I hate hocd with a passion it ruins absolutely everything for me. Tv shows, movies, going out in public, trying to be happy, etc. I cut out compulsions and where do I get nowhere. I get stuck in an endless hopeless loop of feeling better for maybe a day and then bam it all comes rushing back in.

And do what? What if all the fun is gone. There litteraly is NO escaping this. When this gets in ur life it becomes ur whole world. No escape

@hocdgirlsummer Cause you care too much. Just look right in the eyes and tell I DONT CARE OK IM LESBIAN OK IM BI OK IM STRAIGHT I DONT CARE FUCK OFF OR DONT I DONT CARE CAUSE LIFE IS SO MUCH MORE THAN SEX DESIRES. GET UP AND EXERCISE GET FIT READ A BOOK DO SOMETHIN PRODUCTIVE

@Ionut Second this, try to not take it so seriously, it helps in itself but is much easier if you're busy with life.

@Madskills422 And what did i say?

I'm not trying to be rude but it definitely is easier said than done. I wish I didn't care but it isnt something I can magically turn off.

@Lina That's why I mentioned it's easier if you're busy with going to the gym, team sports, volunteer, work, study.. the idle mind is even worse with ocd imho

@Madskills422 But to be motivated to do all these things u need some sort of happy feeling or a feeling that gives satisfaction or validation to actually do it, and there is no room for that with hocd. Its sooo hard to be productive when u feel like this... I appreciate the help u give but its something i have been trying for 2 yeats now and honeslty i cant speak of good resultss...:/

@hocdgirlsummer Yeah not to mention the fact it is hard to distract yourself when that is what you're thinking about 24/7. It always finds away to seep in and steal all joy from you.

@Lina Exactly. Its everywhere, at the gym, at school, at the library. Its like this weird vibe thays allways around and poisons evrrywhere i go. I hate it. Everything i do is always covered in a layer hocd. I see the world trough hocd glasses. Everything is evolved around hocd. I hate going to places i used to love before having hocd. Bevause when i go there when i do have hocd i know imma ruin the memories and fun vines i had there with hocd and it will just be poisoned like everything else

@hocdgirlsummer You think the big athleets always have the feeling, THE GUT TO ACTUAL DO IT? You think they always find the “validation” to do it. No the hell. They just mothe fuckin do it. There are some big names out there who were passin through lot harder times than us. WHAT YOU WAITIN FOR. YOU HEALTHY YOU HAVE 2 ARMS 2 LEGS ALL ORGANS FUNCTIONATING. !!! WAKE UP! NO EXCUSES!

@Ionut Lol im not tryna be the next gold medal olympic athleet i know. All im tryna do is enjoy something. I already am DOING all the things, working, going to school, working out like those things i dont have power over to choose to not do them or to do them. I just do them bevause i have to. But with hocd the whole Goal is to do something you genuinely enjoy and now that is the hardest shit ever because u cant force urself to enjoy Sometjing plus hocd Comes with no joy