- Date posted
- Yesterday
trouble getting help
I really dont know if this needs a trigger warning but I’d rather be safe than sorry. I’ve been really struggling with what I am extremely confident is OCD for a very long time. I’ve been documenting my symptoms and common mental compulsions and all the signs point to OCD. I get so close to getting help and talking to a professional but then I back out at the last second because my brain tells me i’m lying and faking all my symptoms or no one’s going to believe me and I’m making everything up. is this a common thing people struggle with? I feel so lost and the intrusive thoughts and mental compulsions have caused my anxiety to start effecting my health. I feel like a horrible person all the time for thinking the things I do and I have to scream at myself in my head to get them to stop. I feel so alone