Can I talk to somebody? It isn't OCD related but I feel very irritated, can somebody help me? :(

So for the past week I've been having this constant urge to cry and feeling mildly cynical and irritated

@lemondew I'm crying right now and I don't feel the best like my heart feels so heavy idk what to do about this

Ive been crying for the past 30 minutes. I honestly don't know why I'm crying. I feel irritated and mildly cynical. I have been having a bit suicidal thoughts in between but I don't want to commit them

@lemondew Don't lose hope try to talk to any one whom you are attach convert your thoughts to any of your hobby interest let me you know are you Okay??

@lemondew I’m sorry to hear that you’re going through this! Please contact someone/a crisis line/etc. if you feel suicidal. I know it must feel really difficult right now, but know you are not alone. Is it possible for you to do something you really enjoy right now (watch a movie, listen to a good song, play a game on your phone, add to a Pinterest board, etc.)?

@K8E Ive been watching a few videos on YT but it feels empty. I've stopped crying but I feel sad like extremely sad. I don't know what to do

@nunu I tried talking to my mother and she's angry that I possibly have mental disorders. She doesn't understand which is the only reason I've resorted to this app for help. I feel empty and extremely sad and I want to cry

@lemondew It's okay your mother reaction is normal don't worry she is your mother no worries if she say something she cannot understand your condition so relax we all are here we understand you

@nunu Try to think some good aspects in your life Go in your kitchen and cook something for you you will feel good

@nunu Thank you for supporting. I'm having a hard time. She's sick of me having mental problems and thinks I'm faking them but still I'm grateful

@nunu Idk why I feel fatigued, also it's in the middle of the night where I live so it would be weird at 1 am to go and cook

@lemondew What type of ocd your are suffering

@nunu HOCD, ROCD and hygiene OCD

@lemondew Oh no problem just try to sleep it's harder but you can will talk to you tomorrow till then you have to take care yourself

@nunu I know. Thank you for the support, I'd really like to talk to you again if I can :)

@lemondew Tomorrow you have to take a healthy breakfast okay good night sweet dreams

@nunu Ok then thank you :):):). Good night/evening

@lemondew I’m sorry! Maybe take a little bit of a walk outside. I know it sounds cliché, but some fresh air really helps. Or maybe try something new (cook something fun, scrapbook, etc.). Please know you’re not alone and that people are here to support you.

HOCD, ROCD and hygiene OCD