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I did intensive erp daily for a few months and it completely saved me... I am recovered.... when I mean recovered I mean through erp I have learned to accept that I have ocd and I can live with it..a day for me can be either I have some ocd acknowledge it and use my techniques learned from erp and it quickly dissolves, or my brain naturally just passes over the thought and I didn’t even realize I had the ocd... I am telling you this because I think it’s good to show that if you stick to it there is a light at the end of the road... my ocd was atrocious I can’t even begin to explain how it took an entire yr of my life basically from me...the first few erp practices were so hard I broke down sobbing in my husbands arms telling him I wish I could pull my brain out.. but, it becomes easier... I dedicated basically everyday of my life to erp, I did it almost 30 times a day and I saw results... my brain finally began to be trained.... I started erp the first time then had a terrible relapse, but it taught me to go deeper into my fears and that intensity the 2nd time around for erp did the trick! Try to have someone be there for you as a support system.... don’t give up, I’m on the other side and I can tell you it’s so peaceful here :) you can do this! It’s not easy it’s supposed to be hard! Your on the right path!
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Thank you so much for you encouraging words!
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You got this! Stay with it and stand strong! Good for you for going forward!
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Thx!
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I don't have a choice when it comes to doing ERP on my own. I have to do it. I failed very badly yesterday and it felt very frustrating and demoralizing. I'm all over the place when it comes to staying with the uncertainty while not giving into compulsions. I tried deep-breathing, mindfulness exercises, trying to remember words of encouragement from other people. Finally, it came down to just being honest with myself and treating myself with self-compassion: I AM SUFFERING. I don't need to suffer anymore. My poor brain! I am going to do this thing that I'm afraid of doing and I (and my brain) will be better off for it. Then I imagine someone saying to me, "You've got this one! I have your back!" Does anyone else do this? Imagine someone else with you when you're doing ERP alone?
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For sure!
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@deemajical - Your comment is really really helpful. I start erp next week. How many times a week did you work with a therapist. How much time each day did you dedicate to erp? Or did you do it throughout each day?
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I’m starting NOCD. I had several years of cbt as a child (well over 20 years ago) and I see a trauma therapist. But now I’ll be seeking further help for OCD and just really scared. CBT wasn’t helpful for me. How has ERP been helpful for you? Do you feel like you’ll finally get your life back? I’m consumed by my obsessions 😢 Would love others feedback if ERP helped you ❤️
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I’m thinking about doing erp but my ocd is so severe the thought of accepting my fears happening to me makes me sick to my stomach. I also believe in the power of my words and saying I accept this Bad thing will attract it into my life. I’m not sure what I should do🥲
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Please help. I have felt so off/wrong all day. I constantly worry that the “bad guy” is going to get me. I have awful thoughts and I constantly want God to know that I don’t mean these thoughts. I am at a point in my therapy where I need to choose to use my ERP but it feels too scary. I then do compulsions, which makes the OCD worse, which makes me want to use ERP less. And the cycle goes on. I am currently sitting in my car crying because I feel so lost and exhausted. I’m not supposed to figure out my thoughts, but today I just went into a spiral of sadness and depression, thinking that I will always feel like this. When my thoughts got really bad at the end of the day, I tried to use ERP even though I was shaking and not believing my responses and I ended up feeling like I missed something and that I gave into the “bad guy.” I have no one to talk when I’m not doing therapy twice a week. I am alone and have no one to talk to when I am like this… please help
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