This isn't OCD related but Honestly realising how antisocial I'm makes me sad. But whatever :). Like holding convos online and in real life is so different. I'm worried nobody actually likes to talk to me and I'm annoying so I usually don't speak. I sometimes can't tell if that's a good thing or a bad thing? ?

I've been saying "fuck everyone" since elementary school. Like I think I had only 5 or something actual best friends in my whole life.

@chamomile My friends always say to go to them but when I do they leave me on read and change the subject. My other friend who literally creates his own issues to feel like he has issues expects me to listen to him when he thinks he’s autistic or has add cuz he did a quiz on fucking survey monkey lol but when I tell him about my struggles he ignores me or says he can’t help

@uwotm8 Also please drop your "friends". Seem like toxic and fake to me. It's a new year and have new friends too. They can really emotionally hurt you

@chamomile I have no other friends and I can’t talk about my STDs fear to my partner because he nearly dumped me over a can of worms being opened

@uwotm8 Oh goodness seems like you're going through a lot :(. Do you have any online friends?

@chamomile I am! And my boss tried to start the process of firing me over my sickness leave because of my ocd too lol ? also I have found a lump in my breast ? and I have high risk hpv which I still can’t believe. Nah man I basically have me and even I’m against me

@uwotm8 Omg!! I'm so sorry for you...you're like in a war with nobody to help you. Do you take therapy?

@chamomile And my partners ex was internet stalking me last year, as well as harassing us at his home and she attacked him at work etc and found out where I work too

@chamomile It has to end at some point surely? ? nah I started yesterday but she was trying to outlogic my ocd

@uwotm8 Damn your ex's partner is a damn psychopath!! And why is trying to not help and actually outlogic you??? She should give you some therapy and talk to you ??

@chamomile Absolutely no idea! Lol ? she had this ? look on her face the whole time too His ex is an actual narcissist. Horribly violent lying manipulative bitch. Her family know only one side - the false nice person.

@uwotm8 Damn ? just imagine being a two faced bitch. And here I thought people show their nice side to the world and bad side to family or something??...

Exactly but I have to be sympathetic when he Google’s and then his bother mimics him but with MY actual issue I’m too much

@uwotm8 Damn!! Please drop him!! That discription sums it up that he's 100% a douche. Like wtf does he think having mental and physical issues something "cool" or "trendy"??

@chamomile Fuck knows lol ? I cba even analysing anyone anymore I’m surrounded by cunts

@uwotm8 You ARE surrounded by cunts!! Like real sufferers go through depression to fight mental issues and their like sitting on asses saying "yeah I'm autistic now". Like wtf that shit doesn't come like that??!

@chamomile At least I’m funny eh ? I know I don’t seem it here but I have my moments lol ?

@uwotm8 Lol yeah!! ??