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Pure hell.
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What happens tho?
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I can say with women?Idk if it helps but I think it is the same...It feels like I am attracted to her or like I wanna be with her when most of the time I dont find anything that attracts me I mean the girls are pretty but nothing more and its so annnoying and makes me anxious.And how do you feel when you see an attractive male?
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For me, i get a nervous aNxious feeling in my chest stomach area and then thoughts come like "is this attraction?" "Am i attracted to this person" which further escalates the nervousness and leads it into a brainy anxiety.
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For me, i immediately get nrrcous in my chest/stomach area
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I become veryyy anxious, and need to get out of there as soon as possible. Check for arousal or groinal response but this (luckily) never happened before. I ask myself immediately, could you be attracted to him? Look, he looks good don't you think so? Would you like to kiss him? And I'm like STOPPP fucking god please. When I see a cute girl i am aroused, feel a warm feeling and love to keep staring at her. Why is HOCD so fucked up!!! I know exactly what I like and what turns me on...
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Anxious as well. To be honest i get hocd when i see men who are more idk masculine and more big than me cuz (bla bla childohood father wasnt’t there he cheated on my mom, abusive) so practicly kind of a lack of father like protection and that shit triggers somehow this. When the image is very explicit i get a somehow boner but one very strange cause at a conscious level i don’t like what im watching and imaging or idk putting myself in such a situation makes me sick. Recently I thought hmm what if im bisexual? Ok so because in the late idk 2 months my life was mainly about sexuallity what was the first think i checked? Bi porn: of course i didnt like it but idk hocd was putting something downthere. But now im kinda chill cause i know i wouldnt do such a shit (sorry if there are any gays or bis around here)
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Sorry long post. Anyone feel like now they’re just in extreme denial. Like when I was little I noticed guys more than girls in movies and was more drawn to them. I remember changing my mindset to switch that. 98%of my life has been straight until recently. I felt drawn to some guys but never thought of it sexually. Always had girl crushes dreams and porn. Now I watch porn and I feel like straight takes longer and then I go and watch gay porn and feel nothing until I tell myself it’s two attractive dudes and love is love and imagine physical sensations and then it hits like suddenly. Like I have to convince myself it’s alright. Then when I try again I can do all that but feel nothing and then straight porn works. Idk if it’s just getting a fix or the first time works with anything or what but it’s confusing. On top of that I’ve felt girl relationships including my wife maybe miss something and a guy maybe matches that feeling that but then I feel like I’d be missing something without a girl or my wife. Idk I’ve had some rough times in life with male figures in my life but idk. I feel like I have to convince myself more and more that I’m straight even more than the first time I dealt with this. Can someone relate? Please
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Ughhhhhh it feels like I can’t tell between false attraction or attractive 😭 :/ idk I just saw some pics of joji and artist that makes music when he was younger (it was a post on insta) and on one of them I thought oh he looks cute here, but no I’m like omg but idk in what way tho but it felt like not false attraction like I thought or meant it in another way and I. Felt that and then kinda freaked out bc idk if it’s weird and then I felt groinals and *sigh*
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So I’ve talked to a couple of gay people and they all told me the same thing. They ALWAYS knew they liked guys and they have ever gotten aroused by a woman in their life. In fact they told me that they always found a woman’s body disgusting. Looking back in my life I’ve been attracted to girls for as long as I can remember even before puberty. All my fantasies were about girls and I can’t remember a time where I felt the same for a guy (because it never happened). At the end I can still get aroused by women and you can clearly see how much stupid this obsession about being gay is. Gay people can’t get instinctively aroused by a woman and like it. Groinal responses and sensations don’t mean anything because they simply do not bring joy or a feeling of desire. Instead they bring panic. I once got a groinal when “testing my reactions” and I was sitting there crying like my life is over. That’s not how genuine attraction works and no one has woken up one day feeling different and no one has been secretly gay and never noticed it and spent his whole life into women instead.
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