I’m socializing here but not publicly ready.

@Boooperbear Thank you! 😊

@Boooperbear Thank you, I will try me best. Hope you have a good day as well. 😊

@Miss understood My*

@Miss understood I’m trying my hardest, I’m struggling a lot today with spirals

@Boooperbear I’m sorry, it’s going to be okay. I’m about to leave to pick up some things and one of my struggles is being away from my home and in public so I’ve already begun shaking…. Just going to try to breathe through it and not do the usual rushing to feed the fear. You ever want to talk feel free to reach out. I have many struggles, just take one day at a time my friend and focus on breathing is what I’m always told. I’m an open book so we can talk about anything. 😊

@Miss understood I appreciate you! I’m definitely open to talking with you more!

@Boooperbear Same here,any time. You’re welcome ☺️

@Miss understood I definitely look up to you! You seem so strong and I’m hoping to be more brave about not avoiding my fears in the future.

@Boooperbear My father always told me how strong I was and I guess I always over looked it until now. I definitely have my days where I fall apart and feel very unloved and not supported because I’ve been through more than most including the loss of one of my 5 children so life hasn’t been so nice to me. I believe my faith and relationship with God has helped me recognize my strengths and it seems he shows me more each day. When I feel alone I keep in mind I’m actually not alone because he is always with us. I grew up in church but as I became a teen I grew away from him, I think I’m gravitating back to him because I remember how happy I was during the years I called on him so this is like reuniting and handing over all my worries and problems on him. If I wasn’t so strong in my faith I feel my issues would be much worse so he gives me the strength I most desperately need when I have no one to turn to. You’re a very nice gentleman and I hope life gets easier for however you choose to guide you. I lean on God, family and close friend’s. I’m taking baby steps at facing my fears 1 at a time because sometimes they can get overwhelming and then fall into depression for a day or two. I have faith in you with a great therapist, family and friends (not sure in your beliefs, so I will not assume God is a big part of your life and if not there’s nothing wrong with that) “I’m non judgmental” but you will start to notice yourself moving along freely knowing the fear is there but not reacting to it. I too have to practice this. I cry a lot so I’m not as strong as I’d like to be but in time I’ll get there. It’s a goal. As always, nice talking to you! 😊

@Miss understood I’m so sorry you’ve been through so much. I’m glad you feel comfortable sharing that with me though, I know that can be difficult. I’m glad you’ve found something you can lean on that gives you some inner peace!

@Boooperbear Sorry, my notifications some how wasn’t working. I’m here, what’s going on hun? I’m okay, or doing the best I can but still struggling so i understand. I had to reach out to my bestie tonight to feel a little more calm. It worked, I’m sorry I didn’t get your message sooner. Hope you are doing better. I’m about to go to bed, I had stomach issues tonight/morning and it kept me up late. I’ll check back in when I wake up to see how things are going. Nite. 😊