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- 4y ago
God cares. A lot. You mean the world to him. I promise, it's true.
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I'm sorry
It's okay ??
@Gayling How are you doing?
@syoun001 It's a rough time right now but I'm okay, you?
@lesbian lol I’m doing ok
@syoun001 Good
It's really Appreciable that you do all the housework Remember ,you don't anyone's apprecuation except your own Love yourself and appreciate yourself That's the best way to feel happy
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Could you talk to your dad about it? or mom? You can’t put that on yourself-your parents are doing what they are supposed to. Yes you are responsible and strong, but you are also young. It is not your job to take care of everyone. Do you have any friends you could talk to about it? A teacher or friend at school? And your ex sounds like he is going through something. I doubt you are a hoe and even if you were that doesn’t give him the right to say that. Keep your head up and try to only let certain people’s opinions of you matter (I know it is easier said than done).
I'm not a hoe, he did that to make me feel bad about myself, thank you for making me feel better ?
And the cutting...Please, please don’t take it out on yourself. I have been in that position but now I am a year clean. It can become an addiction. I know it may seem like what you deserve but sweetie, no one deserves to go through that type of emotional and physical pain. If you ever feel those urges again try to spend time with your sister or write down your feelings. That saved me-writing in a journal. There is nothing like pouring out your feeling on a piece of paper. You are beautiful. You are strong. You are amazing. You are brave. You are enough. You have so much worth. Keep reminding yourself that you matter because you do. Stay strong and message me if you need to talk to anyone or anything!
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If you feel you are going to hurt yourself, call your emergency services or go to the hospital! We love and care about you! Not everyone would take the initiative and do things that need to get done around the house. That tells me your a special kind of person who is caring and loving. Don’t lose site of these amazing attributes! You will do great things in life! And Kaige sounds really mean and self-absorbed! You do not at all deserve that negative energy in your life. You deserve someone who will make you happy and love and care about you like you love and care for others. They will come, sometimes we just have to wait a bit to find them, but it’s worth it!
That was beautiful ???
Im just really sad, depressed and no one gives a shit about me. Not even the people who I thought I had my own family. Im all alone.
I’ve gotten bad again. I feel so alone and I’m so depressed. No one in my family cares no one gives a fuck And when I cry they just tell me to shut up or they tell me to stop being dramatic or cut it out. I hate myself, like I hate everything about myself my mind, my body. I keep thinking things would be better if I wasn’t here, everyone would be better, I wouldn’t just be a pain In the ass. I feel worthless. Nothing I do ever ends up meaning shit. No one notices or cares.
I’m so done like idc atp. I feel like my OCD and anger issues combined make me the shittiest person ever. That and everybody in my life doesn’t care about me. And no I’m not saying that for attention or to be dramatic, trust me. Everyone in my life is fake as hell. I haven’t had friends for years. My mom is horrible. If I even told y’all half the shit she’s ever done you would feel disgusted. My sister is the closest person in my life and all she does is throw shade at me and treat me like shit. I can’t make ts up. And I just yelled at my niece because she kept complaining nonstop and I was trying to help her and she wouldn’t listen. I’m so fucking tired bruh like I’m fr done with life. Everybody’s like “hold on, it’s gets better”. When? Because I’ve been waiting and TRYING so hard for years. I’m DONE.
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