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God cares. A lot. You mean the world to him. I promise, it's true.
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I'm sorry
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It's okay ??
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@Gayling How are you doing?
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@syoun001 It's a rough time right now but I'm okay, you?
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@lesbian lol I’m doing ok
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@syoun001 Good
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It's really Appreciable that you do all the housework Remember ,you don't anyone's apprecuation except your own Love yourself and appreciate yourself That's the best way to feel happy
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Could you talk to your dad about it? or mom? You can’t put that on yourself-your parents are doing what they are supposed to. Yes you are responsible and strong, but you are also young. It is not your job to take care of everyone. Do you have any friends you could talk to about it? A teacher or friend at school? And your ex sounds like he is going through something. I doubt you are a hoe and even if you were that doesn’t give him the right to say that. Keep your head up and try to only let certain people’s opinions of you matter (I know it is easier said than done).
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I'm not a hoe, he did that to make me feel bad about myself, thank you for making me feel better ?
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And the cutting...Please, please don’t take it out on yourself. I have been in that position but now I am a year clean. It can become an addiction. I know it may seem like what you deserve but sweetie, no one deserves to go through that type of emotional and physical pain. If you ever feel those urges again try to spend time with your sister or write down your feelings. That saved me-writing in a journal. There is nothing like pouring out your feeling on a piece of paper. You are beautiful. You are strong. You are amazing. You are brave. You are enough. You have so much worth. Keep reminding yourself that you matter because you do. Stay strong and message me if you need to talk to anyone or anything!
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If you feel you are going to hurt yourself, call your emergency services or go to the hospital! We love and care about you! Not everyone would take the initiative and do things that need to get done around the house. That tells me your a special kind of person who is caring and loving. Don’t lose site of these amazing attributes! You will do great things in life! And Kaige sounds really mean and self-absorbed! You do not at all deserve that negative energy in your life. You deserve someone who will make you happy and love and care about you like you love and care for others. They will come, sometimes we just have to wait a bit to find them, but it’s worth it!
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That was beautiful ???
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I feel so horrible and guilty, I've been pretty depressed lately and I don't know if i'm doing something wrong or not but my mom keeps getting mad at me, and I keep getting snappy with her. The other day she tried to take a selfie with me and I kinda got mad at her because it was in front of everyone and I didn't want to get anyone uncomfortable if they were accidently in the background so I told her stop in a kind of mean way. She stopped talking to me for the rest of the night and she keeps bringing up how disrespectful I am. I tried to explain to her I didn't mean anything mean by it?? It's triggering my OCD so bad and tonight i'm going to see a band I really wanted to see, and i'm super afraid shes gonna start bringing up how mean i've been lately. I've been really depressed and upset because of school and how much work their giving me, and I've been in my room for mostly more than 10 hours a day doing nothing but watching TV because I can't bring myself out of it, I don't know what to do anymore and the guilt of me possibly being a mean and aggressive person is haunting me.
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For context, im going to college for 6 years (less than 2 years away to graduate college) to focus on fixing my GPA, volunteering, and MCAT studying... as well as graduating... My parents keep guilt tripping me and asking me questions like "did you know how much we've spent to keep you in college?" And telling me the amount they've spent on my college education... my mom keeps saying that "shes not trying to make me feel guilty, but it's a fact you have to accept..." I know they've spent a lot of money to help me... my mom claims she spent over 70k on me... and I know they're suffering... but them constantly telling me the same thing and saying things like I should drop out to focus on making money to save is honestly degrading my mental health... My mom is the only one who knows the full extent of how extremely horrible my extremely awful and terrible POCD real events when i was either 13 or 14 were... so it feels like im indebted to her for helping me throughout... but her constantly asking me these kinds of questions and then saying "im not trying to make you feel guilty" is counterintuitive... UPDATE: when I called my mom just now... crying about how much I l0athe myself every time she guilt trips me, she kept bringing up her own pain, and that I didnt keep my promises... to the point where I genuinely asked her if I delete myself, will she be happy... she at first compared me to other kids who graduated in four years, then asked if I thought I had suffered more than she has... and if i did, that I should "stop talking to her"... I genuinely cant take this anymore... I cant take this from her anymore... I cant take life anymore... she makes me feel like I shouldn't be here... I genuinely dont want to be here...
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I’m really depressed and lately life has been really really bad. Everyday, it’s like something horrible happens and my mind tries to make me forget it. My family life isn’t that great and everything is super tough for me. It’s like when I get better I go like a million steps back. I ended up doing something bad today:ended up becoming aggressive to myself and caused some ouchies) it hurt a lot and right now I’m really stressed and have been for a while. My mental well being has been extremely bad these days. I have obsessive compulsive disorder but for me it’s decently strong so it’s hard to contain, Complex-trauma, depression, and possibly ADHD. It’s an awful mix. My life is a living hell everyday. I’m not sure how much longer I can keep lying to myself to Myself that I’m getting better when in reality I’m in so much pain, it’s like I’m barely doing anything at all. Please, help, I’ve been acting not like myself. I want to live, even though it’s extremely difficult too and I rather much not be here, but people are counting on me and I don’t want to fail them. How can I convince myself to stay a little longer when I am fully burnt out from trying to get better? I’m in so much pain. I don’t know how to even deal with it. I’m so lost, I might lose it more, and I’m scared for myself. I feel like I don’t even deserve help. I’m so mentally unwell I can’t even think correctly. I hate everything and just want to sleep forever and ever. I’m so numb to it all. I don’t feel anything anymore.
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