My brain is killing me? I need a therapist in my life.?People help me people.I live in a remote place in India andWE DONT HAVE THERAPISTS HERE.Help before i kill myself bc my mind is telling me so.

Thank you Mike?

Thankyou Mike.I did take care of myself.But Thankyou so much for taking time to comment.I Appreciate it.Much love all of you guys??

I had a bad day yesterday. Woke up 2 hours ago with migraine.Everybody at work hates me.My bestfriend is not picking up my phone and he seems being with the people who have hurted me, lately after i had an argument with him.I expected him to talk to me but he doesnot.People use me and i do stuff for them but when its my turn they upfront deny to do me favours.My mind says they insult you and when i dont do their thing my mind says you are selfish and unethical.People hurt me.My bestfriend said yesterday that you fight with everyone and you did the same with me too.I dont know how to deal with these situations.Although i am not a bad peraon but people talk behind my back and nobody talks to me and what hurts me the most is that my bestfriend is also with hem now.Leaving me alone in the corner of the office.They laugh together .eat together and nobody asks me?

@Thelearningella Some people just don't know how to handle actions like someone being up set at them as you are. Maybe it is a lack of empathy or not but the best thing to do is not expect anything of them. Your best friend.. I would straight up tell him how he made you feel... Nd also try to put yourself in his shoes. See what happens.

@Thelearningella Never stop being who you are... Be a good person.. if people don't appreciate your kindness then stop doing kind things to get appreciation but do kind things just to be kind so at the end of the day you can hold your head up and not cry in a corner because you are worth so much more than that.

@SignorBlanco ❤❤ God bless you for support me.

@Thelearningella Anytime!

I have no one to talk to.My parents are least intersted in my "shit" and i have no friends.I ask people for help on social media and people dont care to reply.It disgusts myself.My mother hates me as well although i do a lot for her even if i cant i try my best to be a good daughter and listen to her worries and when i need her she says you are being too much..i dont have time...I hate her but my ocd tells she has given you birth if you express your hate towards her God will never forgive ypu.But what about me? I do her favours drop her wherever she wants, soothe her when shes having a bad day and when i tell her my stuff she says why do you talk about others..do your work...it hurts she tells what grandma did to her and aunties and uncles i listen to her kindly helping her out..But it hurts when she cold turkey tells me not to talk about bullshit she has stuff to do.? All my childhood i have craved her affection and been the best daughter i could in my capability..When i say this she says i wash your clothes do dishes for you make you food what else do you want..I want LOVE..The place where i live every mother does that for their kids.Whats so special about it.. But she is a COLD HEARTED person.She has never liked me.I wanna hate her but cant.

God loves you, let him be your therapist. Goodnight beautiful.

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@SignorBlanco You are kind Signo.Keep blossoming?

@Thelearningella My ig is v.spaghettio

Love to talk to you. MY insta account is 'khushboo__chaudhary'. See you there.Anyone willing to help me kindly contact.Thanks in Advance.?

Thanks dear??