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Often OCD urges us to think I. Black-and-white or either-or terms. The reality is almost always in the middle. You have SOME control. Not no control, and not total control. Leverage the control you have to make your life closer to how you want it to be (with the understanding that life will always be somewhat how we want it and somewhat how we don't)
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You are worth it. You have purpose in this life
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But, whats the point of living if Ihave no control on myself?
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@Confundida Because you are special! And people care about you. and you have a purpose in this world
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@Confundida people do not really have that much control on themselves, they think they do but in reality we can't control our thoughts and feelings, we can control how we behave but that is heavily influenced by our feelings the problem is we try to control so bad, the more we focus on our unwanted thoughts or behaviors the more helpless we feel how other people cope is they do not try to control as much as we do and because of that they are not experiencing our anxiety
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- 5y ago
As I’ve heard from others who don’t have ocd: the reality is, no one has control over anything. That’s kinda and kinda not completely accurate but I hope you get my point. When I was suicidal I spoke with my cousin who had been this way in the past too. He said to me, if you’re gonna stay, you might as well do what you want to do in life. I share that with you within reason of course, meaning you’re not going to be destructive in what you want out of life. Also, another friend shared a YouTube video with me about a guy who tried to commit suicide at a commonly used site, and survived. He also had a mental health condition. And he said that during the moment of the act, he felt regret. He researched and found that all suicide survivors of that same site experienced the same feeling of regret in the moment. That story kept me going, plus people who love me that I don’t want to hurt, plus reality is I don’t know the other side and that’s a permanent decision that I wasn’t too eager to make. And lastly, although I’ve left Christianity, when it would get really bad, I told the suicide demon to get off of me, and it would. But, also consider that how you interpret things may be part of why it’s so rough for you right now. I can be a very pessimistic thinker, and didn’t figure that out until just about 3 years ago. So I would encourage you to open up to a therapist about how you mentally react and think about things that happen in your life. A good therapist can point it out to you. Lastly, being suicidal can be chemically based. So meds, nutrition, homeopathy, hormonal and neurotransmitter balancing, and herbs may be something worthwhile looking into. And consider calling a suicide hotline. 1-800-273-8255 that’s the national suicide prevention, they also have an online chat feature.
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Also, consider that many people with ocd really want a guarantee, and really don’t like uncertainty. You feeling like you have lack of control could be feeling worse to you because of a heightened desire for control in general...maybe. When I learned I had a way of thinking, that not everyone shared, and that I wasn’t right all the time, that not everything I thought in my head was true, it lightened my load a bit. I even questioned why most people tend to stay in life despite all its hardships, and I guessed it was because their brains think differently than mine. That also helped me to hold on. Because it showed me there was some discrepancy in my thinking that perhaps could be helped. The natural remedies I’ve mentioned, I’ve also experimented with, and they helped balance me back out a bit when the ocd was wearing me out. And consider temporary in-patient/residential ocd clinics if it’s really debilitating to your life.
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- 14w ago
I have the thought of what if I lose control and do something out of my control like scream for no reason or yelling in a store or just blurting stuff out that’s not in my control and it causes so much anxiety and causes me to feel weird. I always think I’m on the edge of losing control of myself and it’s exhausting living like this. Any tips?
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I cannot for the life of me stop ruminating or checking how I feel about thoughts or focusing on thoughts or creating more thoughts. I feel like I’m losing my mind. I want to scream. I try not to ruminate about the thoughts, but trying not to just makes me think about them more. I try not to check, but somehow, I still check. I want to let a thought sit in the background, but the more I try not to focus on it, the more I end up focusing on it. I don’t want the thought to expand because that feels like engaging with it, but I can’t just stop it from expanding. It feels impossible. People keep saying I’m in control of my compulsions, and maybe that’s true for the physical ones. But when it comes to the mental compulsions, I swear I have no control. It feels like I’m missing something that everyone else seems to have, like there’s some tool they’re using that I don’t have. Controlling mental compulsions has never felt possible for me. I’m starting to fear them. And every time someone says I’m in control and can just choose not to do them, I end up beating myself up even more when they happen. Or when I *choose* I guess. I don’t know anymore. If this is my fault, if I’m responsible for this, then what does that make me? I feel like a monster. I am at my wits’ end. How am I supposed to control mental compulsions when it feels like they control me? I freak out when they happen. They don’t bring me relief, they just make me panic. I want it to stop so bad.
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- 11w ago
I can't live with OCD anymore. It's ruining my life. I feel like I'm being constantly bullied in my own mind all day everyday. I don't know if what I think and feel is ever real or normal or okay, what is me and what is the OCD thoughts. I don't know if any of my experiences are normal. I'm exhausted from picking apart every single conversation I ever have with anyone until I'm strung out by a vague and ambiguous feeling of guilt. I'm tired of feeling like I'm a bad person and feeling scared all the time and not knowing why and having my brain spin me out on an endless spiralling train of thoughts that never goes anywhere and just makes me feel disconnected from everything and everyone around me. I don't know what I feel and if what I feel is normal or if anything I am doing is real and actually me or if I'm 'losing my mind.' I don't even know if this makes any sense. I get into these states of mind where every thought in my head and everything I feel and perceive makes me question my own sanity. I don't know if anyone likes me because I have absolutely no concept of what I am actually like. I feel completely lost and confused CONSTANTLY.
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