hateocd123
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sourpatchkid sourpatchkid
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I had the same problem. Honestly idk what can help but now that I’m really busy it hasn’t happened.
teiranteiran
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being unsure of your sexuality can make someone with ocd obssesed about it. maybe think why you feel unconfortable about being gay and why you are or are not gay.
hateocd123hateocd123
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Those are all questions I obsess over. I have no idea. I don't want to be gay because I don't like girls that's the only conclusion I've come to. ?
hateocd123hateocd123
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@hateocd123 Not that I dislike girls
teiranteiran
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i had this obssession when i was 12 because i felt atttacted to womans in porn but i felt sick about having a girlfriend istead of a boyfriend. Now i think i might be bisexual or hetero but it doesn't really matter to me because being bi or homo or hetero or anything it's okay
teiranteiran
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maybe you dislike the idea of being gay, and you obsses about it cause you think you can't be gay. even if you are or not homosexual you have to think why it would be a bad thing. you may know it isn't wrong at all.
hateocd123hateocd123
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It's just not for me. I don't like girls. Feminity doesn't vibe with me romantically and that's just as ok.
teiranteiran
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@hateocd123 your mind is just playing tricks with you like it always do
hateocd123hateocd123
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@teiran No, I don't think so ? that's not part of my obsession
Crassus1Crassus1
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Try to be happy that you don’t have worse dreams like murder, war, gore, monsters, big insects, cringy handshakes, Kevin from Home Alone NOW...
hateocd123hateocd123
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Lmao. All jokes aside, I do. I had a really weird genre of death OCD for nearly eight years where I was obsessed with decomposition and it was horrific. I'd have nightmares about finding rotting people. In real life whenever someone in my building died and I was aware of it I'd have a mental break down because the mental images of them decomposed and the imagined smells (sometimes not imagined) would freak me the hell out. Unfortunately one neighbor of mine found their friend a couple days later after they hadn't come out for a while and she described what he looked like to me and I went weeks seeing what I imagined his face to look like everytime I closed my eyes. I have really creepy dreams with demons in them, those are horrible too. I have sleep paralysis kind of often and hear really creepy stuff when I do. I know it's not real, but still makes me really anxious and sad. I think they stem from the same obsession. Death is part of life, I get that, but OCD doesn't want to let it go.
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Annoying!!! So I wake up aroused I get these dreams and now I feel like a r because it’s like what if my brother was doing something to me while I was sleeping and I didn’t care and just went back to sleep it’s so weird like why I keep getting aroused in my sleep
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Do you have hocd dreams?like i am afraid of the gay comunity since i was little just i cant stand them and i am so sorry if i upset someone. I had ocd since forever and i had a gay dream about myself 2 years ago then when my hocd started i started getting gay dreams about anyone and now i got one again and it was a horibble one but i have hocd dreams when i have obsessions before sleep and last night it was hell in my mind for hocd and i had a dream being bisexual it was a little confusing but i remember that i said that in my dream i am really scared i dont want to be bi
certifiedgeek
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NEED SERIOUS HELP!!
I really really need help. Please. So, lately, I've started to notice that I may or may not have a bi side. I'm a girl, and I'm a Christian. I love Jesus and I don't want to do anything that's against his laws so I can't be a bi. I just can't. But lately, I've started to notice that when I see, like, a really beautiful lady, I feel some sort of attraction and tightness in my chest. I can't deny the tug I feel whenever I see a beautiful lady and I don't want it. I don't read or watch anything related to lesbianism and I can't deny that I find gay couples cute but being a lesbian has always been a no for me. It's been getting worse lately and last night I had a dream. So, there's this live TV show that's going on in my country and I had a dream about one of the contestants. Mind you, I have no interest at allll in this contestant. I barely see her on screen and I don't even like fee any connection for her whatsoever. But in the dream I had, she was offering herself to me to y'know, do some stuff and what happened to my body is what is still shocking me. I HAD NEVER FELT SO AROUSED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. I still can't explain it. I don't know what happened or what's happening to me but I need help. Like serious help. I don't know what's wrong with me but I just can't be bi. I don't want to. I feel like with each day that passes, I start to discover new, scary sides of me and my OCDs aren't even helping matters. Please, any advice at this point would do. I can't tell my mom or even my youth pastor cuz I'm too scared that they'll start to see me differently and start judging me.
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