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- 6y
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- 6y
I heard before that ocd is creating a false threat for us, it doesn’t actually mean anything and there really is no danger. People without OCD can see that easily because their brain doesn’t jump straight to the OCD thought patterns and anxiety. Everyone has all kinds of thoughts because our brains are so good at imagining things
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- 6y
It’s normal for everyone to have intrusive thoughts. It’s easier for them to just get rid of those thoughts because the brain doesn’t create the ocd cycle like ours does. They know it’s irrational and it requires less energy for them to get rid of those thoughts
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- 6y
I do stuff like that! I rub my nails because they are smooth too. What I do a lot is rubbing each of my fingers to my thumb, I’ve done it for as long as I can remember and I don’t even think about it. I thought it was maybe a compulsion, but I’ve never done it to neutralize a thought or anything so maybe it’s not? Thank you for your reply though. And lol at the shampoo thing ?? I’m happy to know the self soothing is a good thing, sometimes it so hard to differentiate between that and compulsions!
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- 6y
Yesss the threat! That really makes sense to me. I just talked to my therapist about this self-soothing thing that I do almost always but happens more when my stress is high. Apparently that’s something that soothes the amygdala, which is where our brain remembers trauma, and where we decide “fight or flight”... I’m thinking that just all of the trauma and anxiety I have caused me to habitually self soothe. I’m trying to NOT stop myself from doing it anymore since it’s actually a good thing and not a compulsion. Interesting. Sorry I went way off track there. But that comment made a lot of sense to me.
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- 6y
What do you use to self soothe? I would like to try it if it isn’t a compulsion!
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- 6y
Well mine is something I’ve done since about age 3 that I could never stop- despite multiple attempts. It’s taking a section of my hair and turning it into a loop so it’s super silky, and smoothing over it repeatedly with my thumb in the same hand. Sometimes i even just pet a nail of mine with my fingertip because it’s smooth. But it can be any sensation that brings you a sense of satisfaction/peace. Usually to do with your senses, and always something you can call on because you’re using yourself. Typically it’s something you can do mindlessly, so for me it just happens as soon as I feel stress. Sometimes I don’t even notice because I’m so lost in a worry wormhole —until someone asks if I’m petting my hair ?. Not fun spouting off excuses to coworkers so sometimes I’m like “yeah my new shampoo just makes my hair so silky” ?
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- 25w
I feel guilty for sometimes wishing that bad things weren’t bad. It’s such an OCD-driven thought process—if they weren’t bad, I wouldn’t have to fear them. It’s like wishing morality didn’t exist, just so everything would be acceptable. But then I feel guilty for even thinking that. I don’t think I actually want that, I just want this to be easier. The bad things—violence, pedophilia, incest—need to stay bad. But I’m scared. Scared that my anxiety is the only thing stopping me from doing something terrible. Scared that I don’t actually have morals, just a fear of social judgment. If there were no consequences, no stigma, would I lose control? Would I become someone awful? Do I fear *being* a bad person, or just *being seen* as one? Today was an easier day, but still a hard one.
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- 22w
I’ve done things in the past few years that I’m not proud of - only a couple of things I can think of and they didn’t directly hurt anyone at least with is relieving (but maybe indirectly they sort of did or could’ve which makes me hate myself because why did I do that… *how* could I do that…) If I could back and stop those things from happening, I would. I may not have thought about what I was doing at the time, so I didn’t really recognize that they weren’t okay, but that doesn’t excuse them, and I would smack some sense into my past self if I were able. I feel like if anyone knew what I‘ve done, they wouldn’t want anything to do with me. They’d write me off as worthless. And maybe they should to be honest. Now yet another thing has come up - I haven’t done anything, but I had an intrusive thought pop up that made me *think* about doing something and this would be unforgivable in my opinion. Though, to be honest, the things I’ve done before are also somewhat unforgivable in my opinion… 😞 Regardless, I don’t want to do it because I don’t think it’s okay, but I worry deep down that I do. Or that I’m looking for an excuse to make it okay to do. I don’t know, it’s complicated. And I’m upset I even thought about it. I wish I had never seen the thing that triggered that intrusive thought. Yet another thing I would stop if I could. I’ve tried to not think about it or focus on it, but it doesn’t work. Even if it goes away, it just comes back again. I just keep thinking about it and it’s overwhelming. Anyway all of the guilt of this is killing me. I feel like an irredeemably terrible person and it makes me want to give up. I can’t get on with life because it’s paralyzing. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, and at this point, it feels like I don’t deserve to just move on. I can’t live with myself and I feel like I don’t deserve anything anymore. I know a lot of this is probably OCD, but I’m not sure all of it is and I don’t know what to do… if I spoke to a therapist about it, I don’t think I could bring myself to say what I’ve done or what thoughts I’ve had. But if I was told to move on by someone who didn’t know the truth, I would worry they wouldn’t really say that if they knew. Agh, it’s all just a mess 😞
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- 21w
I look back at various past events in my life where I said or did things that I feel really guilty, disgusted, and ashamed about. I replay them in my head for hours. I feel anxious about crossing paths with people that I've hurt or upset in the past or who perceive me badly, to the point that I will avoid going out in public as much as possible. I go out for work, errands, appointments, and occasionally to eat (even though those all give me a lot of anxiety), but I avoid community events where people might recognize me and I tend to isolate myself. The only people I see regularly are my boyfriend, my parents, and my coworkers. I live in a small community and I'm worried about people confronting me publicly and proving what a bad person I must be.
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