anyone want to talk just as a distraction from OCD

@Anonymous yes lets talk . so what are your plans for this week? u in school? work? what are your hobbies or interests? i dont have any hobbies or interests due to anhedonia but i can talk about if i am in school or work... i am in neither also LOL! all im planning to do is take my permit test for my drivers license, i am 22 and havent gotten it yet AND I NEED TO VERY BADLY... i am desperate but also i am a horrible procrastinator... enough about me! time to hear about you

@🧠🫯 Gotta spend tomorrow working through my list cause mom dropped on me that apparently they’re moving back to Chicago in a month just as I got set up with a job and getting my license as an SLPA and I have a choice to stay here or move back so I’m gonna lock in tomorrow and work through pros and cons and everything. Then I nanny my favorite little 7 month old on Wednesday afternoon, Thursday 8-5, and Friday afternoon

@Anonymous I too am procrastinating lol

@Anonymous well despite possibly having to move i commend you on getting your license! that's awesome! in 1st grade i had a speech therapist and i loved her. i really hope you get everything sorted out with your list. it does sound very stressful. hopefully nannying will give you alittle boost! so cute🩷 im wishing u the best

@NattoCatto That’s awesome! My brother is a marathon runner too. He’s actually done a couple ultramarathons and is going that route now. Yea my friend lives in Nashville and said the heat’s been brutal!

@NattoCatto dang :O my dad used to do marathons. its also hot here too in California. everytime i see anyone WALKING outside i feel bad for them so i cant imagine running in any heat that's similar here. also the job thing, cool :) what is your occupation?

@Anonymous Dang! Ultramarathons are super impressive!

@🧠🫯 Ugh, it’s almost fall here at least 😭 and I’m in beverage sales. What do you do?

@NattoCatto Yeah he’s crazy! He did a 24 hour race! It is what it sounds! He ran I think 115 miles or somewhere close to that. Got 1st place in the entire race and almost beat the course record! He actually has a YouTube channel mostly for running

@NattoCatto what exactly do u do in beverage sales? im very curious because im looking it up and seeing barely anything coming up... very mysterious XD im currently unemployed but i had my very first interview less than a week ago! i was denied but i still got experience at least. ugh its so hard to even get an INTERVIEW these days, let alone a job despite all the places i've applied to... im frustrated but im just trying to be patient. i'm also currently not going to school but im thinking of majoring in court reporting, im not even sure if its gonna be for me but ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ

@La mechanic what TV show? my favorite TV show used to be My Little Pony. and also Impractical Jokers. :) also wow!! a four wheeler! my sisters dad has a bunch of dirt bikes in his back yard. he loves them.

@🧠🫯 I used to watch impractical jokers with my uncle before he passed today o was watching car and classic truck building shows

@La mechanic i take it you're a car fanatic, that's awesome, my mom has a convertible corvette that she loves

@I’m Batman hello Batman, im not a dog person but i always thought bernese mountain dogs were beautiful, and i think bloodhounds are really cute :) what about you?

@Knoveria hi friend,:) thank you i love my PFP too. i dont currently have a favorite meme but i saw this pic recently on instagram and it made me laugh so hard

@🧠🫯 but what is ur favorite meme? j forgot to ask... also i also relate to today being difficult as well... it really is exhausting...

@🧠🫯 this is mine right now I like to pretend he’s me ocd

@Knoveria yess dont listen to that mean dog

@qubing hi im sorry to hear that, me as well. welll, not much, this is like the least active i've been in a long time... ive been going to college for the past 3 years but this whole year i have taken school off. i think its just because idk what to do for my career due to my anhedonia, i dont have passions/interests so it makes it hard to know what to pursue because of this i've tried to apply to jobs but only 1 out of maybe 8 different places i've applied to actually reached out for an interview... i did the interview and was denied but i guess its good 'cause i at least got experience! right now since im so inactive im just trying to muster up the motivation to study for my drivers permit test. gosh i need to get my drivers license what about you?im freaking bored all day, just feeling so unmotivated and anxious.

@🧠🫯 hey! i’m sorry to hear about the job interview, but good on you for seeing the positive in that (i know sure as hell that i wouldn’t be able to). i totaaally understand the lack of motivation and boredom. there’s a lot happening in my life right now, but i also feel unreasonably bored. i started at a new school this term, so that’s certainly taking some adjusting to, but it has been a lot. i’m still trying to figure out how i want to utilize my time best in order to set myself up well for these next 4 years, and that’s been a pretty difficult process to even begin to wrap my head around. it’s been lotttts of late nights and early mornings recently, but i’m hoping that all of that will resolve soon enough. (…i hope!!) i recently got neuropsych evaluated after a very very long 4 years of trying to do so, and while it was nice to now have formal academic accommodations, i still feel very lost. anyway, i know you said you don’t have interests or passions, but do you listen to music? i think talking about stuff like that is a good way to learn about a person haha

@qubing im sure you will get everything sorted out, i am assuming you are just starting college? it can definitely be very stressful starting out. im also not sure if you're in university or community college , so depending on that, that can definitely make it more stressful with the workload you may have. of course im sure you have heard this but take advantage of any resources your school may have like counseling, tutoring, and dont be afraid to talk to professors and stuff also yay congrats on finally getting evaluated :) im sure it does feel really really overwhelming though. if you have any questions like on OCD itslelf im always here to explain also yes i do listen to music but can't enjoy it anymore sadly! i still try to though. even though i cant feel any pleasure from listening to music i still use it as a distraction. im listening to kpop right now actually. what type of music do u listen to?