my fingers and I’m missing it because I can’t get out of my own head. And I want to stop burdening my precious husband with this emotional anguish. He has been so kind, supportive, patient and helpful with me and has done so much research to know how to help me the best he can, but at some point, we need professional help. Thank you for reading and supporting me thru this process. 🩷