Please help me figure this out I remember when I was in 11th grade I had my first crush on a girl. I would say she was my first crush. because I would always love to go to school just to see her face lol . I always was so nervous on the bus ride to school. because I knew she rode the bus just like me . I would want to go to school just to see her . Long story short I never got the chance to tell her how I felt about her because my social anxiety. I start watching Porn a lot in that's when I got this Sexual Orientation Ocd . I don't really know what I want right know .when I did have that crush on the girl I just was attracted to women and girls . Now that I've got this SOCD stuff I fine man attractive but I don't wanna do anything sexual with them I just find them. P.S I'm a girl

I am just the opposite. I mean yeah I did admire some girls but I just wanted to look like them nothing more but I always did he crushes on boys and I wanted so bad bf. I was boy crazy. But now with this SoCd it’s feels like my brain has changed and I hate it

for a long time i struggled w what to call myself and was so anxious about labelling myself and doing it correctly. i felt like i was attracted to boys and girls so i called myself bi because i needed the label or else i "wasn't real". but it's been a couple years now and i've been trying to practice not absolutely needing a label, especially if it doesn't feel right. what i've been trying to tell myself is that if i like someone, i'll know. so putting restrictions on it doesn't really matter. i know that that's easier said than done especially w ocd. but i hope it helped a little and that you feel better soon!! :)

Maybe you’re gay maybe you’re straight, you can be with whoever you want to be with. I came out as bisexual and I’ve never even been with a girl before. Sometimes I wonder if I’m even bi, but I don’t react to the thoughts with anxiety. The point is not to respond to the what ifs with anxiety. Maybe you’re attracted to them maybe you’re not. No big deal though. Tell yourself it’s okay not to have a clear answer. Live with the uncertainty. Everyone wonders but not everyone stresses.