advocate109
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- 5y
IhateOCD99IhateOCD99
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- 5y
Pure hell.
advocate109advocate109
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- 5y
What happens tho?
pgam14pgam14
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- 5y
I can say with women?Idk if it helps but I think it is the same...It feels like I am attracted to her or like I wanna be with her when most of the time I dont find anything that attracts me I mean the girls are pretty but nothing more and its so annnoying and makes me anxious.And how do you feel when you see an attractive male?
advocate109advocate109
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- 5y
For me, i get a nervous aNxious feeling in my chest stomach area and then thoughts come like "is this attraction?" "Am i attracted to this person" which further escalates the nervousness and leads it into a brainy anxiety.
advocate109advocate109
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- 5y
For me, i immediately get nrrcous in my chest/stomach area
Jansen0495Jansen0495
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- 5y
I become veryyy anxious, and need to get out of there as soon as possible. Check for arousal or groinal response but this (luckily) never happened before. I ask myself immediately, could you be attracted to him? Look, he looks good don't you think so? Would you like to kiss him? And I'm like STOPPP fucking god please. When I see a cute girl i am aroused, feel a warm feeling and love to keep staring at her. Why is HOCD so fucked up!!! I know exactly what I like and what turns me on...
IonutIonut
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- 5y
Anxious as well. To be honest i get hocd when i see men who are more idk masculine and more big than me cuz (bla bla childohood father wasnt’t there he cheated on my mom, abusive) so practicly kind of a lack of father like protection and that shit triggers somehow this. When the image is very explicit i get a somehow boner but one very strange cause at a conscious level i don’t like what im watching and imaging or idk putting myself in such a situation makes me sick. Recently I thought hmm what if im bisexual? Ok so because in the late idk 2 months my life was mainly about sexuallity what was the first think i checked? Bi porn: of course i didnt like it but idk hocd was putting something downthere. But now im kinda chill cause i know i wouldnt do such a shit (sorry if there are any gays or bis around here)
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geodrimilis
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- 25w
Hocd vs actually gay (my opinion)
So I’ve talked to a couple of gay people and they all told me the same thing. They ALWAYS knew they liked guys and they have ever gotten aroused by a woman in their life. In fact they told me that they always found a woman’s body disgusting. Looking back in my life I’ve been attracted to girls for as long as I can remember even before puberty. All my fantasies were about girls and I can’t remember a time where I felt the same for a guy (because it never happened). At the end I can still get aroused by women and you can clearly see how much stupid this obsession about being gay is. Gay people can’t get instinctively aroused by a woman and like it. Groinal responses and sensations don’t mean anything because they simply do not bring joy or a feeling of desire. Instead they bring panic. I once got a groinal when “testing my reactions” and I was sitting there crying like my life is over. That’s not how genuine attraction works and no one has woken up one day feeling different and no one has been secretly gay and never noticed it and spent his whole life into women instead.
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- 22w
HOCD made you feel horn.y?
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Anonymous
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- 19w
HOCD or not?
Has anyone experienced where you love woman everything about them, even to the point where you still can get erections watching normal porn, lesbian porn etc. but you find your self still admiring a good looking man. I’ve went through the groinal responses when seeing a man but honestly after watching porn and realizing it’s not about sex it went away. On the other hand even when there’s a male and a female in a picture I can’t stop looking at the male and judging, but the minute they’re naked I’m fine and looking at the woman. I started watching porn at a very young age so I’m wondering do I only sexualize woman and admire the man so in everyday life I don’t see her as beautiful because she’s not naked ? I understand as a straight male I can still think guys are attractive but why do I constantly notice them more than women? I also can admire and see when a girl is beautiful in the face but then if a dude that’s more attractive than me pops up in staring at him. Has anyone experience this?
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