I'm so sorry but can you please read this!!! I was reading an article about being a lesbian in denial and I feel really bad cause some of the signs are close to being HOCD signs. I'm doubting myself so badly!!! I don't wanna be a fucking lesbian!!! Fuck that!!! I'm crying!!! I can't deal with the fucking thoughts like...I don't like them and I want to be with guys

did u look up that article as a compulsion? I’ve done stuff like that and it makes me feel 100X worse everytime I’m so sorry

Yes I suppose I did. And I feel worse like I can't breath at all!! It's suffocating almost...

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