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PLS HELP I have a theme where I’m paranoid if my boyfriend is a secret bad person / weirdo and even about myself too . He just got home from work after working 12 hours at night . He was knocked out laying down on the bed with our dog . I wanted to get under the blanket with them so I lift up the blanket and den he was holding our dogs leg but it looked like he was holding our dogs dick to me . So I woke him up and questioned him . I feel like my mind took it way for and thought he was holding our dogs dick but I think he was just holding his leg and of course his leg is near his private part area . My dog was laying like a bunny next him is the best way to describe how my dog was laying . I have a pitbull mix . Idk if I can find a pic of my dogs exact position. This happened about 15 mins ago and now I’m sitting here wanting to move on but now I can’t remember exactly what I seen even tho it was just recent . I want to say Ik my bf would never hurt an Animal . I’ve been with my bf for 5 years I feel like I would know by now if he’d wanted to hurt an animal . But I’ve had this theme where my mind would accuse my bf of horrible stuff or act like I seen horrible stuff that actually never happened once I calm down . Now I’m like what if he was actually holding his dick . The fact that I had to question and said that I thought you was holding his dick . But I think he was just holding his leg but the what ifs and the fact that I can’t even be 100 percent sure now even tho it’s just happened about 20 mins ago . Plus i think about if he was holding his dick I’m sure my dog would be uncomfortable and would’ve been moved ???? Right ??? I feel like I seen somebtign it my mind took it out of proportion. But it may looks like it but it wasn’t . Bc my dogs leg is closeto his private area . Plus whenever my bf is dead asleep he sometimes is grabby with my body subconsciously so I’m like what if what if . Now even tho I want to move on from , what if I move on and it was somebtign bad that actually happened but I can’t figure it out in my head even tho it just happened like literally 20 to 30 Mins ago . I’m tired of this . My mind could literally land someone in prison or myslef just bc I decided to believe my ocd or brain . Even my ocd we’ll make em believe I looked at something different than what it was even while it’s happening yk. Is there ppl that been through similar . Pls help .