advocate109
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- 5y
IhateOCD99IhateOCD99
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- 5y
Pure hell.
advocate109advocate109
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- 5y
What happens tho?
pgam14pgam14
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- 5y
I can say with women?Idk if it helps but I think it is the same...It feels like I am attracted to her or like I wanna be with her when most of the time I dont find anything that attracts me I mean the girls are pretty but nothing more and its so annnoying and makes me anxious.And how do you feel when you see an attractive male?
advocate109advocate109
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- 5y
For me, i get a nervous aNxious feeling in my chest stomach area and then thoughts come like "is this attraction?" "Am i attracted to this person" which further escalates the nervousness and leads it into a brainy anxiety.
advocate109advocate109
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- 5y
For me, i immediately get nrrcous in my chest/stomach area
Jansen0495Jansen0495
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- 5y
I become veryyy anxious, and need to get out of there as soon as possible. Check for arousal or groinal response but this (luckily) never happened before. I ask myself immediately, could you be attracted to him? Look, he looks good don't you think so? Would you like to kiss him? And I'm like STOPPP fucking god please. When I see a cute girl i am aroused, feel a warm feeling and love to keep staring at her. Why is HOCD so fucked up!!! I know exactly what I like and what turns me on...
IonutIonut
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- 5y
Anxious as well. To be honest i get hocd when i see men who are more idk masculine and more big than me cuz (bla bla childohood father wasnt’t there he cheated on my mom, abusive) so practicly kind of a lack of father like protection and that shit triggers somehow this. When the image is very explicit i get a somehow boner but one very strange cause at a conscious level i don’t like what im watching and imaging or idk putting myself in such a situation makes me sick. Recently I thought hmm what if im bisexual? Ok so because in the late idk 2 months my life was mainly about sexuallity what was the first think i checked? Bi porn: of course i didnt like it but idk hocd was putting something downthere. But now im kinda chill cause i know i wouldnt do such a shit (sorry if there are any gays or bis around here)
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Anonymous
- Date posted
- 24w
HOCD or not?
Has anyone experienced where you love woman everything about them, even to the point where you still can get erections watching normal porn, lesbian porn etc. but you find your self still admiring a good looking man. I’ve went through the groinal responses when seeing a man but honestly after watching porn and realizing it’s not about sex it went away. On the other hand even when there’s a male and a female in a picture I can’t stop looking at the male and judging, but the minute they’re naked I’m fine and looking at the woman. I started watching porn at a very young age so I’m wondering do I only sexualize woman and admire the man so in everyday life I don’t see her as beautiful because she’s not naked ? I understand as a straight male I can still think guys are attractive but why do I constantly notice them more than women? I also can admire and see when a girl is beautiful in the face but then if a dude that’s more attractive than me pops up in staring at him. Has anyone experience this?
one.indian.girl
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- 18w
Question
Why does Hocd latches on to a specific person?
Mimo116
- Date posted
- 15w
So-ocd,please answer
Can hocd create mental feelings or things that resemble inclinations Without a physical response?, but such as arousal and mental attraction, for example, I have so ocd and I'm afraid that I might like women.So, in the last period, when I look at photos of girls, especially beautiful ones, I feel something strange or attracted,sometimes their bodies.And I'm confused as to what that might mean, it's like sexual orientation, is this from me or OCD produced by it?'The feeling is like the feeling of discovering new inclinations and this breaks me, I just want to reconcile with myself in any sexual orientation or identity, but I just can't feel comfortable and reconcile with the fact that I may like women or it may happen in the future.And I have these feelings that telling me messing around the girls would be fun, and I feel something like desire, but I never come to terms with this.. I'm going to be 15 years old, I know, I'm not supposed to think like that, I don't have the right to determine who I am now because im young, and I shouldn't continue to dream of marrying a man..My mind keeps reminding me of the fact that I'm a teenager and the likelihood that everything will change is high, but right now, I'm not asking for anything but rest.I want to love myself and reconcile with her.
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