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I feel like no one has been through stuff like I have sometimes I don’t know if I’m evil or not I think me being sexually abused and sexualized all my life is what made me have pocd. I would be told I have a big butt ever since I could think I would get sa by my “boyfriend” just five years old and years by my cousin and it’s still happening because for whatever reason men think they can touch me if my butt Is big like sometimes i genuinely think maybe im leading them on even though I never say yes someone younger than me in high school during my junior year sa me by touching my butt I thought he was a sweet kid but he started telling me he like me I kept telling him no he’s too young he visited my classroom everyday and would talk to me when I kept saying no he would then touch my butt but that’s not even the only boy that’s touched me in highschool I think it’s all my fault

Avery M

Date posted: 12d

I'm so sorry that you've been/ are going through this. It is never your fault when someone crosses a line and takes advantage of or hurts you. You should never have to apologize or feel badly because of someone else's actions. There are so many men out there who think that they can do whatever they want to women but it is never on you. Sending love! ♥️

Kei1

Date posted: 12d

@Avery M Thank you so much for saying this

nevy ❀𖦹˚⟡˖ ࣪

Date posted: 13d

Omg girl I am so sorry. Some people think that just because they find someone attractive they can just cross boundaries or say/do whatever and they’re WRONG!! It is NEVER YOUR FAULT for what they did to you! Objectification is terrible. You are more than just a nice body or a pretty face and people have to stop being so superficial when it comes to relationships like fr it fills me up with so much anger.

Kei1

Date posted: 12d

@nevy ❀𖦹˚⟡˖ ࣪ Thank you I don’t really open up much up here but I try ♥️

lome

Date posted: 2d

Just ignore it sometimes the brain gives you something you get shocked from how bad it are and in my culture I don’t know if you believe there a demon or not but in my culture said there Every human being has a companion among the devils, and every person has one from the day they are born and their job the demon job is to make the human sad and scared and let the human think about something bad or even sad and we just ignore it because that was in the mind and not like we are really mean it

Kei1

Date posted: Yesterday

@lome Thank You for telling me this I’ll make sure to ignore my demon

lome

Date posted: Yesterday

@Kei1 Your welcome 🌸

lome

Date posted: Yesterday

It’s there fault and try to tell someone like your parents or the manager or the teacher

Kei1

Date posted: 18h

@lome I graduated last year so gladly I don’t have to see them anymore I’m 19 now and honestly at that school they don’t care

lome

Date posted: 57m

@Kei1 If you mean you won’t see those people so thank god they are bad people

lome

Date posted: 49m

@Kei1 My school in me country They are very strict about bullying. If someone bullies another person, they reprimand them severely, even if it was a joke. They don't even allow bad nicknames.

Kei1

Date posted: 14d

Everytime I get into a relationship they compliment me tell me lm pretty and that I have a good body and that im perfect but they always use me like a tool

lome

Date posted: Yesterday

@Kei1 Okay I know it’s not my business but I will advise you to let this relationship for yourself and your psych let them they are not good person Their intentions are clear; they don't love you, they're just exploiting you, even if they apologize for what they did, especially if they've done it more than once. They apologized and then did it again, so don't associate with them, because someone who repeats a mistake, even if they apologize, will repeat it. Don't be sad, it's not your fault. Don't let a single tear fall because of them. Your tears are precious

lome

Date posted: 4h

Then tell the cops or Defend yourself don’t let anyone harm your beautiful soul

lome

Date posted: 48m

And If someone threatens or tries to blackmail someone, the police will deal with it.

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