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- lesbian lol
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- 4y ago
God cares. A lot. You mean the world to him. I promise, it's true.
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I'm sorry
It's okay ??
@Gayling How are you doing?
@syoun001 It's a rough time right now but I'm okay, you?
@lesbian lol I’m doing ok
@syoun001 Good
It's really Appreciable that you do all the housework Remember ,you don't anyone's apprecuation except your own Love yourself and appreciate yourself That's the best way to feel happy
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Could you talk to your dad about it? or mom? You can’t put that on yourself-your parents are doing what they are supposed to. Yes you are responsible and strong, but you are also young. It is not your job to take care of everyone. Do you have any friends you could talk to about it? A teacher or friend at school? And your ex sounds like he is going through something. I doubt you are a hoe and even if you were that doesn’t give him the right to say that. Keep your head up and try to only let certain people’s opinions of you matter (I know it is easier said than done).
I'm not a hoe, he did that to make me feel bad about myself, thank you for making me feel better ?
And the cutting...Please, please don’t take it out on yourself. I have been in that position but now I am a year clean. It can become an addiction. I know it may seem like what you deserve but sweetie, no one deserves to go through that type of emotional and physical pain. If you ever feel those urges again try to spend time with your sister or write down your feelings. That saved me-writing in a journal. There is nothing like pouring out your feeling on a piece of paper. You are beautiful. You are strong. You are amazing. You are brave. You are enough. You have so much worth. Keep reminding yourself that you matter because you do. Stay strong and message me if you need to talk to anyone or anything!
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If you feel you are going to hurt yourself, call your emergency services or go to the hospital! We love and care about you! Not everyone would take the initiative and do things that need to get done around the house. That tells me your a special kind of person who is caring and loving. Don’t lose site of these amazing attributes! You will do great things in life! And Kaige sounds really mean and self-absorbed! You do not at all deserve that negative energy in your life. You deserve someone who will make you happy and love and care about you like you love and care for others. They will come, sometimes we just have to wait a bit to find them, but it’s worth it!
That was beautiful ???
Im just really sad, depressed and no one gives a shit about me. Not even the people who I thought I had my own family. Im all alone.
I’ve gotten bad again. I feel so alone and I’m so depressed. No one in my family cares no one gives a fuck And when I cry they just tell me to shut up or they tell me to stop being dramatic or cut it out. I hate myself, like I hate everything about myself my mind, my body. I keep thinking things would be better if I wasn’t here, everyone would be better, I wouldn’t just be a pain In the ass. I feel worthless. Nothing I do ever ends up meaning shit. No one notices or cares.
I don’t know what to say. I feel a bit lost to be honest with my thoughts. They feel so real, they actually hurt so much. Why do I find myself comparing to my boyfriends and my friends? I’m not them, they got nothing to deal with me. It’s just that I feel the need to prove I have it worse, and to do that is to partake in actual harm. I have been feeling really low lately, honestly I feel like I’m losing it. It’s a scary feelings to think unaliving myself may be an option for me but I don’t want to do that. In all the hardships in life, there is so good in there. I have my boyfriend , I got good grades, I have a good home life I guess, I have friends and other amazing things too. It sad to say but I kinda need some comfort to know I’ll be fine. I feel like I’m at the end of my ropes right now. When people tell me their struggles I compare them to my own. When people give me advice, I overthink it. When I have something hope it gets torn apart. My heart hurts a lot. I feel like even if I do pass I’ll just be another number, like a casualty and no one would care. But that’s not true, people do care about me enough that they want me to live. I’m just so tired of feeling this way. I need help. But I feel like I don’t? God fucking damn it leave me the hell alone. I didn’t do nothing at all. I’m a good person I have morals and I have everything that is fit for me. But why go for everything I care about huh? Let me heal in peace. I can’t even pick up a fucking pencil with other thinking about whenever I could draw good, or even take a breather. it’s disabling its fucked and it’s hurts. Leave me alone. I’m too young to bear this pain. Living isn’t supposed to be a chore. It supposed to be something to look toward to the happy things in life. I fear I’d slip one day and do something awful to myself. It takes more than two painkiller to kill you right? I won’t do anything bad. Maybe I shouldn’t consider this though. I feel like I’ve reach pure insanity with my mental health. Maybe I am depressed or something. God I need help. But why do people try to even help me? Why do they care? I feel myself switching. I’m trying my best to not believe anything my thoughts are telling me. I feel so awful to the point I feel happy. What type of sick shit is this? I do care. But at the same time I feel nothing. This is terrifying and torturous. Please help me. What is this?
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