i've just graduated, and i'm going to have a party but i'm still stuck and distressed abt what i remembered a few days ago of an episode of when i was in middle school. I keep thinking abt it and i feel a heavy weight on my chest that i cannot let go. i cannot be loose, i really want to have fun but i feel like i dont deserve it. could someone just answer my most recent post? please, i beg you.
What happened? I saw something about tickling?
you can see my activity, it's the post from 1 hr ago
@ivefailed. But you havent said what happened
Or i cant see the post
ill copy paste it under this
@ivefailed. No need ive read several of your posts in the past and its clearly just ocd. Like everything youve said. Ive also worried about. Most of it is just natural and science based. Like its normal to find your triggers as you call them cute or attractive. A P#!do is interested in prepubescent and sexually attracted. Finding someone attractive like as in like cute etc is normal. Noticing features on someone will trigger a dopamine response due to your neural pathways. Also, arousal whether it be sexual or fear based feels very similar. If you keep analysing everything youll get worse. Trust me ive experienced this. Laws are in place to protect vunerable people they dont take into account biology, completely. You have ocd, people who commit these crimes are not worrying about speakkng to someone whos 2 years younger than them (which is pretty normal by the way). Youre a safe person and your mind will tell you no and it will even create false attraction.
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