I feel so fat like is it bad that I'm 14 and I'm 5 feet 3ish inches and I weigh 51 kg (112 lbs)? I feel so bad and my body dismorphia goes crazy at the thought that Im fatter than other females. I'm just drinking black coffee to reduce my appetite but I still have the need to deprive myself even more. Is that gonna be ok?

Please keep in mind that sharing numbers (weight, calories, etc) contributes to disordered eating culture. You can talk about your experience without attaching specific numbers to it. Your thoughts and feelings are what matters anyways

you’re a healthy weight! i know it’s hard to see yourself that way when you have dysmorphia. you should never starve yourself, as that can just lead to a very very unhealthy road. if you’re feeling this way i would seek professional help so it doesn’t get out of hand.

That's fine for your age!! Just keep fighting and telling urself u will be fine if u put on some weight because it is very very normal. Use your motivation to lose weight for something else constructive because if u have enough passion for losing thta much weight u sure as hell would have it for something else that would help you feel better and grow too!! Just think of what everyone else weighs and how they still look good with that weight and hopefully that will help. Good luck!!