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I am so the way! Even when they treat me like shit
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I am sorry I hope he will change and grow up and I hope you will be able to forget him if you want to?
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Omg you just described what I've been feeling for almost a year now? I know it's stupid and I keep reminding myself that i should be over it. But I feel like it was my fault and I just wish I couldve appreciated what I had before it was gone.
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Yes I totally understand... maybe it is ocd related but I don’t know for sure. Are you trying to get over her or you just let time do what it has to do ? I don’t know what to do I can forced myself to forget him but it has been 2 years
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@bebrave❤️ Can*t forced
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@bebrave❤️ Damn!:( It's a wierd one - I'm partly over him but for some reason my mind keeps taking me back to the times we were together. And I feel all this regret because I feel like it was my fault and I made a mistake by not showing enough affection. My OCD makes me constantly think of him and what hes doing and if he likes me or not. Its frustrating.
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@Logan123 Yes I totally understand ! I hope you will get over him if it is what you want !do you still talk to him?
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@bebrave❤️ Yes which is the annoying thing! I set myself up!!:( And he likes my family and follows them on social media and I just let him get too close without thinking. Life lesson right there ahahaha I wish I could just erase him from my life! I dont know if I want him or if I just feel like a failure seeing him because its someone that I couldve been withm
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@Logan123 Yeah I think I understand...maybe let you the time to see if you want to be with him or not ! Maybe this not black or white like yes or no, maybe you have to understand how you feel
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@bebrave❤️ Haha yeah exactly - all I know is that I need to carry on with my life and not let someone control the way I live.
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@Logan123 You are absolutely right !! For me I have to progress on not trying to control the life of other aha not the same work to do
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@bebrave❤️ Haha it's annoying because my OCD has become about him. And everything I do I wonder if it makes me less desirable to him. Or if I'm out somewhere my OCD will bring his name into my head when I'm trying to move on!!:( But the sad truth is that if I want those thoughts to stop I probably have to let him go. And if I'm being honest deep down I dont want to let him go. So the thoughts will keep coming.
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@Logan123 Wow I feel the same about the second part of your message !! Does he know how you feel and about your ocd ?
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@bebrave❤️ Oh wow! No he doesnt know :( Kind of kept it a secret
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He kissed a girl while we were unofficial but a day after he said I love you . I felt we were exclusive based off of things. He acted out of unofficial vs official. Thought because we were single it was ok and if he knew it would have hurt me he wouldn’t have did it he said it was silly meaningless kiss and he wanted nothing with this person. I know he’s telling the truth because he would have lied to me about it but he didn’t . Unfortunately I found out 7 months into the relationship plus he has “no type” and is attracted to women I never ever thought he would be and I think it’s really disgusting . Even in my last relationship I felt this way. So before enter ing this one I told myself no cheating or ones that like these women and here I am …. He didn’t “cheat” but it feels like it. I have been spinning and crying and anxious for over a year now. After I found out I would rotate between that , the women and a transparency thing for a whole year every single day. Asking friends for advice , talking to him , crying , texting all day, even googling . Now I started chat gpt for advice. Whenever I hear it’s ocd I feel relieved but don’t believe it and when I hear it’s wrong relationship I cry uncontrollably and don’t want to believe that either I left him 2 months ago but I’m still in the same position because I love him so much I know he’s a great guy , he tried so hard to make me feel comfortable and he loved me so much but I couldn’t stop spinning . I want to get ba k with him but just picture anxiety forever and questioning am I in love , am I settling , am I forcing this , is this ocd or wrong relationship , could I be happier elsewhere , I can’t see him without feeling anxiety or seeing the kiss but then i can’t picture myself ever loving someone again like him . Our love and connection was so strong . I feel in another relationship as soon as something happens I’m going to want to leave and truly regret leaving my ex . What do I do. I’m starting erp but it’s so confusing to me and I feel like it won’t help and I’m going to be stuck like this forever. I hate waking up everyday because I’m so sad and miserable. Please help me (edited)
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Do yall ever reread old texts from a toxic ex and try and “solve” stuff constantly? We ended things 4 months ago and every day I go through old texts trying to prove I wasn’t the bad one, make SURE she was toxic, “solve” a random toxic moment I remember and make sure I have ALL the details remembered accurately and that I’m not misremembering it. It’s like im still living in the relationship. It’s draining and will not stop. Is this an OCD thing? How is it fixed?
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My ex boyfriend broke up with me last summer and it was really rough on me even thought we only dated for a little while. He treated me terribly but I guess I wanted it to work. However during the fall I was healing well and met my current boyfriend. I knew him as a kid and we reconnected and started dating. It’s the most WONDERFUL relationship ever and I love him so much. However for the past couple months, on and off, I have been obsessively thinking about my ex, to the point of feeling so sick to my stomach. Just the thought will do it. I have been stopping myself from checking his instagram because that just makes it worse. I do not want me ex back at all and I am so happy now. I recognize these thoughts as intrusive and hurtful. I just want them to stop and be in the moment. Has anyone had a similar experience? What did u do? Also, I want to tell my boyfriend about this but I am unsure on how to do so.
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