Anyone is stillloving his/her ex’s after a very long time ? Like if your brain is stuck I don’t know if this is related to ocd but I am still loving him whereas I did not see him for a long time and I regret every mistake I did when we were together and there are a lot (and I know I have past event ocd for that point)

I am sorry I hope he will change and grow up and I hope you will be able to forget him if you want to?

Yes I totally understand... maybe it is ocd related but I don’t know for sure. Are you trying to get over her or you just let time do what it has to do ? I don’t know what to do I can forced myself to forget him but it has been 2 years

@bebrave❤️ Can*t forced

@bebrave❤️ Damn!:( It's a wierd one - I'm partly over him but for some reason my mind keeps taking me back to the times we were together. And I feel all this regret because I feel like it was my fault and I made a mistake by not showing enough affection. My OCD makes me constantly think of him and what hes doing and if he likes me or not. Its frustrating.

@Logan123 Yes I totally understand ! I hope you will get over him if it is what you want !do you still talk to him?

@bebrave❤️ Yes which is the annoying thing! I set myself up!!:( And he likes my family and follows them on social media and I just let him get too close without thinking. Life lesson right there ahahaha I wish I could just erase him from my life! I dont know if I want him or if I just feel like a failure seeing him because its someone that I couldve been withm

@Logan123 Yeah I think I understand...maybe let you the time to see if you want to be with him or not ! Maybe this not black or white like yes or no, maybe you have to understand how you feel

@bebrave❤️ Haha yeah exactly - all I know is that I need to carry on with my life and not let someone control the way I live.

@Logan123 You are absolutely right !! For me I have to progress on not trying to control the life of other aha not the same work to do

@bebrave❤️ Haha it's annoying because my OCD has become about him. And everything I do I wonder if it makes me less desirable to him. Or if I'm out somewhere my OCD will bring his name into my head when I'm trying to move on!!:( But the sad truth is that if I want those thoughts to stop I probably have to let him go. And if I'm being honest deep down I dont want to let him go. So the thoughts will keep coming.

@Logan123 Wow I feel the same about the second part of your message !! Does he know how you feel and about your ocd ?

@bebrave❤️ Oh wow! No he doesnt know :( Kind of kept it a secret